A/N: Another Reid/Seaver, I haven't done them for quite a bit!

This won't be a long fanfic, only about 3 chapters but tell me what you think? :)

Disclaimer: I only own my OC's.

Dropping her arm over his chest, the blonde woman rested her chin on her lovers chest. She didn't think she'd ever get over the perfect body he hid under his clothes.

"You know no one can find out."

Rolling her eyes, the blonde sighed. "Can't we just enjoy the moment? I don't make it a habit of running into work shouting out who I'm sleeping with, now do I?"

"You do make a point…" Her lover chucked, running his hand through her messy but still perfect blonde hair.

"I don't get why I feel different around you than other woman." He murmured, looking as if he was going to drift off in thought.

She reached up and pulled on a piece of his brown hair to get his attention.

"Maybe I'm just special." She grinned showing what looked like perfect teeth.

He was giving her that look she'd catch him giving her when they weren't at work but alone in his apartment. It was a dreamy sort of look, like he was staring at the most beautiful thing he had ever seen. She felt her cheeks heat up and her heart skip a beat. While she loved the affect he had on her, she hated it at the same time. It was the feeling of a woman in love.

"Stop looking at me like that." She mumbled, her cheeks still colored.

"I don't think I could, even if I tried."

Leaning up to kiss him, she felt his hands travel down to her waist pulling her on top of him.

The words 'I love you' almost escaping her lips as she was suddenly beneath him.

This was never Ashley Seaver's plan.

She was to continue her career as an FBI Agent, to become a good agent, a respected one. It all came crashing down when she found out she was pregnant. She had not that long ago transferred to Domestic Trafficking. She only had one friend in her new unit, Kate Callahan. While she loved being an FBI Agent, a baby came first and while she knew who the father was, and knew he'd help her, she didn't want to have him deal with her or a baby he never wanted. So she told her boss, put in her notice and left. Only keeping in contact with Kate. Only the people in the task force even knowing she left. Word never spread, she was after all only a brand new agent who had only worked with the BAU for a short time. And after a while, she had asked Kate not to say anything if asked.

It wasn't easy for her, but she had made it. Ashley had started working at a small bookstore and became good friends with the elderly owner Sarah who had given Ashley ownership before she passed away. Only her and another girl named Nina who she had hired herself worked there, it was all they needed.

But as time passed, it became harder to support herself alone with a child.

Ashley looked over at the small childrens table she had set up. There was no doubt on who the father was if you had ever met the two. Her son looked exactly like his father was when he was younger, and he was also slightly smarter than normal 3 year olds.

She couldn't do it on her own anymore. Not only was she struggling, but the guilt of keeping her own son a secret from his father was killing her. He was still young enough for it to not affect him so much, but she couldn't let them be apart any longer.

"Hey Sammy." Ashley said to her son, bending down next to him. "How about you go pack your toystory bookbag and we go on a little trip?"

"Really?" Sammy grinned a toothy smile, and with a cheer of delight, ran to his room.

Ashley looked down at what he was drawing and felt the guilt eat at her more. He had drawn a beautiful house with stick figures outside of it all holding hands, arrows pointing to who was who. Instead of just the two of them, there was a third figure with a arrow pointing to it that said 'Dad'.

Grabbing her cell, Ashley quickly dialed the number she knew by heart.

"Hey there blondie!"

"Hey Kate. Up for a visit?"

She bit her lip as she waited for an answer, while she never told Kate who Sammy's father was, she knew Kate figured it out for herself once she officially met him when she joined the BAU. Ashley also knew it was killing Kate herself to not let her new friend know that he had a child.

"Sure! Why the occasion?"

"It's time."

It was all she had to say for her friend to understand.

"Oh..wow! Finally! I'm sure it'll be fine, I mean obviously he's going to be upset with you but he can't turn away his own kid."

"I hope your right. Alright, I'll catch you in a few."

"Awesome, I'll get the guest room ready for the little guy."

"Bye Kate."

Just as she hung up the phone, Sammy came running back into the living room, his toystory bookbag on his back.

"I'm ready mommy!"

"Alright!" She tried to sound cheerful. "Let's go on that trip, we're even staying at Auntie Kate's for a bit, is that okay?"

"Yeah!" Ashley laughed as he practically wiggled in excitement. "I love Auntie Kate and Meg!"

Once in the car, Ashley took a deep breath trying to calm her nerves.

She just hoped Spencer Reid didn't hate her too much.

After all, she never did stop loving him no matter how much time had passed.

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