What would you do if you had a second chance? Would you take it, or would you leave it. Somehow, Alex begins her life back in 2010. Will she make the same mistakes, or will she do what she always wanted to do, what she should of do.

Hey this is my second A&O Fan-Fic I do not mean to offend anyone. Therefore, if you do not like, then do not read.

Law and Order

Special Victims Unit

Fan-Fiction

A New Life

Chapter One

She had never seen it coming; she was not paying attention. She should of, but she was too busy listening. She heard the line and froze, no, it was not her favorite song, it was a news report. She had wished that she did not hear it this way; she had wished that someone had told her, no she had to hear it on the National News Station in a car. She had to hear that a sadistic serial rapist had kidnapped her best friend by breaking news.

She froze when she heard the line; therefore, she had never seen it coming. Technically, she was not in the wrong, she had the green, but she could have avoided it. The impact came from the perpendicular direction she was going. Another vehicle had t-boned her Porsche's driver side. At least the death came instant. Alexandra Cabot killed in a car crash.

Alex had regrets, mostly to do with Olivia, how she could not save her, but most of al that she never told her that she loved her. Maybe it could have turned out different, such as she could be married, and a mother with Olivia. Although, she did not know if Olivia was bi-sexual, she knew that Olivia dated men, but was it exclusive. Casey had told Alex that Olivia nearly moved in with a man, and Alex knew that Olivia was currently dating Brian. That is why she had been so distant with Olivia.

Alex could not stand by, and watch Olivia date other men, even if it meant that Olivia could be happy. It broke her heart when she saw Olivia smiling because of a phone call, or because of a future date, she was going to attend. When it was not Alex that was on the other end of that phone call, or she was the one that was waiting for the beautiful brunette to arrive for their date.

So Alex had distant herself form Olivia, she took a transfer back to Albany. She tried to move on with other woman, but she always ended up comparing them to Olivia. So Alex did the next best thing to having a family, she adopted a 6 month old pit-bull. She was not expecting it, she had just broken up with her ex; she was walking home when she felt something following her, she turned to find the puppy following her. Alex brought the dog home, fed and gave her a bath. The next day she took the canine to a no-kill shelter. Alex had checked on her a few times, she found out that the puppy was not doing too well. She refused to eat and she was distant to the inquiries, so she did what was best, she adopted the puppy and named her Bella.

"You're leaving?" Alex heard, she did not recognize the voice. She did not know what was going on; she thought maybe, this was a dream. Alex did not even realize that she had her eyes closed; she opens them and seen that it was 2010, it was the case were she decided to leave for Africa. Wait, she did not leave, Olivia was never kidnapped, but most of all, she did not die.

"Alex, you're leaving us?" Alex heard Olivia say. Wait, she might have a chance with Olivia. To live a life without regrets she had to take that chance. She looked to Olivia and wondered how she should approach the subject. "Alex?" Olivia asked again.

"Um, yeah, can we talk for a moment?" Alex asked Olivia. "I haven't made a decision yet." Alex said to both Olivia and Elliot. Olivia looked to Elliot and with her eyes told him that she would talk to him latter. Alex thought, maybe Olivia was in love with Elliot.

"What's up Alex, we just got you back, and I mean the real you. The one where she doesn't care what people think of her, and speak for the victims, and now you decided to leave." Olivia says.

"Liv, I did not ask to speak to you to argue with you. Besides, I told you, I have not made a decision yet. It depends on something." Alex says.

"I'm sorry; I was out of line there. I just….um, don't want you to leave." Olivia says, looking down. Alex looked to and hoped that it meant that she could have a chance with her.

"Why, why don't you want to me to leave, liv?" Alex asked.

"It's complicated," Olivia says looking down, trying to avoid eye contact.

"What's so complicated about telling me, why you don't want me to leave." Alex says. Alex steps closer to Olivia she had to take this chance.

"What is it that depends on whether you should stay or go?" Olivia says, looking up to Alex, with more confidence, until she realized how close Alex was to her. All the confidence she had just crashed down.

"You" Alex said, Alex must have gain all the confidence that Olivia lost. Alex captures Olivia's mouth in a kiss. Olivia responds by reciprocating the kiss. Alex moaned when she felt Olivia responded.i

Olivia pulled back to grab some air. "Wow" Olivia says. Alex smiles and leans her forehead against the detective.

"You're giving me a big ego, just by kissing you. I wonder what kind of confidence boast you will give me, when I make you scream." Alex says.

"Wow, I think you just gave yourself the confident boast, right there." Olivia replied. "No seriously, Alex you just kiss me, what does this mean. I do not know if I am gay. Do not get me wrong I am fully attracted to you, it's just I never been with a woman before."

"Liv, I don't know what is going on either. I do know that a few minutes ago, I felt like I had died. I cannot explain it. I feel like I have a second chance in life, and I want to live this life without regrets. I regretted that I never took a chance with you. I was not happy, I want to be happy, and I believe that you will make me happy" Alex pours out.

Olivia leans down for a second kiss, which of course Alex returns. "So, does this mean that I am your girlfriend?" Olivia says after their kiss had ended.

Another image of Alex being in that car during the impact had went through Alex's mind. She even felt the pain. She had to answer this with sincerity. "No" Alex said to her. Olivia looked heartbroken, "No, cause I'm asking to be your wife. Will you marry me Olivia?"

Hey guy, no I'm not abandon Law and Family, I am just suffering from severe writer's block. I cannot even get a paragraph out. I don't know who, most likely a former teacher, told me a way to cure writer block is just to write, something will come to you. Well I started this. I may not updated on a regular base. I will try to update this as much as possible.