Hi everybody. I'm sooooooo sorry that I made you all wait this long. I'm so busy with life that I don't have time to write but I promise I will finish this story.

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Previously on Roza?

"Please… Please… don't take me back there," I said. Mason wrapped his arms around me and let me silently weep.

"Why…Why did you wanted to show me that," I quietly asked.

"Because Rose you have to make a choice. A choice that will affect, not only your life but Jordan's and Dimitri's as well."

After I stopped crying I looked up at Mason and stared at him.

"What choice," I asked.

"To stay here or to go back," he said. "Back to life."

RPOV

Back to life? Why would I want to go back to hardship and pain? The only person I will miss leaving behind is Lissa.

"Why should I go back to life," I asked.

"Because Rose you still haven't fulfill your purpose in life. Sure you had to experience some heartache but you weren't alone. You still have a task you have to complete," Mason said.

"And what's that?"

"To make the world a better place. To be a hero... and to be loved." Mason looked at Jordan.

"But I did all that I could. All I can think about is that I have failed as a mother to protect Jordan," I said, crying and practically screaming in Mason's face.

"Mommy you did not fail. You did the best you could protecting me. Mom I want you to go back. I want you to be happy again," Jordan said.

I looked at both of them. I shook my head crying.

"Rose we can't force you to go back. That is your choice but you still have a destiny you have to complete in order for you to find peace," Mason said grabbing Jordan's hand. "If you choose to go back we will be here waiting for you. Lissa still needs you. The world still needs you."

I opened up my arm for Jordan and he ran into it hugging me. I don't want to leave my precious boy. I don't want to go back but knowing the fact that Lissa still needs me I feel like it is my duty to go. I held onto Jordan tighter. Crying.

"Can I please stay for one more day before I go back," I asked.

"We can prolong it for a few more hours but your body is getting weak. You need to return soon."

I nodded my head. Crying and wishing I didn't have to go back.

AlexPOV

I was sitting next to Rose. Looking at her beautiful face. I promised myself that I would be there for Rose. Strong Rose. The best in the world and yet here she is. Laying limp as if she is already dead. I don't want to lose her. She is someone I truly love and care. Her strong will, kind heart has made me fall in love with her. I never wanted to push her or ask her out because I knew she is dedicating her life to Lissa and the SGA. She will never carry the same feelings as I do for her. She's gone through so much. I wanted to be there for her. I should have been there for her. I'm sorry Rose that I failed to keep my promise to you.

Rose and I have a bond that is unbreakable. We understand each other. We both lost someone we love. I just want my leader, my friend, and my love to come back. I won't let her death be in vain. I will carry on Rose's goal. Her legacy. I will finish what she started. For her. I looked at Rose. I promise I'll protect Lissa and carry on with SGA.

I looked at the time. It's almost time for training with SGA. I'll come back tonight to visit her again.

DPOV

I just finished my patrol and decided to go visit Roza. I know I haven't been myself lately but I know that I got to be strong and continue fighting and protecting. As Dhamphir's we have a sacred duty. They come first.

I opened the door to Roza's room and saw that Queen Vasilisa and Guardian Alex was there. The queen trying to heal Roza.

"Queen Vasilisa. I'm so sorry to disturb you. I will come back later," I said.

"No it's okay. You may come in," she said.

I took one of the seats and continue watching her trying to heal Roza.

Alex is sitting in one of the seats working on some paperworks.

It was nothing but silence.

AlexPOV

There wasn't much energy in the SGA training today. Rose has made a huge impact on them and losing her has shooked everyone up. They miss her. I can tell. But I won't let what Rose had built go to waste. I pushed everyone to the core. I kept reminding them that this is for her. We will continue to fight and protect. We do everything we can to prove to Rose that we will continue fighting and not let her legacies be put down.

After training I grabbed Queen Vasilisa to visit Rose along with one of her temporary guardian

I sat back in one of the chairs letting her do what she thinks will work best on Rose while I start planning out tactics. I need to make sure this Court is secured. I need to protect everybody in this place even Rose.

RPOV

"Are you ready," Mason asked.

I shook my head. I'm not ready

"You got to be. Once we push you through those gates there is no turning back. Rose you got to stay strong. Fulfill what Saint Vladimir would have wanted."

Jordan pulled my hand until I knelt in front of him. He put his arms around my neck and I lifted him up. Resting on my hips. I looked at my baby boy and hugged him tightly. Crying so much more than I already had.

"Be good to uncle Mason okay," I said, choking on my words.

Jordan nodded. "I Love you mommy."

He kissed my cheek and then reached his arm out for Mason to grab him.

"You'll see him one day Rose. I promise," Mason said to me, while juggling Jordan in his arm.

I nodded.

With one last look to Jordan I walked through the gates.

DPOV

I saw a little movement is Roza's hand.

AlexPOV

Her breathing is louder. I looked up from my paper and saw her hand twitched.

LissaPOV

Oh please come back Rose. I need you.

RPOV

I scrunched the blanket between my knuckles. What's that stupid beeping sound? Son of a bitch let me sleep. I slowly opened my eyes. Blinking a lot. I finally saw the white boring ass ceiling.

Next thing I know a figure came into my vision. Towering over me.

"Roza?"

There you go! I might make this into a very long story so bare with me. Dont forget to review for me. Thank you xoxo