After shopping with Christina i have a relaxing steaming hot bath.

Once I'm finish doing what i need to do, i grab a towel and dry myself off and since I'm living with Four i walk out to my drawer and grab some clothes.

But when i open the door Four is sitting on the bed with a cheeky grin on his face.

I know what he wants.

Me.

And its come to the stage in our relationship and my life we are mature enough to handle this.

"You so beautiful" Four looks me up and down, eyes settling on my curves, while rolling on his belly to cover his already hard penis.

I walk over to the bed and prepare for what I'm about to do.

i untuck the towel and lift my arms up and the towel drops around my feet and i cringe because i know my small breasts are not attractive and my hairy down-there is disgusting.

i open my eyes and see Tobias wide-eyed staring at my ugly, pink, tiny tits. "Oh no" i think to myself I've scared him.

"I Love you..." Four says with passion.

"Phewww. you not scared."

"Of course not. You're Beautiful!"

I smile and walk over to him and start straddling him. He moans with pleasure and his hands crawl up my naked body and his big hands cup my breasts.

I linger off his lips and tease him. I look down at him like his done something wrong. Even though he hasn't, he's pleased me like i never knew possible.

He looks very confused and instantly pulls his hands away and mumbles.

"Sorry... I didn't mean too do that, i thought it would..."

"Four!"

His head snaps up and i grab his hands and place them on my breasts and i squeeze them and his cheeky grin returns.

"Do you want me to keep going?..." He sounds so uncomfortable.

"Four, have you done this before?"

"No..." He mumbles.

I feel so lucky that an older, extremely sexy man like Tobias is still a virgin.

"I haven't either theres nothing to be afraid of. Its both our first time." I lift his chin up with my finger and say:

" We can explore this together."

His lips collide with me and his tongue asks for entrance and i automatically let him in.

My hands slide underneath his shirt and i lift it over his head.

My finger trace lines in-between his well defined abs.

He flips over and lies over my body and moves down my body until his face reaches my chest.

He looks up at me and down at my tit and back up again, as if asking mentally and the eagerness in my eyes tell him i want you, i need you. I repeat that out loud.

"I want you. I need you."

I groan in pleasure as he starts to graze his tongue over my nipple and starts to sucks.

I feel a tight feeling in my lower body and its an amazing feeling. I feels like a grenade is exploding inside a huge wave.

My whole body is tingling now and vibrating like crazy. It stops and my body relaxes and i look down at Tobias and he looks at me with shock but pride knowing that he had done that.

"What on earth was that?" I question.

"That was a.. a umm... Orgasm..."

"Really?

He nods like he was ashamed or embarrassed to know that.

"That was amazing! Can you do that again?"

"Really? Are you sure?"

"Come here."

He lunges forward and kisses me so hard i think I'm going to black out but then that feeling returns and i moan so load i think to whole of Dauntless heard me.

Tobias starts to move down and leave a trail of kisses down my body until he reaches my bellybutton, i then remember he is only topless and i need him, i need more skin.

I stop him by running my hand through his hair and:

"Mmmmmm... Tobias... Wait... Stopppp..."

And right at that moment i climax and reach another "Orgasm".

Four stares waiting for a reaction, like he is looking for approval.

I sign and laugh.

'You had me worried there."

"I love you Four"

"I love you Six"

I break the silence by saying:

"Did you know that you still have pants on. I'm giving you my all and your not even putting effort into this." I say in my best instructor voice.

Four stands up and starts to rip his pants off when i say:

"Hold on there cowboy."

I stand up and Tobias looks at me wide eyed, confused and like a sheep.

His pants are down to his knees and all i can see is a bulge the size of 2 dauntless balls ( tennis balls)

"Your huge!"

'Is that a good thing?"

"Its great!..."

He smiles and picks me up and pushes me up against the wall and is taking control.

"Simon says...Pull down the man closet to you's pants."

I obey and smile at him. Now the only thing block him and I is a pair of fabric that is expanding by the second.

I can't wait to see what he's hiding underneath...

"The only thing i can mange to say is:

"Show me?"

He nods and slides his underwear down and it springs up to attention.

"Its amazing..."

We are now fully naked and it scares me a little because i have no idea what to do and nor does Tobias.

"Im scared." I feel like a little kid. Admitting my fears to strong, tough, hansom and... Sexy man like Tobias makes me feel weak and it doesn't feel nice.

"Tris..." I look away.

"Tris" he taps 2 fingers on my chin and i look up at him.

"I'm scared too but you know you don't have to do this. Im not forcing you."

'I love you."

"I know."

I nod to say that I'm ready and we start kissing but i think about how beautiful Tobias is and what a masterpiece he is and then i think about me and how i look.

-small boobs

-small hips

-small vagina

-hairy vagina

-tight vagina

-I'm not pretty

then i think how Tobias looks:

-Huge abs

-Perfect stomach

-huge penis

-and is GORGEOUS!

I put my finger on his lip to stop him from kissing me again.

I say:

"small boobs, small hips, hairy vagina, its so tight and I'm not pretty."

he stares at me and says

"I love your small boobs."

He lays me on the bed and pushes each leg side to side and places one hand each side of my head and leans down and kisses each one of my nipples and says:

"I love your small hips"

He pushes me forward up towards the pillow and lunges down to my hips and lightly sucks the skin and trailing his tongue around and he is so close, so close.

"I love your small, hairy, tight vagina."

And i know what comes next and it feels amazing.

He knells down and moves his tongue around on my thighs as close as he can so he can annoy me so much.

"I need you."

His tongue slurps up my clit like a popsicle and twists and turns at each dent. Its a warm, smooth feeling. and thats when it hits me like a ton of bricks.

Another one but this time even more intense. It feels great.

"ohhhh...MMmmmmMMmummmuuummm...ToBiAs! tobias... awwwwwww God!"

My breathing in tenses and so does this feeling.

My hands take control and next thing i know is that my hands are stroking his ruler length penis and i look up at him and he has his eyes close but his smile is ever growing by the second.

I hear him mumble a naughty word under his breath and each time he says it he says it louder and louder.

"fuck...Fuck...FUck...FUCk...FUCKKK!" He opens his eyes and stares me down with a huge grin on his face. He falls on the bed and then something strange happens...

White, sticky stuff bursts out of his penis and goes all me and the bed sheets.

"Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god!Tris I'm so sorry! this is all my fault, now its everywhere and its all over you, we shouldn't of done that we should of waited until Zeke or Christina told you and I. Oh my god, oh my god! I knew some thing was wrong with me, now you'll want to break up with me because I'm not right and and and I pressuring you into doing it and and and and i just don't..."

"Shhhhhhhhh..." I place one finger on his lips to stop him from panicking. His eyes drop down and he looks like a little boy that has just stolen a cookie and is ashamed.

He looks up at me and waits.

"It's not your fault, its mine. I don't want Zeke or Christina to tell us anything, I want to explore it together. There's nothing wrong with you, thats normal. I don't want to break up with you and your not pressuring me..."

He looks up at me and smiles.

"I love you..."

I kiss him hard and his hands cradle my body and lift me up. I feel like his baby and he will never let anything happen to me.

He walks me over to the shower and while still carrying me he opens the shower door and turns it on. He places me down and the water feels like beads of love from tobias and he's showering me in it.

"I love you too..."

(a/n) DONT WORRY IM NOT STOPPING THERE! More next chapter!

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~Olivia Prior