Takumi's Point of view

Reira. The band's princess to which we go to hell and back to please. I was such an ignorant fool. Not seeing pass the clouds of deception of what I had recently gained and lost. I wish I could take all the wrong deeds that I had committed. Every step that I took, lead me to this point in-time. Nana. I wanted her all for myself. I was selfish, and she was the perfect match, she understood myself better than I.

Ignorance is bliss. It was only bliss for a moment, but when Nana entered my life the bliss turned into addiction. At first, seeing Nana wagging her tail like a puppy for a small space of love. She was an easy lay, someone that I looked for an easy squeeze. But, Nana was so much more different. She was different then all of the others. Stella, my supposed bride to be, only assumed we would get married. She was ignorant in that assumption, which was a false assumption.

Reira, the princess, that I saw more like a sister, had acted childishly. I knew when she turned her charms onto me that I would be wary. But when she kissed me, my body froze like a child. I was a child, which got scared at the first moment of danger. Remembering, the time that I had thought Nana had committed suicide by jumping out the window, when she was only at her friend's house. I had a frail heart, but was made of stone. Nothing ever hurt me, beside the hurt of my emotions.

Standing here by Reira in this moment was wrong. I could finally omit to myself that this was wrong. Nana had changed me in ways that I was finally realizing what changed. The tiny whole in my heart was growing, demanding to be filled whole. My hand, moved towards my heart, inhaling and exhaling. Getting my bearings, I had shoved Reira to the side. This was a big mistake, a mistake that I wanted to stop.

"Takumi…"

"Sorry Reira. I only see you as a sister."

"But Takumi… I love you…"

"I don't. The only love in my heart will only be for one person, and that person will never be you. That is one thing that I can't give you." I had sidestepped Reira, and walked hurriedly towards the car. Not really hoping for Nana to forgive me, but to at least give me another chance. And this time, she will be mine, and mine alone.