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'Why? Why did he have to leave. Wasn't I enough for him to stay... To stay in Konoha...to stay beside's me. Was it all just a lie? All those sweet words he spoke to me. All the love and emotion that only I saw and witness. His soft touch and warmth he provided for me...only for me.'

"why?.. why why why WHY!?" He chanted all over again. He feel into his knees as uncontrollable tears flow down his eyes.

'Why is the world so cruel? What did I do to deserve all of this. All I ever wanted was to love and to be love back. Was it too much to ask for a single happiness. Someone who I could express my feelings. To make a real smile... To not pretend who someone I wasn't meant to be.'

All of them is a liar. It's what he think to the people in the village. But when he meet him he think that maybe he had a chance to be happy. He was just a little boy around 7 when he meet him even though the boy was cold but when they fight it always made him warm. His name was Sasuke Uchiha and he belong in a respected clan within the Konoha. He was very handsome and many admire him for that, not only he is handsome but also a prodigy and rich.

Yes, they became rivals in everything even small things. He pretend to have a crush on that disgusting pink girl with his happy to luck attitude and fail all his grade because if anyone finds out he was smart many will hate him including the adults. People was always easy to fool and he maintain it, so to make it even more interesting he plays prank on everyone even though the villagers always hurt him he keep it up.

He and Sasuke continued to be rivals until the Uchiha lost his family when his brother massacre all Uchiha blood except him. He wanted to come and comfort the boy but he was scared and wasn't allowed to visit so when the raven came back when he challenge him to distract him form his briefing state. They were always so happy until the day they became a team. At first he was uneasy because if he wasn't on the same team with Sasuke he won't be able to be with the Uchiha and to add he and Sasuke kissed.

Everything was normal but he notice that he always stare at Sasuke and the Uchiha did the same. He started to feel these feelings he didn't know exist. The day of their first C rank was the best. They get to escort a bridge builder named tazuna, turns out to be an A rank mission. While they were doing there mission it was also the time when Sasuke Uchiha saved him and realized what he was feeling. It was love... The one thing he crave for. When he did realize he went wild when Sasuke died and turns out the needle Haku use has an ability to stop the body's function if it wasn't remove.

A week has past since the realization and the mission. He wanted to walk so he was up early and finds himself on the training ground. He sat down at the shadows under the tree to sleep. Something woke him up and finds himself lip lock with the Uchiha staring at his eyes. He was so shocked and was about to pull away even though he wanted it but Sasuke deepen the kiss. The raven licked his bottom lick making him whimper and was about to protest when the tongue plunge into his mouth. He moan as their tounges swirled around each other. They broke apart when their lungs screamed for air staring at each other's eyes with chemistry.

'I have always love you' Sasuke said and that is how they became a couple. It became a secret but he couldn't have ask for more and of course he shared his secret about kyuubi. He though that Sasuke would be like the others and would hate him but to his surprise the Uchiha place a kiss on his lips and softly said that he didn't care because he is not the demon but the Naruto he knew and love.

They were both happy though sometimes Sasuke's Fangirl can be a pain especially the pink girl on their team name Sakura that he had a pretend crush. Also on some nights Sasuke would visit him on his house and hold him on his arms with his voice saying soothing words to make him fall asleep.

Then the Chunin exam came, all was well when that bastard name Orochimaru came. The snake man bit Sasuke on the neck and beat them up. Sasuke was in pain for a few days, when we arrived at the tower he was brought into the hospital and we passed the test because we had all the scroll. He visited him and Sasuke would smile at him. He would return back his smile and hug him.

We once again begin the Chunin exam and fight others,including our team if we don't lose. He was trained, more like played by Ebisu though he found the great Sannin Jiraya to train him. He won his first and second battle and move on to the final with Sasuke. The raven's enemy was Gaara Sabaku and he was afraid that Sasuke would get hurt. Gaara was really a fearsome enemy because he could control sand and got out of control when he saw his own blood. The village was attack by Otokageru. The Sandaime Hokage died battling Orochimaru.

He went out to save his companion because Gaara was threatening the village. He was able to summon the giant frog Jiraya had him made a contract and defeat the one tail demon. He was also able to protect his boyfriend and Sakura. He became friends with gaara and convinced him that doing bad things cannot bring any price.

Days have past and he continued to visit Sasuke his boyfriend in the hospital even thought the Uchiha would smile but then avoid any eye contact with him. He was worried about what was bothering the raven but he just let it go and didn't want to force him. (AN: the fighting in the roof didn't happen)

The next day when he was on his apartment sleeping Sasuke suddenly came waking him up and kiss the lights out of him. And in that night they made love for the first time, he really wished that it would never end but sadly when morning came, he found out that Sasuke was gone. He search the whole village only to found out that he left Konoha. He chase after him with Shikamaru, Chouji, Neji and kiba (I'm not sure if theirs more?) who in turn fought the enemies who was Orochimaru's follower.

He caught up to Sasuke and tried to convince him to go back with him but Sasuke refused and says that he was just a useless person who he played at and didn't understand what it feels to lost everything.

*flash back*

"Sasuke please come back to the village...with me!" Naruto said as he begged the Uchiha.

"Shut up Naruto I won't become strong enough to kill my brother if I stay there. Beside, you are the one holding me back, distracting me to become strong and powerful. I realize this after that intense battle with gaara and I couldn't do anything at all" Sasuke exclaimed venomous could be heard in his voice.

"But that's not true Sasuke you did save us...you save me" the blond said hoping that his words could encourage the Uchiha.

"No! that's a lie, you are the one that did all the work as I helplessly watch as my curse mark reacted. I'm not powerful enough! I want more power to avenge my clan. I want to leave. I don't need anyone and I don't want anything at all. I don't need YOU" Sasuke said anger and jealousy could be heard directly to the blond and that made Naruto tear up.

"Sasuke... I love you..." Naruto said softly holding back the sob and tears trying to burst out.

Suddenly the raven laugh not a happy laugh but a hateful one. He stops and look at Naruto with blank eyes "you don't get it do you. I used you. I played with you like anyone else. You are useless. You don't mean anything for me from the start. You are a demon" the raven sneered.

Naruto gasped hearing those words from Sasuke. Tears flow down his cheek as he cry. He sobbed, the words hurt him like lightning struck him. Demon is what everyone calls him and it's painful hearing that from the person he loved the most. He couldn't believe it. Why did he have to say them.

*End*

That made him break on the inside and wanted to cry and hide somewhere where they can never find him but he have to be strong. They fought and fought until he was plunge in the the heart by the raven's Chidori. He fell to the ground with tears coming out of his eyes. He said to the Uchiha 'I love you' and fell unconscious. By the time he woke up he was carried into the hospital to treat his wounds. It's a miracle he survive the attack but it was all thanks to Kyuubi. He still could hear those hurtful words the raven and the villagers said. ( other parts when they battle and the words the village said to him from the failed mission.)

'You are useless idiot.' Is that what you really think of me? what everyone think of me?

'I only used you.' It hurt to know that you didn't mean you love me.

'A demon like you would not understand.' Those words coming from you felt like there's thousand of blades perching my whole body. It's like what the villagers always say.

'You don't know how painfully to lose everything because you don't have a family.' I do understand because I lost you...I understand because I lost everything from the start.

'You are not worthy to respect.' Why? I'm doing everything I can to earn everyone's acknowledgement even though I know that sometimes I mess everything up.

'Your existence means nothing to me' didn't you say to me that I mean everything to you?

'The life you live has no value to everyone' No! That's not true! I don't don't believe it.

'Demon you don't belong here. Your better be rotting to death and be curse by the gods get out of our village!' Why me, why must I live, why must I breath, why must I fight when I don't know the reason, why must I be lied to, why must I be betray...

He screamed as he recall those words. He want to die, to escape, to run away from all of these. But, here he was again in the valley of the end where he fought his beloved. He escaped in the hospital because they treat him with no care and everyone wished he would have died because it's the demons fault that the precious Uchiha wouldn't return.

He promise that when the time comes he wouldn't hide his true self anymore. He, Uzumaki Naruto will never let anyone fool him again and would become strong only for himself. Hot streams of tears flow down his eyes. He would never let anyone ruin his life again. Curse all of them. He who was seen as a fool, weak and a demon will become someone who has power, powerful than anyone has ever seen. He promise that and he will never break that promise even if he has to kill innocent people because he will get his revenge for those who hurt and crushed him.

He could feel his entire being engulf in darkness, it was saying to him to come and join him. He reach his hand out to the dark sky. He closed his eyes as shadows surround him and sign, satisfied as it was comforting him. Never he will let himself be trick again...ever.

TBC

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