Just wanted to do something different . A Nana-bashing fic...A bit depressing and Tsuna's hair and eyes are similar to my other fanfiction Do you regret it? This was actually my first version of Do you regret it but i acually changed a lot of things, since i hate Iemitsu a lot and you guys could say this was the first fanfiction i wrote. I hope you guys enjoy a different prologue of my other fanfic Do you regret it? And if you guys haven't read my other fanfiction, i hope you guys check it out!

This is a one-shot but i could continue this as a full story depending on your reviews...But for now, i'll keep it a one-shot;A different prologue of 'Do you Regret it?'

Regrets and Sorrows

A brown haired-gravity defying boy with the most dullest, doe-like eyes ever seen in the eyes of a normal human being was seen limping through the streets of Namimori, wearing a simple, white t-shirt that was patched with dirt and equally squalid, knee-length short. His face was smothered with dirt and mud, scratches and brusies decorated the pale skin of the boy, making people wince in pity and sympathy, yet none actually had to courage to help the little child.

The child's name was Tsunayoshi. An abnormal boy that doesn't go to school yet has the mentality of an adult and an intelligence of a prodigy. He excelled in languages as well as science, maths and technology, maybe Culinary as well, yet none knew of his talents since he was never allowed to go to school, because Nana-san wouldn't let him, saying he is a demon child that will bring bad luck to all and that she'd rather have him in their house than bring bad luck to innocent people.

The people in the streets flinched at the dull and lifeless eyes of the boy, wondering what the boy had been through to make him look like... A mindless shell. Yet Tsunayoshi didn't care about the stares he was getting from other people. He doesn't need those look of pities and disgusts. He didn't care anymore. He was never welcomed into his own family and had been forced to mature at the age of two, ever since his 'mother' Nana, started hating him because of the change in his eyes. It was normally brown, but now it was turning amber and gold, with a tint of ruby, a colour that Nana said was fitting for a demon child.

Normally, a normal child would be horrified and traumatize by his own mother's words and actions, but not him. He doesn't acknowledged Nana as his mother, nor does he acknowledged his own father. They were simply people he was living with, well Iemitsu was working abroad, and were mere strangers to him. He bears no emotions to them, he doesn't think they deserve emotions from him, well maybe hate and anger.

Yet amidst those dull eyes, was a boy that is cheerful and accepting as the blue sky. People never saw through his fake mask. His broken mask was just that. A mask. In truth, he was childish, carefree and kind, kinder than any soul living out there. A saint wasn't a fitting title to him. He was more of an angel. A pure and innocent angel that has a heart of gold and a smile full of radiance and acceptance.

Tsuna inwardly smiled as he got closer to his house. He couldn't wait until tomorrow. Why? Simple. He was going to die. Okay! Not in a literal sense but a fake death.v He had planned this out with his mother, Luce. Luce was his not blood-related mother, yet still feels like a real mother more than his biological mother. If it wasn't for Luce, he would have become a broken and emotionless shell, existing and living without a purpose. Luce saved him and he was willing to do anything in return. Even die.

So, he planned on faking his death and go live with Luce, something that the former wholeheartedly agreed on. Tsuna giggled mentally thinking of the expression on her face when he said that. The woman freaked out and started to cry histerically before breaking out on a fit of laughter, yet a lovable smile made its way through her face. Tsuna knew that Luce was scared of losing him but he didn't know why. At least he was very decent at making illusions, more decent that Viper, one of the few that loved him for who he is.

So tomorrow, he would fake his death at his working place and live with them, of course his appearance and name would be change in orther to not raise suspicions. If you're wondering how he knew of the mafia... It was simple. Vongola First Generation trained him. Awesome right? Well that's a story for another time, now that he was in front of his house, with a scowling mother in standing in front and a worried brother behind her. Suddenly she spoke, voice with anger that covered a hidden worry. Tsuna, no matter how much Nana appears to cover her love and worry for him and if, IF, she decided to even show her affections, he would never be affected by it, seeing as he feels nothing for her.

"And where have you been?" She thundered as Tsuna inwardly sighed. 'Oh great' he thought sarcastically as he clutched his bag tighter to his chest. 'An argument is going to break out' thought Tsuna. He inwardly smirked. Damn! Reborn was rubbing off on him! 'Might as well make it interesting'

Tsuna ignored her and his brother as he walked passed them, not even sparing a glance towards them. He noticed the look of his brother from the corner of his eye; surprise and shocked. He mentally smirked. He blames Reborn. This was going to be fun.

Tsubasa, Tsuna's brother, looked at him in shock. Tsuna just ignored them. Normally, Tsuna would answer with a five word sentence ' Went out somewhere. Don't ask' and that would end the conversation. Yet this time, his brother bluntly ignored him as he stared into those dull, lifeless eyes in regret.

Tsubasa was his twin brother. They were identical, except for the hair and eye colours. Tsubasa's hair was pale blonde and was more spiky than gravity-defying. His eyes were a shade of, deep sapphire blue that contrasted with lighter blue at the middle. He was fairly handsome and quite lean, not at all like Tsuna. But Tsuna loved his brother Tsubasa, he just chose to distance himself away from him so that Tsubasa wouldn't be exposed to the cruel world that he had experienced. Tsubasa was the only person in the family that Tsuna loved and would miss when he dies, but Tsuna would distance himself, if it meant that Tsubasa would never experience the pain that he went through, not him, not his brother.

"Where were you, Tsu?" He whispered with worry and concern. Yet Tsuna ignored him in favour of walking up the stairs. Although it hurts to see pain in Tsubasa's eyes, Tsuna endures everything. It was all for Tsubasa and this was of little suffering compared to Tsubasa being hurt more if he experienced what Tsuna did. Tsubasafelt his breath hitched as he saw those cuts and bruises that decorated his brother's complexion. What happened?

Now that he looked at his brother closely, he could se the variety of bruises that covered his brother's body from head to toe. Some where blue and purple, even black, telling him that they were fresh and new. Others were green, yellow and brown, implying that they were healing, but the bruises were huge; something that you would've gotten from child labour. He saw the cuts and burns that were barely visible when he was looking at them. He saw the scars that decorated his brother's back. His eyes widened in horror as he took a step back and bumped into the living room wall. He shook his head, trying to get rid of the images that popped up as to why his brother looked like he had done labour.

The scars, the cuts, the bruises, the burns... It looked too much. He didn't know how much pain a professional boxing player would have felt from every punch, cut and broken bone they received, but even he can tell that his brother went through so much more. His eyes were turning glassy from the unshed tears that were threatening to fall and burst any minute now. Why didn't he notice sooner!? What has he done?

Nana, having enough of being ignored, stomped over to Tsuna and grabbed his arm, forcing the boy to spin around and lock gazes with her. "I asked you a question." She growled as she squeezed her son's arms harder. She glared. "Where have you been?"

Tsuna finally spoke, yet it was an answer that both Tsubasa and Nana weren't expecting. "And why do you care?" He asked with his stoic face and emotionless eyes. Nana, felt regret consuming her every being and an underlying pit of dread was forming her stomach, telling her that something bad was going to happen, het ignored it in favour of shouting at Tsuna.

"I am your mother!" She shouted as she slapped Tsuna. Hard. Tsubasa who was previously frozen in shock, snapped out of his trance and ran up to his fallen brother who was caressing his cheek on the floor. Tsubasa looked at his brother who had his bangs covering his face and snapped his head around to look at his mother in shock. "Kaa-san! Stop!" He shouted.

Nana looked at her other son and her eyes widened as she finally registered what she had done. She had slapped her son. Her precious son. Even if that said son was the cause of her fear, she still loved him. She brought up her right hand to cover her mouth that was panting in horror. She stretched her left hand to Tsuna who was looking at her blankly. "T-tsu-chan.. I-I'm s-sor-" yet never got to finish her sentence as her left hand got slapped away by Tsuna.

She felt a stinging sensation that was buzzing at her left hand but ignored it as she stared at her son in shock. Tsuna stood up shakily while Tsubasa trying to help him, yet was also slapped and glared at by Tsuna. Tsubasa flinched and backed away. He felt that something bad was going to happen.

"Please don't call me so casually, Tsubasa-kun, Nana-san" he said with a smile that was contrasting with the aura he was unleashing. "I do not know you well enough and you do not know me to call me with such familiarity" he continued as he crossed his arms around his back and sent a smile to them full of venom and hate. Yet inside Tsuna's mind, he was cracking up in laughter. 'Oh my god! I can't believe I just said that! Reborn, Alaude-nii, Daemon-nii! I'm blaming you! I'm turning sadistic!'

Tsubasa stared at his brother in shock. This wasn't his brother. His brother was kind and lovable, albeit quiet and shy, but nonetheless, kind. This person was nothing like his brother. Tsuna changed, and it was because of 'that' incident. He didn't know his own brother anymore. This person was not his brother.

"T-tsu-chan, w-what a-are y-" yet Nana was cut off again when Tsuna snapped his eyes open and openly glared at them. "Like I just said, Nana-san. Please don't call my name like you are close with me" he growled. Nana, feeling the need to correct her son and anger boiled through her veins snapped back at Tsuna.

"I am your mother and Tsu-kun is your brother! I will not take that tone with me young man! Understand!?" She snapped as she glared at her son. Not familiar with them? She brought him into this world! She raised him and sheltered him! She was the one who gave him a name and a home to return to! Yet this boy had the guts to say he wasn't familiar with them? The nerve of him.

This time, it was Tsuna's turn to snap. He unwrapped his arms from his back and crossed them at his chest as he leaned on the stair ledge. "Mother? You?" He asked incredulously as if not believing a word Nana said. He rolled his eyes as he snorted in disbelief. "I think a lion is a better mother than you" "T-tsu, s-stop" pleaded Tsubasa. "Shut up" growled Tsuna as he glared at his brother. Tsubasa backed down and lowered his head as he listened to Tsuna and his mother arguing.

Tsuna, seeing his brother won't interfere anymore, brought his attention back to a glaring Nana and glared at her with such ferocity from before. "Tell me, Nana-san... What is a mother?" He asked with a growl. Nana glared. "What are yo-" "A mother is someone who loves you and takes care of you. She is someone who cooks for you and helps you with your homework. She is someone that helps you stand back when you fall down. She is someone that will always be there for you whenever and wherever you are" said Tsuna as he uncrossed his arms, walked towards Nana and looked at her in the eye. There was silence for a moment.

"Tell me, did you do any of those for me?"

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Nana couldn't move. She couldn't breathe. It felt like her whole world stopped.

'Someone that loves you'

Nana's breath hitched as her chest throbbed painfully with something that she had never felt before. A strong feeling that was eating her and consuming her from the inside. Her eyes widened in realisation. Love?... That's right. She looked down at her palms. When had she ever loved Tsuna?

'Someone that helps you stand back up'

Ah.. That's right. She was always the one that pushed Tsuna, hoping that he'd never go back up and just give up on life. To kill himself and disappear, something that she was hoping for... So why is she regretting everything she had done?

'Someone that will always be there with you'

Always there for him? Since when was she ever there for him? She saw him suffering yet she never did anything. She saw him in sorrow yet just ignored him. At his hardest times, she was never there, negelcting him and pampering her other son.

Nana fell on her bottom and she barely registered Tsubasa that ran up to her side and was asking if she was okay. Yet all her surroundings turned into a blur of colours and it was like time has stopped for her and Tsuna. She watched as Tsuna bent down to her eye level, yet still kept his distance. Then suddenly, he smiled. Not the kind and cheerful smile,no, it was a smile full of malice and venom. It promised nothing but pain and regret.

Tsuna brought up his right hand and touched his chin with his finger, feigning a thinking look in his eyes. Then he snapped up, like a light bulb that flashed above his head and discovered something complicated, yet in this case, it was pretty obvious. Nana watched as Tsuna turned to look at her, not glaring, yet his blank and dull look scared Nana even more. "That's right! You never did any of those!" He announced happily, albeit too happily.

Tsuna stood up and turned his back from the crying Nana and horrified Tsubasa. "You neglected me ever since I was two. Because of me being neglected, I was forced to mature. I had to fend for myself and work just to get money to eat and buy my necessities." He announced bluntly. Nana listened as her son spilled out all he had been throught, regret consuming her every being.

"But I must thank you for that, Nana-san" he said with a smile, yet it was a smile that reached his eyes. Nana and Tsubasa looked at Tsuna in shock. His smile was beautiful and breathtaking, like that of an angel. Why didn't they see his smiles before? His smiles were absolutely captivating, it was small but it was genuine. Then he looked at them straight in the eye and went back to his stoic face. "Because of you, I was taught that emotions are stupid and useless things that makes humans weak and vulnerable. They are pathetic and insignificant, they will only hinder you from achieving your goals." He stated. Nana looked in horror as Tsubasa mimicked her expression.

Was this really her son? What had she done? Her son was now emotionless, not cheerful and lively, but dull and lifeless. He looked like he had no heart and didn't care for the well being of others. How did her son grown up like that!? This was all her fault! If only she didn't neglect him... Would he still be the same lively and cheerful Tsuna from five years ago?

Tsubasa clutched the fabric of his shorts tightly as he looked at his brother in horror. His brother was gone and replaced with this emotionless and heartless robot, he didn't know what to do anymore. He felt tears running down his chubby cheeks as his chest throbbed painfully. He just wanted his brother back!

Meanwhile, Tsuna was literally crying from all the laughter he was building up inside. He really didn't want to say that but his Verde-nii wrote a speech for him and he wasn't the type to abandon someones hardwork. He didn't agree with what he said. Emotions are essential. They are what powers and helps you to find your resolve and determination. In his case, his resolve to protect his new family. Emotions make you stronger and to him, being stronger means that he could protect his loved ones better. And it was hard for him as well, to act like he didn't love his brother. He loved his brother so much, but he needed to distance himself from him. Tsuna wouldn't take any risks. But oh well, he was just acting. And he had a feeling Reborn-nii was filming this from the trees in front of his house. He inwardly smiled.

"T-tsu-chan, t-that's not t-tru-" said Nana but clamped her mouth shut as Tsuna glared at her in hate again. "I was also taught to not trust anyone. Humans are selfish beings that only care about themselves and not others. They will turn their backs on you if that's what it takes to reach their goals. They will throw you like trash if you are different. They will betray you over and over again until you slowly die and rot" he bluntly stated as he stood up and walked upstairs.

That one was from his Viper-nii. He didn't agree with that one either but he had to say ot to make it mroe dramitic. He mentally smiled as he felt Reborn-nii cracking uo from a nearby tree. He loved them very much, his new family. He wondered what Kyo-nii was doing now. He was just hoping he wasn't destrying Ro-nii. He didn't want to see any of them hurt.

Nana watched as her son turned his back on her and walked up the stairs. She looked at her sons retreating back that was taunting her and reminding her of every mistake and failure that she did. The scenarios of her failures, repeating and reminding her of how her mistakes caused the most beautiful boy she ever laid her eyes on, turn into an emotionless puppet that was...dead.

She clenched her hands and gritted her teeth as she saw her son walking away from her, yet before he could fully walk away,he turned to her and Tsubasa, flashing a smile that reached his eyes and seem to make him glow with happiness and joy. "Well, i must really be going now. I still have a job to do tomorrow, unlike you, Tsubasa-kun and Nana-san, I am busy..." Said Tsuna and just before Tsuna could fully turn his head away, they saw a small, yet beautiful smile and heard "Goodbye" and with that, he was gone.

At Tsuna's room...

As Tsuna arrived at his bedroom door, a normal wooden door with a name plate hanging loosley above him, he carefully twisted the knob and stepped inside his room, closing the door gently and landing in his bed with a thud. Tsuna then smiled. "How was my acting, Daemon-nii?" He asked as he twisted his head to his left and looked at the transparent figure of the First Generation, Mist Guardian.

Daemon smiled like a proud father that accompished his life long goal. He went up to Tsuna and patted his hair, enjoying the feeling as the soft, silky, brown locks tickled his fingers. He smirked. "Tsu, I rubbed of on you, huh?" He asked as he sat on Tsuna's bed and lifted the boy, earning him a squeak of surprise. He dispelled the illusion around Tsuna, with a flick of his wrist, revealing a pale, white boy with bluish-white gravity-defying hair with streaks of silver found shimmering from the rays of sunlight that found its way into his room through the window. His skin was white, whiter than paper, white as untainted snow. Compare his skin to snow and see the difference. Although underneath the smooth, soft and pale skin were faded scars from 'that' incident two years ago, when Tsuna was six.

His caramel eyes changed from light brown to a deep, royal, sapphire blue, contrasting with lighter blue at the bottom, with gold and amber glistening in those eyes that was shimmering with love and kindness. His eyes resembele the sky at sunset, a sky blue with fading amber and gold that was glistening, like it had a mind of its own. Gold linings surrounded the pupil of his eyes. Overall, his eyes were stil huge; gargantuan even, but it was captivating and simply astonishing

Tsuna wrapped his arms around his chest and rested his chin on Daemon's chest. He looked up at him with the most adorable pout that can send, even the strongest men melting in a puddle of goo. "I've become sadistic!" He whined.

Daemon chuckled at Tsuna's attitude and smiled at him. He rubbed his hand on Tsuna's hair and kissed the little boy on the forehead, with Tsuna closing his right eye and still pouting. "I did, didn't I?...Just don't tell Luce..." He said as he winked at Tsuna and placed a finger on his lips, telling Tsuna that it was a secret." She'll kill me" he mutterred as he shivered. Yes, Daemon, one of the strongest people in history is scared of a woman.

"Hell hath no fury than a woman scorned" is what they said and even Daemon believed in that quote. Even if he was a sadistic and creepy bastard, women scare him the most. Tsuna giggled and poked Daemon's cheeks, gaining attention from him. He smiled, sadistically. "Too late, Reborn-nii already filmed the while thing and is probably showing it to everyone" Tsuna smirked as he saw the look of horror in Daemon's face.

Daemon looked at Tsuna in horror and screamed an unmanly scream. He hastily got up but carefully lifted Tsuna and gently put him on the bed before proceeding to tear his hair out. "Why of all times are you sadistic now, Tsu!?" He shouted as he kicked the wall. Tsuna laughed quietly and smiled at him. "I learned from the best!" He exclaimed as he pounced on Daemon and wrapped his arms around his neck and giggled.

Daemon, even though he was going to die later on, smiled at the little boy and ruffled his hair. He laid Tsuna on the bed and tucked him in. He smiled gently as he kissed Tsuna's forehead. "Ok, ok... Sleep... You have a long day of dying tomorrow and i can't wait to see your illusions" he chuckled as Tsuna yawned cutely before submitting into darkness.

Daemon smiled again. Really. Tsuna was the only person that can make him and the others act like this. He knows why. It was because Tsuna is the perfect sky that will accept all, enemies and allies alike. That was the reason Luce was scared of losing him. They all loved Tsuna, {others seeing him in a different light (he thinks he's begining too) } and would do anything to protect and gain the happiness of the boy. They would go through hell and back again and again if that's what it takes to make the boy happy.

As he was about to leave, he heard Tsuna muttered cutely, "Good night, Daemon-nii" said Tsuna groggily as he clutched his stuff lion tighter and buried his face in his pillow, letting out a small yet beautiful smile that never fails to make his heart beat faster and make him feel a sense of acceptance and love, something Giotto gave to him, yet Tsuna gives him more.

"Goodnight, Tsu... Sweet Dreams" and with that, Daemon disappeared into a swirl of indigo mists that was glowing with warmness from his meeting with Tsuna.