OH MY FUCKING GOD. HELLOHELLOHELLO!

HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN? 2 MONTHS? 3 MONTHS? BECAUSE I LOST COUNT!

I am extremely sorry. In fact, words cannot express the sadness the I feel by the fact that I abandoned you guys for so long. Well, honestly, this last few weeks, maybe last two weeks, I was really busy with my own health conditions. I've been feeling like shit lately and my mom took me to the doctor, in which later then took a test out of me to check if I have diabetes. And tomorrow, I'm going to the cardiologist. Yeah, wish me luck.

Anyway, I hope you guys are happy with this chapter. I personally don't like this chappie, but at least we see Natsu and Winter bonding a bit. Awww, so kawaii.

REMEMBER WHEN I SAID I WOULD WRITE AN FMA FANFIC? HEHEHE. Well I already wrote the first 4 chappies but I don't know when I will be able to post them.

*********GUESS WHAT SUCKERS? I'M PLANNING ON WRITING ANOTHER STORY. AN ATTACK ON TITAN OC STORY.*******

Yes, I know, three fanfics at the same time? MUAHAHAHAHA, WELL, TO ME IT'S NO BURDEN! IN FACT, I LOVE WRITING STORIES AND THE FACT THAT I CAN WRITE AS MANY AS MY HEART DESIRES MAKES ME WANT TO WRITE TWENTY FANFICS AT THE SAME TIME. ANYWAY, I ALSO WANTED TO ADD A QUESTION.

Would you guys like a Reader insert story?

If you do, please choose of the following series:

Fairy Tail

Fullmetal Alchemist

Attack On Titan

Ouran High School Host Club

Puella Magi Madoka Magica (not a love story but more of like an action like story)

and if you have a suggestion of an anime series that you would like for me to write about please leave a comment bellow!

Ok, well, that's all for now!

I PROMISE I WON'T DISAPPEAR AGAIN SO PLEASE LOOK FORWARD FOR ANOTHER UPDATE ON SATURDAY, WHICH ARE THE DAYS I NORMALLY UPDATE :-) IF I DON'T UPDATE, WELL I GUESS IT'S BECAUSE OF MY HEALTH.

WARNING: THIS CHAPTER IS NOT EDITED, PLEASE IF YOU SPOT A GRAMMAR MISTAKE, NOTIFY ME AS SOON AS POSSIBLE SO THAT I CAN CORRECT IT.

DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN FAIRY TAIL BUT I DO OWN WINTER AND THE STORY'S LOT.

OK, BYE! ILYSM.

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TheIceBreathingDragon


Winter's POV

I shot my eyes open while gasping for air. I sat up as quickly as possible and looked around, I was still in the infirmary but everything was dark. It's still night time.

My heart was hammering against my chest and I tried desperately to slow it's pace. At least the pain that I felt was gone...for now. I heard a soft snore by my left and I gasped while shooting my gaze towards it. My eyes went wide as I saw a very familiar pink hair contrast from the darkness and that's when I felt his scent fill my nostrils. Natsu. What is he doing here? My heart was still quick but I was now feeling better and safe. I laid my hand limply on my side and quickly jerked it back when I felt something by my side. I looked down at it and saw a blue exceed curled up by my lap sleeping peacefully and I frowned. What're they doing here? I sighed before closing my eyes and my frown deepened.

He's back. Ancnologia is back and he won't stop until he has me on his side. Now that I'm on my most vulnerable state, he has started his evil plan I know nothing about. All I know is no matter what happens, I will never join him. I will never, ever join him. He is the pure definition of evil other than Zeref. In my opinion, he isn't a dragon, he is a demon. A monster. And he is no where near of being like me. He isn't my kin and could never be. He only wants me for my power and I will never grant him that. He's a poor excuse of a dragon and he makes other dragons be insulted by his name. I growled lowly and my fists were now clenched. Who does he think he is? He actually thinks he can make me switch sides? Than he's way dumber than I though. The day we meet again will be the day I kill him. And that's a fact. I will not rest until I know he is dead. But for now...I shall stay in the shadows, for the sake of everyone.

I heard a small groan from my left and I glanced at the now stretching Natsu. He let out a big yawn before rubbing his neck. I couldn't help but feel bad for the guy, he slept in that uncomfortable bed for no reason. I mean, nobody asked him to stay here, he did it from his own will. I think...? I gazed down at my lap, still a bit bloody from yesterday's puking session. I sighed softly. I got to get over this silly depression so I can be strong and healthy for when Acnologia tries to strike. I frowned at the thought, I hate him so much. So, so much.

"Winter?" I heard Natsu speak from beside me with a sleepy voice and I glanced at him. Even though it was dark, I could still see him thanks to the small moonlight coming from the window. He was looking at me with confusion and I softly shook my head.

"I'm fine." I firmly spoke and he scoffed. I raised an eyebrow before looking at him once again. His arms were now crossed over his chest and he was legit glaring at me.

"No you're not Winter." He denied but I only looked behind him and out of the window. The moon was now hiding and I could see the sky turning a softer tint of blue all though it was still dark. I guess the sun will be coming out in an hour or so. "Do you mind me asking what's wrong with you?" He asked cautiously. He knows what happens when people ask about my past so I guess that's why he asked if I minded or not. I tensed a bit and he noticed. I softly shook my head while gazing at my lap. I sighed softly. I looked back at him and saw the scarf he's always wearing. I instantly recognized it as Igneel's work and I slightly raised a hand.

"Could you hand me your scarf for a second?" I asked softly and he looked down at his scarf before slowly unwrapping it from his neck and handing it to me. When I held it in my hands I felt how a small smile creeped up my lips. "Igneel." I whispered and I heard the boy beside me stand up.

"You know Igneel?!" He shouted in my ear and I gasped from shock and tried to back away from him as much as possible. He saw my reaction and quickly apologized. "Sorry for that, but...do you know him?" He asked and I noticed how his eyes had a spark of hope and I slowly nodded my head and a grin made itself prensence on his lips. "Do you know where he is?!" He got closer to me and I tried to back away but the railing from the edge of the bed stopped me from doing so. Instead of giving him an answer, I lifted my index finger and softly poked his chest, were his heart is supposed to be. He raised an eyebrow in confusion and I saw how dread started to take over the hope. "What's that supposed to mean?" He glared at me and backed away, allowing me to get on a more comfortable position of the bed.

"You'll figure it out sooner or later." I softly smiled as I remembered my old friend Igneel. He was strong and extremely loyal. One of the few dragons to not leave me for death. I heard Natsu growl beside me but I ignored him. Thanks to him, I haven't lost hope yet. I owe so much to Igneel but he always shook it off, such a stubborn dragon. I rested my head back against the walls as I softly sighed and a small frown took over my lips. But now that he left, even though it's not forever, I feel so lonely. I didn't care deeply for him but he was still a good friend. He blessed me with his company but when he left, I felt so sad. And I still do. So many people have left me and I don't want to lose anymore poeple I care about. Even though I don't have any left. I felt my heart ache at the thought of Faela, Foo, Nora and Kai. Those four have left such a deep wound in my heart and I fear that it may never heal. I first lost Mother, than Foo, than Kai, and last but not least, Faela. In that order. I brought my hands to cover my eyes, feeling fear that the silent boy beside me might notice that I am in pain.

"Yo Winter, I got you something as a 'Get well soon' gift." I heard him say and I heard some rustling. What? H-He got me a gift?! I felt how my heart started to throb in sorrow as I remembered Kai. I sighed but glanced at him. "It also works as an 'I'm sorry gift' because I'm really sorry for making you mad yesterday. But I don't wantto be your enemy, I want to be your friend." He grinned and took a small royal blue box out of nowhere and I raised an eyebrow. Is he serious? He handed it to me and I hesitated at first but slowly took it in my hands. I looked at it as if it was a monster. I don't want to open it. "C'mon! Open it!" He excitedly urged and I frowned before opening the small box. I gasp escaped my lips as I studied the beautiful necklace that was safely placed in the box. The silver chain was sparkling in the moonlight and I had to squint to see the other decorations. It had a beautiful snowflake hanging from the middle of the chain with an icy blue color. But what took my breath away was the small dragon pendant that was beuatifully placed right next to the snowflake. It was a white scaled dragon and it's wings were extended as if it was going to fly away. The tail's end was curled up in the air and I sighed. Honestly, that beautiful dragon was so similar to me. Extremely similar. The necklace had smaller snowflakes next to the dragon and icy blue snowflake and they were a silver color. I frowned. I can't accept this. It's beautiful but I just feel like I shouldn't accept this gift. It reminds me too much of how Kai used to give me gifts and this right here makes me want to cry. I softly closed the box and extended the box to Natsu who frowned.

"You don't like it? Damn it Mira I trusted you." He whispered the last part but I heard it clearly. I shook my head furiously before speaking.

"Actually yes, I do like it. Very much actually. But I can't accept it." I whispered while fumbling with my hands. I already feel tired and I haven't even been awake for an hour.

"What do you mean you can't accept it? I want you to have it Winter." He placed the box back in my hand and I brought it down to my lap, thinking if I should accept it or not. I don't want to but I don't want to hurt his feelings either. Wow, I actually care for once. I frowned deeper and sighed while closing my eyes before my mood completely changed and I giggled. When was the last time someone gave me a gift? Wow...years. I have this warm fuzzy feeling inside but I shrugged it off. I looked over at him and he was still frowning. I gave him a soft smile.

"Ok. Thanks Natsu." I said softly and he gave me a toothy grin.

"No worries! I'm just glad you like it!" He cheered and I smirked. I looked back down at the closed box before opening it and taking the necklace in my hands. I looked back at Natsu who was still smiling at me.

"Could you please help me put it on?" I asked cooly and he nodded before taking the necklace and I turned around. I took my long hair and managed to keep it tightly in one hand for him to be able to put the necklace on. I felt the cold material of the silver and I sighed. He quickly put it on and I let my hair go, falling freely once again. I looked down at my chest and saw the dragon pendant fall right between my breasts and the ice blue snowflake right beside it, as if they were best friends. I smiled and took the pendants in my hand. It's so beautiful...but then again Mira did tell him to buy me this so half of the credit goes to her. I looked back up to see him already staring at me. I glanced behind him and saw how the sky was now tinted in a soft blue with orange hints. I guess it's around 6 am by now.

"Hey, how come you never show your left eye?" He gestured to my left eye and I sighed.

"No reason." I stated dryly and he tilted his head like a confused puppy.

"You are all types of weird." He grinned and I glared at him but his grin only grew wider. I heard a rumbling noise and I glanced back at him in shock. Was that his stomach?! "I'm hungry!" He whined while rubbing his stomach and I furrowed my brows. How can his stomach make such a loud noise? Wow.

"Me too...I haven't eaten in forever." I sighed while rubbing circles into my left hand. I'm bored, sad, hungry, thirsty but I also feel sleepy. Maybe he's right. I'm all kinds of weird. I closed my eyes, trying to relax a bit from reality.

"I'll go check if Mira's out there so she can make us some food!" He jumped from his chair and I felt the small exceed beside me squirm. Natsu has now left the infirmary and I was now alone with the blue exceed.

"Natsu?" I heard him call out with a sleepy voice and I looked down at him. His half opened eyes went wide when he saw me and he smiled. "Hi! I'm Happy!" He shouted happily and I smiled at the blue cat.

"Hello, I'm Winter." I whispered and he smiled back me before he put a small paw in my dress as if supporting his body.

"How are you feeling?" He asked nicely and I only nodded.

"Fine." I dryly spoke and out of his green backpack, he took out a fish. Fish?! I love fish!

"Want a fish?" He offered with a smile and I smiled back while nodding.
"Yay! I finally found a friend who likes fish!" He cheered while handing me a fish and taking out one for himself. Even though it was raw, I chugged it down, desperate to end my hunger. Yummy! "Did you like it?" He asked with a fish in his mouth and I only nodded.

"Are you Natsu's partner?" I asked flatly.

"Aye!" He yelled while eating the rest of the fish. I chuckled before resting my head against the wall, closing my eyes and taking a deep breath. "Are you ok?" He softly asked and I kept silent. No, no I'm not. Because you remind me of Foo. Your cheery and optimist attitude is exactly like his.

"No." I whispered the thruth. Even if he is an exceed, there's no reason for me to lie because if it was Mira or Lucy or even Natsu, I would've probably said the same thing. "Well...I physically feel perfect but I supposedly have depression." I said while making air quotes in the air while saying 'depression'.

"Oh." He gloomy said and I glanced down at him. He was looking at his fish like he just lost his appetite.

"Happy, could you please leave me alone for a while?" I asked with a sigh and I saw him nod sadly before his wings came out from his small back and he softly started to fly out of the room. "Please tell Natsu to not come in for a while." I half shouted and I heard him say a soft 'Aye' before the sound of a closing door filled my ears. I sighed dramatically and gripped my head between my hands. Acnologia is such a pain in the ass, he is making my life more difficult than it already is and I just can't stop thinking about the stupid nightmare. He is watching me, I know. And I bet he is laughing his tail off as he watches me here, lying weakly on this infirmary bed while experiencing depression. But I will prove him wrong, I'm not weak. I growled softly while shaking my head.

"Get yourself together Winter." I whispered to myself while laying flatly on the bed. Even if it's 6 am or whatever, I still want to take another shut eye. I closed my eyes and concentrated on falling asleep. 10 minutes later I was still awake. How can I feel tired but can't sleep at the same time? I groaned in frustration. What am I supposed to do now? I could always call Natsu and he'll keep me company. But the reason I told Happy to leave is because I want to be alone. I am so bored! As if on cue, the door softly opened and closed and I glanced over to see who it was but I saw nobody. I frowned and glanced down to see the white furred exceed slowly walking towards my bed and jumping on it. What is she doing here? I frowned and narrowed my eyes at her. She glared at me while she crossed her arms over her chest.

"Who are you?" She spat and I raised an eyebrow in amusement. So the kitty cat wants a fight? Too bad because I'm not giving her one.

"Winter." I spat back and she rolled her eyes.

"I didn't ask for your name. I asked 'Who are you?' and I expect an answer." She scolded and I frowned. Who am I? Well I'm Winter. Who else would I be ?

"What kind of question is that? I'm Winter." I rudely spoke while looking at her with confusion. She knows something. Oh no. She knows something. She. Knows. Something.

"Don't act stupid!" She yelled with anger clear in her voice. What is wrong with this stupid cat?

"Look kitty, I don't know what you want to know about me, but I advise you to leave me alone. I am in nowhere near in the mood for arguing." I spat harshly right at her face and her face literay turned red from anger. She took a deep breath before speaking.

"I had a vision about you and Acnologia." She explained with a cold glare and my eyes went wide. This exceed...she's the Queen's daughter. No wonder they look so similar. I closed my eyes and sighed.

"And?" I spoke angrily.

"I couldn't see much, but I saw you transforming into a white scaled dragon and Acnologia calling you 'Dragon Queen'. But what really shocked me was to see the guild members plus a lot of people from different guilds and parts of Fiore, all gazing up at the sky in fear and sorrow. I couldn't see what they were watching though." She spoke bluntly and I snapped my eyes shut. I knew it. She knows. She knows. She freaking knows. "Now...tell me, who are you?" She spoke.

"You already know. Now go away." I whispered while gently pushing her, obviously telling her to leave me be. She looked at me with wide eyes, as if she didn't want to believe that her own vision was true. But it is, and thanks to her, now I know Acnologia and I will meet again. "And please, call Wendy for me." I gazed at my lap in shame. She didn't budge before her wings came out and she flew out of the door after a soft slam of the door. I'm dead. I am seriously dead. Dead. She's going to tell everyone who I am and they'll all throw me out like a garbage bag. They wouldn't want to do anything with me after they knew who I really was. I growled in frustration and gripped my head between my hands. Wait a second...this is what Acnologia wants. To see me cower in fear and in this weak and depressed state. I refuse to give him what he wants. I refuse!

I yanked the blanket off of me and slowly stood up. After successfully standing up and stretching a bit, I started to slowly make my way towards the door. Taking slow steps, I finally made it to the door and I reached towards the door knob and turned it over, opening the door. Once I completely opened it, I walked out of the room and walked through a small hall that took me to the main guild hall. I looked around. It was still empty since it's probably 8 am. Only Mira, Natsu, Happy, Master, Gray and a few people who's name I still don't know. I frowned when I didn't see Wendy nor the exceed. If that stupid cat tells people about her vision, I'm good as dead. I rubbed my forehead. I need a vacation. Desperately. I slowly started to walk over to the counter so I could ask Mira for a glass of water because my throat is starting to get itchy. Once I got close enough, I saw Natsu glance at me before he turned fully to look at me with confusion and concern all over his face.

"Winter? You're not supposed to be up yet." He slowly stood up and Mira was now looking at me with worry along with Happy who was sitting veside a bunch of empty plates. So Natsu was eating huh? I sighed.

"I know." I stated flatly and walked passed him slowly and approached the counter were I took a seat and placed my head between my hands, my hair covering my sides. "Mira, could you please give me some water?" I asked.

"Of course." I heard her say softly before soft footsteps started to drift away.

I heard a small squeak from beside me and instantly knew it was the sound of somebody sitting in the barstool to my left. The scent filling up my nostrils.

"Are you ok?" I heard the fire dragon slayer speak beside me. "You promised you wouldn't leave the infirmary." He spoke firmly and I only sighed in response.

"I know you moron." I stated rudely and he chuckled.

"Hey!" He protested and I chuckled softly.

I heard footsteps approach from in front of the counter and I heard how someone placed something in front of me. I glanced up and saw Mira standing in front of me with a small smile while gesturing at the mug filled of water. I sat up straightly in the barstool and took the cold mug of water in my hands.

"Thanks." I bluntly spoke before taking the mug to my lips and I closed my eyes, feeling how the cold water refreshed my throat. I quickly finished it and placed the mug once again in front of me and let out a soft sigh.

"Hey Winter, would you like something else? Breakfast?" Mira sweetly asked and I softly nodded. Her smile widened. "What would you like?" She asked and I shrugged.

"Whatever you have." I sighed and glanced at Happy who was looking at me with a frown. How come everyone always looks at me with a frown? I groaned loudly and threw me forehead against the counter, making a loud thud.

"Ow." I said in a monotone voice and I heard Natsu snicker beside me.

"I'm so bored." I groaned again.

"Well you can't leave the guild until Wendy says so...so suck it up you big crybaby!" I heard him laugh and I gave him my best glare and he imediately stopped laughing and looked away with a small bead of sweat rolling down his neck. I smirked while glancing back at Happy who also looked away. I giggled.

"If anyone is a crybaby here is you guys." I stated while laying my forehead once again on the counter top.

I heard the guild doors open with a small creak but I only focused on my sense of smell, trying to figure out who it is. But instantly tensed when I smelled the stupid exceed nearby.

"Winter-san! What are you doing up?" I heard the familiar soft voice spoke with a hint of worry as I heard small footsteps from behind me. I raised my head and turned around to look at her. The exceed was tightly against her chest and was looking at me with her best glare and I only glanced back up at Wendy.

"I'm feeling better." I bluntly spoke before twirling around on my bar stool to find Mira approach me with a plate full of...food? Well, obviously it's food I mean what else would she feed me? Garbage? I saw how she placed the plate in front of me along with a fork. It was hot and steamy. Holy shit. This smells great.

"It's scrambled eggs with pancakes and bacon. The pancakes have syrup. I hope you like it." She sweetly spoke and I only gazed down at the food in awe. It's like my brain stopped working. I picked the fork up quickly and grabbed as much food as the fork could handle and shoved it in my mouth.

"Slow down, the food's not going anywhere." I heard Natsu cackle beside me but I ignored him and kept shoving my mouth with delicious food. Although I love fish, this comes as a close second. I finished the whole plate in record time, 2 minutes. I sighed in satisfaction. Now that was delicious.

"Woah, you ate the whole plate in 2 minutes?" I heard Natsu gape beside me and I glanced at him.

"Well, you could say I haven't been eating a lot recently." I spoke while sighing and I glanced back at Wendy who was looking at me with a worried expression. "Wendy, do you think I'm healthy enough to go out of the guild?" I asked cooly and after a split second she shook her head.

"Sorry Winter-san, but it has only been a day and I don't think you should be pushing your body too much. So it's best you stay here at the infirmary." She softly spoke and I sighed before gazing down at my lap. Wait a second...the blood isn't there anymore. Wait! I totally forgot about the dried blood on my chin. I immediately brought a hand to my chin but I didn't feel anything. Just skin. I furrowed my brows in confusion.

"I did it." I heard Mira speak and I looked up at her. "While you were sleeping, I took the chance and cleaned up the blood from your chin and from your dress by brushing it with cold water." She smiled and I nodded.

"Thanks." I muttered under my breath before sighing again. So that means I have to stay here. How boring! I could always play with my magic but nobody here seems to want to be bothered by my magic right now, so I should probably think of something else. Wait a second...books! Yes! I love to read! How could I forget all about the amazing world of literature? I smiled brightly at the thought and jumped from my bars tool and ran back to the infirmary, ignoring the stares that the guild mates were giving me.