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' Jane ..open up ..open or I will break the door of that silver bucket of yours ' she yelled as she stood in front of Jane's Airstream , after the incident of the last hour she spent with the ghost or hallucination of her dead mother . she wasn't sure yet if every thing was real or if it was her unconscious playing tricks on her to guide her to what she really wants . she just decided that she couldn't wait till the morning to see Jane ..she didn't really know what she would say but all she knew was that she needed to see him .

He opened the door just in his shirt missing the vest and Jacket and she blushed as she admired his chest through the half buttoned shirt , he looked messy and his eyes were red and tired ..he looked as messy as she was .

Without a word she walked past him and went inside to find a half empty bottle of wine on the table ' you've been drinking ' she said as a matter of fact as she turned around to look back to him .

He nodded with a sad smiled on his face and she bit her lower lip ' so do I ' she felt a little tipsy still and she definitely wasn't thinking right and acting on impulse .. it only said that she was a little drunk .

They stood awkwardly staring at each other for a moment until Jane broke the silence ' So why are you here ?' he asked voice low afraid to evoke any negative reaction from her side .

she honestly wasn't sure but maybe it was the only way to fix things .. he was her best friend and the only man she loved and even if they had been in some sort of cold war since he came back from the island hurting each other .mostly unintentionally . he was the only one she could talk to and if she wanted to sort this mess ..she needed him too .

she sighed relaxing and fell on the couch and patted the place next to her ..he silently obeyed and sat down sighing heavily exhausted himself .

' I had a very strange night .. I drank about three shots and things started getting very weird ' she said and he frowned trying to overcome his drunken fuzzy mind and concentrate ' you mean you had hallucinations ..like the time I drank the belladonna tea ? .. did you see any Bunnies ? ' He asked voice funny from the drink .

she laughed remembering the memory ' No bunnies and I didn't try to steal an ambulance ' she said and he chuckled ..both feeling a bit comfortable at the usual banter back and it felt so natural .. he stood up and drank some water .

' so you saw any body ?' he asked a little more sober now as he sat back next to her .

She nodded ' My mother's ghost I guess .. she showed me things too ..it was like an out of body experience '.

He nodded slowly unfazed by the nonsense she was saying and she loved how much he understood ..ma be because they had been through a lot of madness together but she was sure if she was telling that story to Pike or any body else they would look at her like she had two heads or make fun of her .

' Well . I don't believe in ghosts Teresa but the fact that she came to you ..only meant that she had some thing to say and I think what ever that was must have been important and some thing you should listen to 'he said calmly .

Suddenly she wasn't as nervous , he was right ..her mother was there for a reason even if he thought it was only some thing her mind made up which she doubted ' she told me to believe you ..that you weren't lying to me ' she said and he looked into her eyes hopeful .

' she is a very smart woman ' he said his voice husk music t her ears his eyes not leaving hers as the distance between them suddenly became no more than of a ten centimeters and lessened .

suddenly a memory flashed in her mind and she remembered when the man delivering the pony gave Jane the pill before Minelli joined them ' don't worry Mr Jane ,there will be no mess .Amias is a good boy ' said the man with a strange accent .

' Jane , what was the pony's name ?' she asked softly and he could feel her breathe on his lips ..she had to know if it was all a figment of her imagination or real .

He blinked a couple of times obviously searching for the information in the storage part in his memory palace and Lisbon hoped that he hadn't deleted it .

' Amias ' he said and she gasped in shock and he took the opportunity and joined their lips , she hadn't reciprocated because she was taken by surprise a little distracted and lost in the feel of it to try moving or even breathing and when the kiss was over .. he pulled away just a little and it dawned on her ..she wanted him for the rest of her life .

' what does Amias mean ?' she asked her voice husky filled with desire and he knew that it wasn't just him and relaxed a little .

' It is latin ..means love ' he said and she smiled and this time she kissed him ..it was long and passionate and a little drunken but unforgettable .

He pulled away after a while and she looked a little annoyed ' what about Pike .Teresa ?' he asked .

she had completely forgot about Pike ' He will understand .. I will call him in the morning ' she said and his face lit up ' I am beat and I have a room in my bed ' he said and she smiled ' sounds great 'because honestly she was exhausted and couldn't get herself to leave .

He took her in his arms and they closed their eyes both ready to call it a night and to have sweet dreams and Lisbon touched the cross around her neck and smiled sighing in content of Jane's warmth and whispered ' Thanks mum ' before she drifted to sleep .