A/N Ok, I know pretty much everyone has done this in some form or another, but this is my take on the missing talk between Kurt and Blaine during 6x08, 'A Wedding,' when Kurt runs to Blaine's door. This is the talk I think should have happened. It starts literally as soon as Blaine opens the door.

The Talk

"Kurt, is everything alright?" Blaine asked, surprised to see Kurt at his door, and even more surprised at his disheveled state.

"No." He said, grabbing Blaine's shoulders and pushing him inside. "Look Blaine, I know things between us have been really crazy these last few months, and I'm so sorry about that. I'm really happy that you were able to let me back into your life after..."

He was speaking so fast he had to stop and let his mind catch up with his mouth. "I know how hard everything has been for you, and believe me when I say that I am so grateful that you've let me back in and allowed me to be your friend again. But, I think we both know that we can never be just friends."

Blaine was still standing where Kurt had pushed him eyes open in surprise and confusion, his back to the open door, though neither realized that fact. Kurt dropped his hands from Blaine's shoulders and looked deep into Blaine's eyes.

"Being in therapy has made me realize a lot of things about myself, but the most important thing is I have this issue with love. I don't let a lot of people in. Other than my dad, you are the person I have loved and trusted the most in my life, and I think what happened is that I just got so scared. The closer we got to making that commitment the more scared I got and I didn't know how to tell you. Then it just got to the point that I figured it'd be better for me to break your heart before you broke mine." He let out a little sob then, thinking back to their breakup in the restaurant and how he'd realized then how badly he'd screwed up.

Blaine just stood there and looked at him, eyes wide and wet with tears of his own, listening as Kurt continued to talk.

"I-I don't know what's going on right now with you and your situation with D-Dave, but I do know that for me, Walter has only ever been a friend. He's never meant anything more to me. The only person who has ever meant anything to me is you...always. And I'm sick of sitting back and watching from the sidelines. I'm ready to step up and lay it all on the line." Kurt took a tentative step toward Blaine then, bringing them close enough to feel the warmth coming off of each other.

"I just, I love you so much, and every time I think of my life, of my future, you're there with me. And I'm so, so sorry for all the hurt I put you though...all the pain I've put us through the last couple of months. Seeing you with someone else..." He paused and took a deep breath while a lone tear slid down he cheek. "It killed me." He breathed, almost whispering. "And now I'm here, and I'm just going to take the chance, because you're worth it. We're worth it. So, not only did I come here to ask you to be my date to the wedding, but I also wanted to ask you if you'd be my date to our wedding too. Because I can't imagine spending another day without you."

Kurt got down on one knee and Blaine gasped. Kurt looked up at his soulmate through wet lashes and took his hand, while he reached into his pants pocket and pulled out a black velvet box.

"Blaine Anderson, I know we've been through a lot over the years, and it's been both good and bad. But the one thing that survived through it all has been our love. We have great memories, and even though we've hurt each other, we've healed and come out as better people because of it. And I know beyond the shadow of a doubt that I want to spend the rest of my life with you." He opened the box then, holding it up to Blaine, just as Blaine had done to him a year ago. "Will you marry me?"

Blaine just stared down at Kurt for a moment, totally in shock. His heart was racing and he almost pinched himself to make sure he wasn't dreaming. Kurt was there, on his knees before him and Blaine could see all the love he felt for Kurt reflected back in his eyes.

"Kurt," Blaine's voice shook as he tried to hold in a sob. "Of course. Of course I will. It's only ever been you for me too. I love you so much." Before Blaine could even finish, Kurt was up on his feet pulling Blaine into a passionate kiss. The moment their lips touched, both boys breathed out a happy sigh, as if they'd been holding their breath for months.

Blaine's mouth opened automatically, allowing Kurt's tongue in and he moaned the second their tongues touched. It felt like coming home. Kurt took control of the kiss, showing Blaine how serious he was through his mouth and body. His arms, that had been holding Blaine's face slid around his shoulders and he pulled Blaine even closer, not wanting even an inch of space between the two.

After what could have been a few seconds or a few minutes, they both pulled back from the kiss breathing hard, and rested their foreheads together.

"I love you so much." Kurt said quietly against Blaine's lips. "And I am so sorry for everything I've put you through these last couple months."

"Put us through." Blaine countered, and Kurt nodded slightly against Blaine's forehead.

"Yes, put us through." Kurt agreed. "Blaine.."

"Kurt, it's ok." Blaine interrupted finally taking his time to speak. "Yes, it's been horrible...these last few months. It's been awful, but..." Blaine paused for a moment, trying to gather his thoughts, needing Kurt to understand what he was saying. "Look, I hate to say it, but I think it might have been what we both needed."

Blaine felt Kurt's eyebrows raise in question and he hurried to explain. "We needed to know for sure. Because you were right, we were too young."

"No, not too young, just not ready." Kurt corrected.

Blaine smiled and pulled back from Kurt nodding in agreement. "Come on." He said, taking Kurt's hand to lead him to the couch when he noticed the door was still open. He chuckled and nudged Kurt toward the couch as he went to close the front door. After closing and locking it, he joined Kurt on the couch, turning toward him and pulling his knee up.

"Ok, I was saying before..." Blaine started, but was quickly cut off by Kurt.

"Wait, before we talk anymore, I want you to have this, I need you to have this." He gestured toward the box he still held firmly in his hand. Blaine smiled and looked at Kurt, fresh tears, happy this time, spilling over his eyes, as he held his left hand out to Kurt. Kurt opened the box that must have shut while they were exploring each other's mouths earlier, and pulled the ring out, sliding it on Blaine's finger, then reaching down to kiss it gently.

Blaine squeezed Kurt's hand and looked down in wonder. "Wow." He breathed.

"Looks perfect." Kurt said in response.

Blaine knew there was more that needed to be said, but he kept ahold of Kurt's hand to keep him grounded and took a deep breath.

"Kurt, I want you to know that it's been awful, without you, and trying to move on." A look of pain crossed Kurt's face then. It was a look Blaine had seen many times since Kurt had come back to Lima and found out Blaine was dating Dave. "I can't imagine what it felt like, to see me, with him." Blaine knew it hurt Kurt, no matter how much he denied it, and it made Blaine sick knowing that he had hurt Kurt like that.

Kurt cringed and tried to pull his hand away, but Blaine wouldn't let him.

"No..." Kurt said then, trying to deny it, but knew that he needed to be completely honest if they were going to be able to move forward. "Yeah, yeah, ok. It was awful...it was hell, actually. The one person who hurt me the most in my life was suddenly with the one person I loved the most, and God, it hurt."

"I'm so sorry Kurt." Blaine said, the pain evident in his voice.

"No, no you have nothing to be sorry about. I hurt you. I broke up with you and told you to move on. But seeing it, you, with him, killed me."

Blaine reached out with his other hand and brushed a tear from Kurt's cheek. "I know and I'm sorry. We were both hurt, and maybe there was a part of me that was a little bit glad that you saw me with someone else. To see that I could try to move on."

Kurt dropped his eyes because deep down, he knew. And it had been his own doing. Blaine lifted his chin, not allowing Kurt to hide.

"But God, I'm so sorry. It was so wrong of me. I tried to be happy, but every time I saw your face when we were together, I just hated myself even more."

"No, Blaine, no. You have no right to hate yourself. You should have hated me. I was the one that broke you, broke us. I told you it was over and to move on and I'm so sorry for all the pain I've caused us both. But I think you were right, about it maybe being for the best. I've learned a lot about myself. Seeing a therapist has helped me open up and learn about my feelings. You and I, we used to communicate all the time, but once you moved back into the loft, we stopped. That's when I started getting scared, and pushing you away. And I can't tell you how sorry I am for that, and how sorry I am that I've put us both through this hell these last few months. But it really has shown me that you are it. Now, forever, always, it's you. Only you." He squeezed Blaine's hand again, before continuing. "And when I came back here, that's what I wanted to tell you, and then..."

"You saw me with Dave." Blaine said softly, feeling like the worst person in the world.

"Yeah." Kurt replied. "And then we tried to be friends." He let out a dry chuckle. "I mean, we started out as friends, and we have really always been friends, and in this case, I think it's definitely what we needed. Jumping back in, after all the hurt we'd both been through would not have been the right thing to do."

"No, no it wouldn't have." Blaine agreed. "But that didn't make it hurt any less."

"No, it didn't." Kurt said. "So, where do we go from here?"

"Forward." Blaine said, leaning in to place a gentle kiss on Kurt's lips. "We go forward. We go to the wedding, we watch our friends get married, we smile and be happy for them. And then we go on another date, and another one. We just take things slow." Blaine said, scooting in closer to Kurt, while simultaneously pulling him forward, needing to touch him and hold him.

But Kurt pulled back, out of Blaine's grasp and shook his head. "No, no."

Blaine looked at Kurt in confusion and his eyes showing pain and a little fear. "N-No?" Blaine said shakily.

"No," Kurt said more forcefully. "We are not going slow. I know that I love you. I know that I want to spend the rest of my life with you, and I know that I'm not going back to New York without you. I want to get married now. No more waiting. Let's just elope. We'll go to Vegas or the closest justice of the peace. I really don't care. I just want to be your husband...NOW. I don't want to wait anymore for something that I know is so right."

Blaine sat there frozen and Kurt began to fidget, worried about Blaine's reaction. But then Blaine's face broke into the biggest smile he'd ever seen, and Kurt smiled back.

"Does that mean..." Kurt started, but Blaine didn't let him finish as he leaned in and kissed Kurt again, pulling him onto his lap while sliding his arms around him and laying back, so that Kurt was on top of him, never losing contact with his lips. Feeling Kurt's body on his again felt so right, so safe. This...this is where he belonged, he thought, as his lips met his fiancees' over and over again.