Lust, was the only thing she could feel at the moment. The only thing she could, taste, smell, feel and it was the most dangerous thing that she found impossible to fight off. Biting her lip, she shut her eyes tightly and she let out a silent moan. Careful not to let her team mates hear her. I mean, how embarrassing would it be for her friends to walk in on her with hands in between her legs like this? pleasing herself? She always imagined that scenario. They would look at her with wide eyes and say she was disgusting. Probably avoid her. Each of them would come up to her in different times and say a million horrors about her.

She knew they wouldn't do that, or at least hoped they wouldn't. After all they've done for her, she doesn't think so, but it was more of a self-conscious thing. It would be terrible whether they took it a good way or not…

It was eight o'clock in the morning and everyone had been up and out since 6:45am, everyone except for Raven.

As another surge of pleasure ran through her like electricity as she stifled another moan and bucked her hips against her hand, sighing out to take another deep breath. She squeaked out to herself in a frustrated tone, trying to get the job done and achieve an orgasmic high as quickly as possible before people got curious. She was always the first one up and making tea before anyone, so it wasn't unexpected for anyone to search for her and ask why she was absent.

Her back arched in pleasure and loud gasps and pants slipped out of her mouth to replace the moans she tried so desperately hard to keep back.

She kept going; slipping her fingers in and out of her wet, hot core while a hand gently messaged her breasts. Her lack of self-control was to be blamed on no one other than herself. She couldn't fight this sexual urge anymore.

She whimpered, Her panting and soft moans got louder until finally... she reached her limit. Her body shook and her body thrashed back and forth as a strong orgasm took its toll on her body. With an exhausted sigh she laid out all her arms and legs across her queen sized bed, 'Glad that's over with' she thought as took another exhausted breath in to try and recompose herself.

This, these feelings have been so overwhelming. Yes it was in her nature as a half demon to be all nymph like and sinful, but these past 2 weeks she's just been terribly… horny?

It was both a blessing and a curse.

Usuallly she'd stick with masturbating every one or two days, she could hold off a few weeks even, but she simply couldn't resist. Maybe she's ovulating or something… She needed some tea.

She looked out her window to see the sun and the city.

It was a bright and beautiful day, she could see people fishing by the docks, she could smell the waffles that were being cooked in her home, and she wondered what the titans were planning on doing today, picnic? Training? Movies? All of these thoughts were disturbed by a sudden knock on the door.

"Hey Rae, you okay in there?" It was Beast Boy. Raven sighed in annoyance and grabbed her clothes. Of course they would send Beast Boy to check in on her.

"Helloo? Anybody-"

"What?" She said peaking thought the crack of her door to find a slightly startled Beast boy with a worried look on his face

"I just wanted to see if everything was alright? You woke up late today."

"Yes I did" she said monotonously. Beast Boy furrowed his brows and gave her a questioning look.

"Are ya sick or something?" He leaning into her. Hey eyes widened and in a state of panic, she slammed the door on his face. She didn't want his keen sense of smell taking a whiff at her post sex/ masturbation scent (sex has a certain smell whether you like it or not)

"Sorry, I- I'll meet you guys later. I didn't get to shower yesterday and I don't want you smelling… uh, my unshowered self?

Beast boy's ears sunk lower, almost low enough to touch his neck.

"Alrighty then" he sighed.

Raven relaxed and looked at the clock. 'I can do this in five'.

Beastboy continued his way down the hall shoving his hands in his pockets and grumbling things to himself about Raven.

"Man, she never wants to do anything" His sad expression changed into a more pouty, upset look

"I just wish she'd stop being so… so-"

"Reserved?" Beast boy's heart jumped as his thoughts were interrupted by a familiar voice. He jumped back around to see raven standing behind him with her hands on her hips and an almost questioning look. She raised an eyebrow and started walking towards him

"Why are you so mopey? It's not like you to go around all day questioning life"

Beast boy furrowed his brows and moaned inwardly and quickly turned around and continued to walk. It just wasn't a good day for him and frankly he wasn't in the mood to be played with

"It's not like you to care what I'm feeling anyway" He retorted out.

Raven's eyes widened in surprise. She scoffed and reach out to him grabbing him by the shoulder forcing his body towards her. During that little moment, the hood that she had on had fallen off, revealing her face that was decorated with an angry visage and light blush from that little experience she had with herself earlier. Beast Boy took a double take on her face, and just stared.

'Man… Has she always been this cute angry?' He thought to himself.

'Wait, what?! This is Raven dude… That's so weird'

"Excuse me for trying to be nice for a change and see how you're doing!" Raven said practically yelling at him.

Beast boy looked at her surprised and opened his mouth to say something, but was quickly cut off by Raven, again.

"This is why I can't be nice you, EVER!" She took a deep breath in and pinched the bridge of her nose to relax herself. See with Raven, she cannot simply just BE nice. It takes a lot of thought and courage just in case something like this happens, which she hated. Now, she really wished that she had stayed in her room.

"Forget it. Forget that I said anything..." she then pushed past him leaving him behind in the hall way a little shocked and a bit confused , but what was bothering him the most was that,

1: she was blushing. Now, he was no psychic, but part of his power was his animal instinct and senses. He could sense her... What was the word… Discomfort? No... What was it... Distress?

It was weird. 'But why was she trying to be nice anyway?' He mentally smacked himself for being so clueless and dense. He could have easily figured it out if he was paying more attention instead of gawking at her good looks an- Wait, what? Beast boy shook his head and started walking the other way towards his room 'Maybe I should lay down for a while'

Raven kept walking not even to bother looking back

"Everyone's a critic…" she mumbled to herself.

She stopped when she came across a mirror that Starfire had placed on the wall a few weeks back so that everyone can admire themselves or, in Raven's perspective, so everyone judges themselves. She looked back in the mirror and felt a small streak of embarrassment race across her heart as she grazed her hand over her flushed cheeks

"Great, just great" She looked at her face again and cursed herself mentally

"This is just what I need" Raven didn't usually wear her hood when she was inside the tower, but she will just have to waver it through and try to make sure no one notices her. For some one that is so quiet and barely noticeable, everyone seems to notice something wrong with her, ALWAYS. She's like that old book on the shelf that no one can see, but when someone throws it away everyone notices that there's a book missing.

She sighed and placed her hood up walking to join everyone in the kitchen where she was greeted by the smiles and waffles of her friends

"MORNING!" Cyborg yelled out with his white apron on and frying pan in his hand.

She couldn't help but smile at the thought of him being a house wife.

"I made ya waffles. You know you want it"

"Good morning friend!" screeched her orange alien friend who flew up to her and gave her a monstrous alien hug making Raven's whole face match her cheeks

"Star…fire" she croaked begging Starfire to stop. Starfire released her when she realized the damage she was doing

"My apologies, teehee" she said childishly throwing her hands behind her back.

Standing next to her, of course, was the one who always questions her when there was something he didn't see fit

"You came late today, is everything all right?" Raven sighed

'These are my friends'

"I'm fine Robin, I just didn't get a lot of sleep last night" she said monotonously as she started to prepare her tea. She grabbed the kettle and noticed that it was heavy with hot tea already. She looked up at everyone and raised the kettle.

"Who did this?"

They all looked at her like if she had just murdered someone, or at least they were thinking that's what she was going to do. In truth, she wasn't really upset, she was merely… surprised, to say the least.

"It was the Grass Stain. I swear I told him not to touch your stuff, but he doesn-"

"Cyborg, relax. I'm not upset" she said cutting him off. He clamped his mouth shut and stared at her with a questionable look followed with the other titans, whose eyes had dramatically turned white.

"Guys, relax you're acting like I just mutilated a dog"

"Well… it was expected" She snapped her head towards Cyborg and gave him one of her infamous death glares that she felt he deserved.

"That was one time! And I didn't mutilate him, he ran away from me and fell under a boat while the propellers where on. I wanted to hurt the dog not kill it!" sheesh

"So, other than that comment, you're… Not upset at Beast Boy?" Robin asked again with his head tilted more towards the side in question. She sighed again.

'These people…' She scoffed and then turned around to prepare her tea. With her back towards them she answered Robin's question,

"No, but wh- Oh no" She froze; not moving a muscle and dropped the kettle.

"Raven?" Robin started to charge for her before she used a dark orb to push him away

"No! Stay back, I'm fine!" Her eyes were squeezed tightly as she tried to regain herself for the zillionth time today.

She couldn't see it, but she knew they were all giving her strange looks and felt them try to read her and solve her like a puzzle, but she knew they wouldn't be able to. This shock that happened to her, this experience could be anything… Fear or sorrow, or maybe she saw a bug (Give me a break)

In a way, they were… excited. There were very few times that she acted out in a way that she usually wouldn't and they were experiencing it. It's not a big deal really. It's more of a hindrance.

"I'm fine… honestly" She said taking a deep breath before exhaling. They knew something was wrong, but their excitement got stronger, which made her excitement even stronger than before. She squeezed the kitchen counter and sighed. Looking back up at them she said

"I... I have to go" And she was off to her room.

She quickly walked to into her room and shut the door behind her, leaning her back against the door and feeling the anxiety sweat from her body.

"Control yourself Raven" She slid down the cold metal door till she I hit the floor.

Raven looked around her room and came across her towel that was sitting neatly folded on her bed

"Shower, I need a shower and a cold one at that"

She grabbed her towel and ran out into the hallway and towards the bathroom. This was going to be a long day for her.

'I have to do something about this…'

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