By lizzysakura

So next up is the pairing Mavis and Zeref. i always wondered how did she die? or well how did she end up in that crystal. so here is my version on why she is in there and why zeref wants to die :) please enjoy.

kind of dark, but it is rated M for the nudity and violence and cursing.

~Mavis POV~

The year is X687, its been 2 years since ive founded Fairy Tail and became it's guild master. Its been 1 year since zeira my close friend died. It's all his fault. If that man didn't show up, she...she would still be... alive. Tears run down my face as I am here today at Zeira's grave, Tenrou Island.

"tada ureshikute naiteiru no

tada kanashikute naiteiru no

sou sunao ni ikirutte konna ni mo

jibun de irareru

kaze ni nosete sasayaku

[anata wa anata no mama de iin da] to

ari no mama no sugata de ite

sorezore no shiawase wo dakishime

aruiteiru no

sora no iro ga kawaru tabi ni

kokoro ga furueru oto ga naru

kimi ga kureta mono"

Singing the lullaby that she taught me, I smile at her grave, my beloved friend. She just had to jump in the way, I should have trusted her judgement on HIM but I always try to see the good in everyone. Guess that's why she always called me naive and childish hee, guess she has a point there, I am to trusting but in the end that cost her her life. I was just to blinded by him by his promises and sweet words of love. I know it in my heart that he wasn't like this, I don't know what happen to him in that mission he went on but when he came back he was different. I tried to ignore it but Zeira knew right away he was changed and not in the good way.

I made him leave fairy tail, the others didn't trust him after the accident which lead to Zeira's death. I don't blame them but my heart still yearns for him, I guess I'm still not over him even though I haven't seen him in over a year. Placing the lily flowers at her grave I wipe my tears away continuing smiling at her grave, please, Zeria watch over us. Getting up I start walking down the familiar grass road that I have walked so long ago. Looking up at the trees I close my eyes breathing in the air that I have only remembered in my dreams. Yes, I was home.

Heading towards the sea shore were my boat awaited. Looking back I thrust my hand in the air both my pointing finger and thumb out, the fairy tail sign of goodbye. Smiling I said a silent goodbye, the boat took off heading towards magnolia once again.

~time skip~

"huff you will never win zeref! I wont let you! FAIRY Glitter!" Calling out to one of my attacks i hit him straight on. Shit! it had no effect, yury hurry! i can not hold him off for too long. I have been battling zeref for 10 days and 10 nights straight, my power is weakening and i know i was foolish enough to follow him. to think i was finally able to get my revenge on him. Our battle domain was on an island close to tenrou island, i had decided to leave a note to yury and precht to come and follow me to get help from other guilds. i just have to hold on till them.

"you stalling mavis, you didnt think i wouldnt notice? hmph hee, pathetic."

glaring at him i launch another fairy glitter, and he so easily dodges it. "your as beautiful as the day i left, tell me mavis does your heart still beats for me as mine does for you? ever since i killed her i just keep remembering us in the meadows holding each other and whispering sweet words to you." "Damn you! zeira was my best friend! she knew something was wrong with you i should have listen! that crystal you gave me i burned it with the hottest flames i could find!" smirking i see his face fall into seriousness, continuing, " zeref you will never have me i will win in the end you'll see fairy tail never gives up!"

seeing his bangs covering his eyes i felt my heart thump twice in a painful way. something was not right, he had lifted his hand and instainly my body felt cold, it felt like thousands upon thousands of knives were stabbing my skin. Screaming i feel as my cloths begin to melt, ice, ice was swallowing me up. one last time i look at him with hatred as i close my eyes refusing to to see him ever again.

~Zeref POV~

Seeing Mavis in the crystal I look fondly to it, Yes forever my love shall be crystallized in this frozen tomb. Only for my eyes to see, to forever preserve your beauty and our love. Yes I guess you can say this is maddening but it's the only way she can stay with me forever, both body and spirit shall be mine forever. Smiling I look at my hand that had the Fairy Tail stigma on, caressing it I look at her and my eyes darken in a lustful glee, If you were to see my face I know you can see my perverted evil smile. Gazing at her I caress her face yes mine and mine alone, those trash will never find us. Turning around I head towards my thrown chair and suddenly I see a light. Turning around I see Mavis out floating in front of me. What?! How! that magic it cant be melted.

"you may have my body zeref but you will never have my soul. Fairy tail will find you"

Snarling, I see its her spirit. Why can't you just be mine here with me in my hellish kingdom.

"Mavis, explain yourself how are you doing this? you will never escape me. Your pitiful guild will never find us and they can not kill me, I am immortal."

"I will not be the one to end you but I shall punish you in a way that will have you wanting to end yourself, I am removing your guild mark, you will never enter any fairy tail sacred ground ever again. I should have done this when Zeira had told me, I was foolish to continue to believe in your empty words. You wont change you will never change. Goodbye...zeref..."

Seeing her tears stream down her face she looks like a crying angel, looking at my hand i see that my fairy tail sign is slowly fading away. What, does she think i'll care if i am not a guild member? foolish. Looking up my eyes widen. "NO! WHAT ARE YOU DOING!" This cant be, she is fading away, seeing my guild mark erase i see its connected to her, Shit. "Stop! Mavis stop this!" "No, goodbye.." the last thing i see were her tears and the love in her eyes towards me. What has she done, did she pass on? "MAVIS!" Running to were she was i keep calling out to her, this can not be! i have her but i dont. turning around i look towards the crystal and see it not there. "SLAM!" Running to the window i see that bastard Precht and Yury taking the crystallize mavis. Letting out a roar my heart starts to turn black. within minutes they were gone, forever out of my reach, knowing them they wouldnt go back to the guild they would run and i will never see her again.

years passed by since i have not seen them, i had begun to travel around the world causing destruction where ever i went. Death is what followed me but i have come to realise without her my life has no meaning. Even if i were to somehow get her physical body back i can never truely have her. Thats why on my journey i have come to master my magic, its twisted ways, and have also learned that i can not be killed. i have tried and have failed. is this punishment, will i never die and be reunited with her? no, i wont let that stop me ill created something more powerful than myself, something that can kill me and be as cruel as the devil himself. I will finally put an e.n.d. to myself.

thank you for reading and i really appreciate a R&R :D again sorry am going to try to update very soon on LKandF, and MSandW too ;-; and i hope you liked this short oneshot next one will be a happy one i swear :D