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"Emotions play out in the theater of the body. Feelings play out in the theater of the mind"

I read that in one of Dad's books, I wonder what he would think of me now, if he were alive. What he would think of what I've become? What I have done? All those people in Mount Weather who died. Dead by my hand. I had no choice my people needed me, I had to do something. There was no other way. There Was no other way. I keep telling myself that, repeating it over and over again hoping that if I say it enough times it'll come true it'll feel true and wash away the guilt; clean my bloodied hands. But we all know that things aren't that simple. They never are.

"For there to be betrayal, there would have to have been trust first."

Betrayed? Yes, though I find it really hard to put my feelings into words. That's how I'm feeling right now as though a piece of my heart have been torn, ripped away from me. She left me there to fend for myself. To die.

"The duty to my people comes first Clarke." I hear her say over and over again, she is their commander, she belongs to them. She made a deal with the mountain men behind my back. I couldn't believe it. She hated them as much as I did, maybe even more.

I can feel Bellamy's eyes following me out of camp Jaha's safety, he practicly begged me to stay but i cant. What i need right now is to put some distance between me and all of this. The further away the better.

"May we meet again." Her last words to me before signaling her troops and walk away.

"May we not."

This is my first The 100 story be gentle. Small chapter? Yes but i hope it's enough to spite your curiosity...it get's better..promise.

I'm taking this story behond the sci-fi thing not that i dont like its just i prefer more of a supernatural nature. I've read a few fictions of the 100 and havent found any with this particular detail.

One more thing...i'll introduce Clarke to the dark side, not fully dark but not fully light either. Something tragic will happen to her after mount weather and that's all i'm sayin'.

Let me know what you think, ideas, thoughts are welcome...