A/N: This is a Shizaya fanfic meaning boy x boy. Don't like it? Don't read it! No hate and read the warnings seriously! Anyway people who do read it ENJOY?
WARNING This may be triggering for some people, it will have self-harm and depression. This will also have explicit moments (Sex and ect.) Anyway Enjoy~! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I jumped from my spot right as a vending machine landed there. "Aww come on Shizu-chan you can do better than that!" I tease and laughed pulling out my blade from my pocket. Shizuo glares at me and growls out a response, "Fuck off Flea! I'll kill you!" A hidden pain flashes through my hollow eyes as I run laughing and smiling wickedly. Soon were in an alley and I'm trapped there. "Man this sucks I guess I lose this game," I say teasingly and smile a fake smile.

Shizuo growls and grabs my by the front of my shirt. He pushes me against the wall and stares me in the eyes angrily, "What's wrong with your eyes flea?" I widen my eyes slightly and lean my face down, "There's nothing wrong with my eyes." I put my hands against his chest and try pushing against him, it's useless. "Stop lying I can see your eyes. I'm not blind," he says angrily, forcing me to look him in the eyes. I close my eyes tightly and try pushing him away. "There's nothing wrong," I cry out, trying not to lose my facade.

He glares at me and stares at my face intently, the stare burns on my face. "Open your eyes," he orders and holds my face tightly, not intending to let go until I tell him everything. Then quickly he grabs my tender wrists and pushes me against the wall. I yelp uncontrollably as i feel pain emit from my wrists where his tight grip is. "Let my wrists go...Please," I cry out opening my eyes and looking him in the eyes pleadingly. Shizuo raises an eyebrow curiously and slides his arm down my arm, moving my sleeve out of the way exposing my now slightly bleeding cuts.

Shizuo's eyes widen and stares at the cuts softly with care. "Izaya," I flinch at my name, "Who did this to you?" His voice has care and worry mixed with anger as he spoke. I slightly tremble in his arms and push on him again. "I did now let me go," I say pleadingly and lean my head on his muscled chest. He lets go of my wrists and wraps his arms around my waist. "I need to talk to you privately," he said and quickly picked me up bridal style.

He holds me close to him and pulls my hood over my head. "We'll get to my house quickly so don't worry," he says soothingly and takes long strides toward his home. Shizuo soon arrives at his place with me in his arms. When we walk in he quickly locks the door behind us and places me on the couch. "Tell me everything. How you feel about me and why...why you would do something like this to yourself," he orders and pushes my sleeves up. I didn't want to but i couldn't resist tears form in my eyes and and I nod, "Okay..."

I explain how I was diagnosed with depression and that I had been cutting myself since I was sixteen. All the while I talk Shizuo rubs my scars and hugs me softly. "I-I wanted to tell you something else..." My voice fades away and I look him in the eyes. "What is it?" he asks softly and keeps our stare soft and caring. "I-I wanted to say... I love Shizuo," I say tears falling out of my eyes. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
A/N: How will Shizuo react to this? Will he abandon Izaya or help him and love him? Let's find out next chapter~ ;3 Anyway call me ShizayaShipper~ Love you guys~ Also yes Izaya was kind of OOC but yeah bai! ;3 /