'Conceal it. Don't Feel It. Conceal it. Don't Feel it. Conc-'

Anna's voice drifted through the cracks of the door, sounding like it was on the brink of squealing, "Elsa? It's time!"

Elsa felt her stomach sink. She couldn't do this. She couldn't do this. "another 5 minutes, Anna!"

"oh um okay! Not to put pressure on you or anything but were are kind of um already 10 minutes late? its your wedding though! Take as much time as you need, I'll just go and tell them that your veil got caught on your shoe! Wait you don't have one. Maybe you tripped and need first aid, wait no that could just freak them out more than everyone already is. I mean you should see the priest, boy is he sweating! I mea-"

"Anna?"

"RIGHT. Right, I'll be back in five minutes." Elsa listened To Anna's footsteps slowly fade down the hallway before turning back to the mirror.
Her white blonde hair was tied up into a side bun, with a few loose hairs that Anna had curled, with a small tiara that sat on the top of her head.
Elsa and her sister had decided against the veil, because it would hide too much, though Elsa was starting to regret it. Slowly she brought her clammy hands to her face, ignoring the moisture as she slowly let them skim over her ashen skin. over her freckles, which were always painted faint but now stuck out compared to the rest of her features. Over Her rigid nose that always bothered her. Over her eyebrows, her temples, cheeks, jaw. She barely recognised herself.
Catching her icy blue eyes in the mirror, making Elsa inhale a quick intake of breath. All she saw was emptiness. Her lips shook, making her bite down in habit.

She couldn't do this.

"Elsa? It is really time now, you ready?" Her hands dropped down to her sides. 'you have to do this. You have to.' with one last look at the mirror, Elsa turned around, picking up her boutique of red roses and made her way to the door. Elsa despised roses.

Anna stood their, looking as radiant as the sun, with a smile that stretched across her entire face. Her strawberry blonde hair sat lose against her back, with her white strand sticking out of the headband she had braided across the top of her head. She wore a light pink dress, that breezily flowed down, landing just above the knees, with loose sleeves that sat just below the shoulders. In her hand she held a small boutique of white roses, which Elsa looked at with distaste.

Anna gasped at the site of her older sister, "Oh my- Elsa, you look so beautiful." staring at her in awe, water started welling up in her eyes. 'Don't Anna, you're making this even harder.' Anna giggled through her tears, wrapping her arms around Elsa, pulling her into a tight embrace.
"Hans is so lucky to have someone like you...I'm lucky to have someone like you." The two girls hugged for a few more moments, until Anna remembered about the wedding. Oh how Elsa wished they could have stayed like that, for just a bit longer.

"Oh my god, now we are REALLY late, c'mon, prince charming is waiting!" linking arms, Anna led her to the closed doors of the church, where her two other bridesmaids stood waiting.

"Look who decided ter' finally show up!" Merida called out, smiling widely at the young bride as her and Anna approached them.

"Elsa you look breath taking!" Her cousin Rapunzel smiled softly at Elsa, giving her a quick kiss on the cheek, before snapping her attention to Merida, who had started to yell, "I am never wearin' one of these ever again. How am I meant ter' do ma Archery in this!?" She exclaimed, pulling at her a dress as if it was the most disgusting thing she had seen.

"Be happy that it's green! Imagine if you got stuck with Punzie's colour?" Anna teased.

"Hey!"

"Yellow looks amazing on you, but on anyone else, especially with Merida's hair, it would just be hilarious!"

"Yer makin' fun of ma hair, white stripe? I could pull off yellow If I wanted ter'!"

"Then why don't you two swap dresses?"

"Is that a challenge?"

"I'm happy to stick with my dress."

"Punzzziee! you have t-"

"Archery?" called out a soft voice. The three girls turned their heads to Elsa, who was feeling more faint by the second.

Merida nodded, "Aye, it's no weddin' without a flamin' arrow. It's a Scotland tradition!" Elsa furried her eyebrows. She didn't know anything about this.

Punzie noticing Elsa's perplexed face, quickly chimed in, "Hans's idea, He thought it would help in getting Merida to actually come."

"Oh. Right."

The conversation ended and Anna ducked her head through the doors, popping her thumb up to say they were good to go. Elsa's lip was going to be a mess after this.

The music began, and Rapunzel gave her one quick hug before slipping through the doors. Elsa felt her hands starting slip against the flowers.
A few seconds past and Anna nodded at Merida, who also gave Elsa a hug. but before she pulled away, she quickly leaned into Elsa's ear, "It's not too late. We're here for ya lass." Giving her a last knowing look, she slipped through the doors.

Elsa's body went rigid. What did she mean? She couldn't know about... could she?

"Elsa? It's our turn," the doors slowly opened, and the soft music filled Elsa's ears, but her heavy heart beat ringing loudly through her head, seemed to be winning over.

Thump thump thump.

Flashes came from left and right, temporarily blinding her. Thank goodness Anna was holding onto her. why were there so many cameras?

Thump thump thump.

Elsa could feel all their eyes on her, watching her every move. 'breathe... just breathe.' She hadn't looked at Hans yet and frankly she didn't want to.

Thump thump thump.

They had reached the Alter. She felt Anna take her hand, placing it in Hans. 'don't look. don't look. '

Thump thump thump.

"I told you not to wear heels." he murmured in her ear, tightening his grip. His smile never leaving his face.

Thump thump thump.

They both faced the priest, who welcomed the crowd and the bride and groom before diving into the ceremony. From the corner of her eye she could make out his red hair, and white military suit. He stood tall, with his free hand resting behind his back. She saw his eyes move to look at her and quickly looked down.

Thump thump.

"And now the vows! The rings please," the priest's voice boomed through the church. Hans's best man quickly handed them to Hans and Elsa. She hoped her shaking wasn't noticeable.

Thump Thump.

"Do you Hans Westerguard take Elsa Wynters To be your lawfully wedded wife, in sickness and in health, for richer or poorer, til death do you part?"

They were facing each other now, and Elsa knew she had to look at him. People would notice.

Thump Thump.

He smiled at her, though his eyes told another story. "I do."

Thump Thump.

"And do you Elsa Wynters take Hans Westerguard to be your lawfully wedded husband, in sickness and in health, for richer or poorer, til death do you part?"

Thump.

The music was over. When did it stop?

Thump.

She could feel her throat closing up. Her hands begged to claw at it. Oh god she was going to collapse right then and there.

Thump.

Elsa looked at the girls. She couldn't make sense of their expressions.

Thump.

She looked at Hans. How much time had passed? The look he was giving her indicated too long.

Thump.

The ring fell from her fingers, clattering onto the ground. She could feel the room turn cold. Everyone watching with wide eyes. She couldn't do this. She couldn't do this.
Elsa looked at Hans one last time. Her fingers were screaming in pain from his grip. She roughly tugged them free, making Hans take a step back, his face red with anger. Turning her back, she stared at the crowd, the flashes burning into her eyes.

Thump.

She plucked the ring from her finger, and let it go.

Thump.

Elsa took of running. Sprinting down the aisle, the ends of her dress bunched up in her hands. As she reached the doors, she heard the slight ping of the ring hitting the floor.

She didn't dare look back.

Thump.

Hey! So this is my first Jelsa story! I do admit I don't have this story fully planned but I know the direction I want to go in with it. Please tell what you think, I do encourage criticism as well! I also apologize for the spelling mistakes I missed to fix! Also if you have any ideas, that would be awesome!

Already halfway through the next chapter, see you guys soon! DrunkenSage :)

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