Chapter 1

Hey everyone! Sooo I know I haven't written in a very long time but I got inspired somehow. Please read and review! More chapters coming very soon!

Cristina sat around her huge office looking out the window in Zurich it was an amazing place but there was just something that wasn't the same. Seattle was her home and she knew it. She missed everyone there, they were her family. She especially missed Owen and Meredith. When she thought about it now she actually hated herself for not having a proper goodbye with Owen. She almost emailed him a few times but she didn't know if that was right, he was heartbroken and if she was being honest with herself so was she. She looked at their wedding picture and sighed. This job was huge and amazing but it was just missing the people she loved. Every night she went home to an empty place, she was still living in a hotel room because she didn't have time to look for a place but there was something in her that didn't want to.

She gazed outside lost in her thoughts of Owen and Meredith, missing them like crazy then she heard a knock at her door. "Dr. Yang…" Shane opened the door. "Yes." "Your patient is awake I was just thinking you would maybe want to talk to them. " "Uh yeah, I'll be right there." He walked out and she got up and grabbed her lab coat and put it on. She headed to the patients room and talked to them for a while letting them know they were going to be okay. She walked out of their room with Shane right behind her, sometimes he was like a lost puppy. She stopped for a moment "Crap..." Her head was spinning and she leaned against the wall. "Are you okay Dr. Yang?" "Yeah…yeah I'm fine. I'm just tired that's all. I'm going to go home for the rest of the day." "Okay." He kind of stayed behind her as she walked to her office. She grabbed her bag and then headed back to her hotel room. Luckily she didn't need to drive to it because she had definitely not mastered that yet. She got there and changed into yoga pants and a comfy sweater and collapsed on her bed. She grabbed her phone and flipped through it looking at pictures of her and Owen and her and Meredith. It was 2 in the afternoon there in Zurich, she was very tempted to call Owen or Mer but she resisted. They were all trying to move on with their lives, she didn't want to interfere. Cristina fell asleep for the rest of the day.

Eventually she woke up at around 8 and ordered some room service, grilled cheese and fries. It eventually got there when she was answering some emails and she started eating. She finished her dinner and continued to work for a little while. Not too long after she felt her stomach kind of flip, she felt so sick. "Oh crap I better not have the damn flu!" She said to herself. It flipped again and that made her get up and run to the bathroom. She threw up a few times and then wiped her mouth and swished some mouthwash around. "Well I better push my surgeries for tomorrow." She was talking to herself, a habit she had gotten used to. She called Shane and told him to push the surgeries and to tell the staff. She went back to bed and slept for the rest of the night. She woke up the next morning to her phone blinking. It was a text from Mer, it made her smile.

(Text) Get your ass back here please. This new head of cardio is such a bitch and not a bitch in a good way. In a very bad way. I miss you so much Cristina Yang. Love you.-Mer

She actually teared up reading the text. "What the hell…." She wiped the tears away but they just kept on coming. She missed her twisted sister so much. She missed Owen so much too. She wanted so badly to talk to him to see if he was okay but she resisted. Cristina put her phone down and then went to bed for the rest of the day. Today was not the day to face the world.