Sorry for the long author note, but there's just a few things I would like to mention. Please read over.

This is the first time I am using Fanfiction. I usually use AO3, but the fanbase fan fiction here for this series is a bit different in my opinion than AO3.

I want to warn that I didn't have anyone else read my work for grammatical errors or content. However, I've reread the story over and over in an attempt to fix any errors to the best of my ability. So I apologize for any that I make. Again sorry.

This is not my first attempt in publishing my fan fiction online. I've written some Jojo stories, but it is my first time writing one for -man. (I sort of lost the hype for Jojo and now D. Grayman is the new obsession due to the update of chapter 219. Haha...)

Anyways. I know their are people who will be jerks out there and it can't be helped at times. But please keep in mind I am not a professional writer nor am I a good writer. I just want to write and see how others think of my writing (as a way to improve my writing). Moreover, it's fun. Especially, since I have plot bunnies and ideas that I'd like to share with others. On that note, if you do not like my story or don't particularly like it or if something is not accurate. Then please feel free to tell me by private message or the review/comment section, but please leave a why. I do want to know. I realize it can be a lot of work, but its not like you have to say you hate or like my story. I do appreciate the effort and the help since writing is not easy.

Rated T for swearing, but I don't think I'll make this M...we'll see. There will be some drama? What kind of romance doesn't.

Yullen. AU.

Thank you so much. Please enjoy.

I do not own -man in anyway, all rights got to Katsura Hoshino

It was a daily occurrence between the two at the Black Order Academy. No one tried to stop them because it was useless. Even the adults didn't care anymore since sending them to detention or the principal didn't deter them from fighting. If they stopped for the moment, they just start up another argument. Though, more importantly, no one wanted to be caught in between the crossfire. Not ever since some brave people tried to stop them and ended up with bruises and black eyes. Hell, some were even sent to the hospitals! So people adapted to their fights and accepted it as a fact they could never get along; like how grass grows, birds fly, and the sun shines. Freshman learned real quick about the two.

Many students thought their rivalry was adorable, some thought it was annoying, some didn't care, some thought it was admirable, and very few thought they just needed to fuck. For the most part, there was something between the two boys. Soon people began to question if their relationship was based off of rivalry? Sexual tension? Love?!

Maybe the last one seemed a bit stretched for most people. A majority couldn't even see them in a loving relationship other than a hostile one.

…...Well, oddly enough, Yuu Kanda and Allen Walker were in love. To think that the kind, sweet, gentlemanly like Allen Walker was in a relationship with the cold, antisocial, and arrogant bastard Yuu Kanda! Guess that cheesy cliche opposites do attract thing is true in some way. Nothing like throwing some punches and insults to say "I like you" and "Wanna date?".

Only two people knew that they were together. Lavi and Lenalee, who promised to keep their relationship a secret. They were happy for the two boys, especially thrilled that the fighting between them toned down significantly.

The only female in the group sipped on her drink, staring at the two boys in front of her. "It's just so surreal." She continued staring with her dark eyes like she was afraid the magic would be gone if she looked away. Kanda and Allen were sitting comfortably close to each other. Usually, they would never be this close to each other without trying to kill each other.

"I know. Instead of them trying to kill each other, it's actually going to be a form of sex play." Even though, Lavi promised to keep it a secret that didn't mean he couldn't tease them.

"LAVI!" A chorus of shocked cries erupted from all three of them and instantly, Kanda launched out of his seat towards him. The Japanese boy was attempting to throttle the red head boy tp death.

"Allen! Don't just sit there! Your boyfriend is trying to kill me!" Hands and arms were flailing all over the table. They were receiving some odd stares from the people around them, but the three were too busy to notice and Allen was used to the stares. His physical appearance wasn't exactly what people saw every day. White hair, grey like colored eyes, red pentagram scar over his eye, and the arm that was horrendously burned… yes the epitome of normal looking.

He sometimes wonders how he was managed to get a boyfriend. Sure Kanda could be a dick at times, but at least he didn't care about his imperfections. Kanda liked him for who he was. He wasn't even sure that he loved himself. A part of him knew it was childish and naive to think of this, but he couldn't help it. He hoped this happiness would be forever, but he knew better. Life could be cruel at times.

The white haired boy merely hummed. "And for once I'm actually okay with Kanda trying to kill you, Lavi." But Lenalee shot Allen a disapproving glare like a mother scowling at her children. He hated it when she did that, when she gave him that look. It always made him cringe and feel horrible, like he committed a crime. So he always ended up complying with her orders. He pulled harshly at his boyfriend's waist to get him to sit back down. "Calm down, we can always plan to kill him later when there's less witnesses. I prefer to not go to jail because of Lavi."

"Che, good idea Moyashi."

"It's Allen. We've been dating for half a year now and you still can't don't know my name?"

"Fuck you Moyashi."

Allen opened his mouth to retort, but Lavi beat him to it. "You mean Yuu hasn't already been doing that?" Once again, the murderous intent came back to Kanda and he lunged himself towards the other boy. This time, Allen was not helping and chooses to avert his gaze from Lenalee to focus on his drink.

"If I kill him, then it's worth it!"

They were kicked out of the cafe for disturbing the other customers and weren't allowed to ever go there again. This wasn't the first time they've been kicked out of an establishment. They ended up dragging out a very pissed off Kanda, though what else was new about Kanda. If he wasn't pissed, he was angry, and if he wasn't angry he was in a foul mood, etc. Thank goodness Allen convinced him to leave his precious sword, Mugen at home. Kanda would have made an even bigger mess and broke something, which he wasn't paying of course. The food bill and his godfather, Cross Marian, debts were enough and they were drowning him. He questioned why Mana appointed Cross as his godfather. That man had been bad news from the first day he met him. However, there was nothing he could do about it since it was Mana's decision. Mana...he couldn't help, but feel sad at the thought of his foster father.

Keep walking forward.

Damn his diet and damn Cross. Well, he could always ask his family, but he didn't want to rely on them for money. He simply felt bad. His uncle, Neah still sent him some funds, despite that he's told him to stop. He was getting older and he needed to learn how to live on his own.

Though, for the life of him he wondered why Cross didn't just send all his bills to Neah? OR better yet, Cross could just get a job and pay his debts like any other normal person would. Then again, he probably did send Neah some. It's just the main bulk was given to him because his other uncle, Adam didn't particularly like Cross. If he found out Cross was sending Neah large amounts of his bills, it wouldn't be good. Allen didn't even want to think what would happen. The last fight between the two older men ended up being similar to a war. He and Neah were stuck in between, unable to decide who to side with.

Cross has known the Campbell triplets since they were kids. Well, to clarify he was Mana's friend and to a certain degree a friend to Neah. The two would never admit it, but they were; while Cross and Adam never got along.

Maybe that's why Cross wanted him to attend the Black Order Academy instead of Ark Academy. He wanted to piss Adam and Neah off, but also needed someone to pay his debt. What a clever bastard. Then again, if it wasn't for Cross forcing him to attend Black Order, he would have never met Kanda. So in a way, he was...god, it hurts to admit it, but he was actually grateful of Cross. If Cross wasn't such a bastard, he might have thanked his godfather. However, he wasn't going to utter those words at all to him.

He didn't want to imagine what Cross would say or think. It would probably just irritated him. It helped that Cross wasn't here at the moment. That man had a talent for disappearing and knowing more than he should about certain situations. Well, at least he was okay with Cross's lack of presence. It gave him a considerable amount of freedom to do whatever and to decide on his own; compared to Neah. Ever since, Mana died and he was sent to live with his other relatives, Neah constantly coddled him. It was sweet of his uncle to do, but he was perfectly capable to walk on his own path and make his own choices.

"So I'm dropping you lovebirds at Yuu-chan house?"

"For fuck's sake stop calling me by my first name and drop the chan! You sound like a fucking weeabo."

"Ah Yuu are so cruel!" Again the strangling commenced in the car, while Lavi was driving. It was never old to make stupid puns at Kanda's first name or irritating the boy. He made it to easy and it always worked. It was hilarious and always made his day.

"Not while he's driving! You're going to get us all killed! Kanda, you know he's only does it to bug you." Lenalee sighed when they finally got Kanda to release his grip on Lavi's throat. This was the third time in a row today that Kanda's tried strangling Lavi. Lavi must have been trying to go for a new record: How many times can I get Kanda to try and kill me and live to tell the tale?

Allen and Kanda got off the car and when the door slammed shut Lavi cackled like a madmen. "Alright kids! Remember to do it safely!" He drove off before the couple could do anything to kill him.

Allen sighed at Lavi's antics as he listened to his boyfriend complain about Lavi. "Stupid rabbit never shuts the fuck up. He needs to learn to mind his own goddamn business!"

He decided to change the subject off the red head. "Have you figured chemistry homework for Komui's class?" They entered the house with Allen following behind Kanda.

Kanda grunted. "Shit no. That sister complex freak assigned so many fucking problems and-" Before he could finish a man that wasn't suppose to be home until next week, threw himself over Kanda.

"Son! I've missed you!"

"Oh fuck no." The arms around him tighten and at that moment Kanda wanted to die. "Why the hell are you here?!" His arms were awkwardly hanging around his side because he didn't want to hug him. In fact, Yuu Kanda didn't hug… well he didn't hug unless there was a seriously good goddamn reason to and that reason better be life threatening. No, his foster father didn't count.

"Kanda! Can you please filter your mouth at least for your father?" Allen scolded, but he was amused how Kanda's foster father could act like this with Kanda's attitude. It was sweet overall their relationship. He knew Kanda didn't mean any of the harsh words that spills from him. It's just the way the Japanese boy acted. Kanda's way of showing affection was odd.

"He's not my father!"

Tiedoll wiped the tears of joy from seeing his son with a tissue. "My work finished earlier than I thought son! Now that I'm back and I've asked your brothers to be home for dinner."

"Can't. I have plans with Moyashi." Kanda prayed and he hardly did that, hell he didn't even believe in God. But it's just for this moment that he'll throw away everything he's stood for to believe in God. So please, see he even added a please, he prayed Moyashi would play along and get Tiedoll off his back.

Apparently his prayer fell on deaf ears because he saw that mischievous glint in Allen's eyes. 'Oh hell no.' He knew where this was going and the words slipped off of Allen's lips before he could interrupt him. "Nonsense Kanda! I couldn't bear to stand getting in the way of your family dinner! You haven't seen your poor father for months!"

Allen knew payback was going to be a bitch, but it was worth seeing the horrified look on Kanda's face and the exuberant look on Tiedoll. That man never looked happier. "Oh bless you! I'm sorry I ruined your plans with Yuu."

"Che. Better be-ow!" He directed his eyes to the sharp pain on his foot. Goddamn Moyashi. Allen tried really hard for him to behave around Tiedoll. Honestly, he didn't completely hate Tiedoll, there could be worse people out there to be his guardian. It's just why does he have to act so fucking annoying?!

"After all, Yuu hardly ever brings anyone back home… in fact! This is the first time I've seen Yuu bring anyone home! How about you join us for dinner as an apology?"

Allen noted that Kanda turned a shade lighter at that suggestion and his smoldering glare burned through him. Clearly, Kanda wanted him to say no. "I would love to Mr. Tiedoll."

"Splendid! And do drop the formality, any friend of my son is a friend of mine! Please you can call me Froi, Moyashi."

Allen did his best to not outwardly cringe at being called that. It wasn't his name. "It's Allen Walker sir. Kanda isn't too good at remembering my name for some reason."

"Oh he gave you a nickname too! You must be real special to my boy."

Kanda sinked into the couch and covered his face with his hands. He couldn't believe his stupid ass "family" was going to meet his boyfriend. Wait, no. Maybe it wouldn't be like that. Maybe Tiedoll thought this was just one of his friends and not his boyfriend. Alright, then this wouldn't be a complete disaster and something to kill himself over.

XXXXXXX

"Che, wipe that shit eating grin off your face Moyashi. You know you're going to regret it." They were waiting in Kanda's room. Actually, it was more as in Kanda retreated into his room to get away from his foster father, until Marie and Daisya arrived.

The smile never left Allen's face and with an innocent pout he asked. "Regret what?" Might as well enjoy the ride then and make it worthwhile. Suddenly, his back was against the wall of Kanda's bedroom and wrist were held together by Kanda's hands.

He felt Kanda's warm, wet mouth smash down hard and roughly over on his own lip. Allen was caught off guard. How could he be doing something like this when Tiedoll was home and soon, his brothers?! He tried pushing and resisting, but that just earned him a growl from Kanda and his knees grinding him to hardness. They parted leaving Allen panting for air and he shivered when he felt a hot breath at his ears. "Payback is a bitch, Allen."

Now that was cruel, but what was even more crueler was that Kanda broke away right when Tiedoll called for them. In a panic frenzy, Allen scrambled into the bathroom leaving a very satisfied smirk on Kanda's face. "Need help Moyashi? Don't worry I'll give them a good fucking reason why you're in the bathroom"

"You're such a wanker Kanda!" God he despised Kanda at times… why did he have to fall for an asshole like him?

It was a good twenty minutes before he went downstairs and he was amazed he got himself to calm down so quickly. Not that he had a choice anyways. He had calmed himself by splashing cold, very cold, water at his face. He even slapped his face to snap out of it. He went downstair, glaring at Kanda briefly before putting on his gentlemanly mask.

"Oh man Kanda, the first person you've ever brought home is that kid, Allen Walker?! No way!"

Allen's face twitched slightly at being called a kid, but no one seemed to notice. He was fifteen! Fifteen years old, an adult! Not bloody five! Sure he was a bit short for his age, but he wasn't that tiny! He still had a few more years of growing. It's not his fault everyone else was so freakishly huge. "Nice to see you too Daisya. Hello Marie."

"Why did you bring Allen?" Daisya persist. Kanda and Allen were famous at the Black Order academy for being rivals. They couldn't stand being the same room together and could never get through the day without a fight. Yet here they were both in his house and a fight hasn't erupted. Something was odd. It was something he needed to know because he knew in his gut that it wasn't like Kanda.

"Why the fuck not?! Do I need some special permission to bring Moyashi here?!"

"We've just settled some of our differences Daisya and we realized we have a bit more in common than we realized." Allen quickly interjected just so Kanda would stop yelling. Really, there was nothing to be upset about.

"So what? Your friends now?"

Marie hummed and smiled. "Hmm, yes friends." God Kanda hated when Marie smiled like that because that meant Marie knew something that he didn't. Marie was pretty sharp even if he was blind and he figured out quickly that he was dating Allen. It actually wasn't hard for Marie to figure it out. Marie believed that they would get together based on their interactions with each other. He spent a few days in paranoia that Marie was going tell someone and even threatened him to stay quiet. The threat was unnecessary, but it sure as hell assured him that he wouldn't say a word.

Dinner proceeded rather well, despite how much a grump Kanda could be and how much of an irritation Daisya could be. Near the end of dinner, Marie smiled again, that one smile Kanda hated from him. "Father did you know Kanda is in a relationship with Allen?"

A horrified expression painted across his face and without thinking he shouted. "Marie! You traitor!" Sudden realization at what he said replaced his horrified expression. Why did he say that? He could have said something different that didn't confirm they were together and at the same time didn't so blatantly denied it. It was strange though, lately a part of him didn't want to deny their relationship and wanted show the world that this Moyashi was his. Then another part agreed with Allen to keep their relationship a secret because they didn't want to deal with people's reactions. It was goddamn paradox and a goddamn pain in the ass. He hated how the man was blind because he couldn't see the death glares he was giving him.

It appears one side of Kanda was stronger than the other.

Allen's hand slapped his forehead. "Bakanda." Kanda just confirmed their relationship. If his family had been a little less smart than they wouldn't have figure it out. Despite how Tiedoll acted and how much of an idiot Daisya was, they weren't stupid.

He and Kanda were on the same boat about their relationship. Allen didn't want his family to know because chaos would ensue. No doubt about it. Though, for Kanda he just didn't want his family to know. They were okay with Lavi and Lenalee, since they were all best friends. Marie found out on his own and he had promised to stay silent...well not anymore.

Marie shrugged, while Daisya laughed so hard that he tipped his chair over causing him to fall onto the floor. Though, the Turkish boy ignored the pain and continued to laugh on the floor. "Kanda this was going to happen eventually. Besides, look how happy the news made father."

Who cares about how happy the news made the old man. He wasn't the least bit thrilled about it and he was going to get Marie for this later. Tears streaked down the old man's face and sniffles were heard. "He's not my father and someone fucking kill me now." Kanda muttered as he mentally prepared himself for what's to come.

"Is this true?! Then, how could you not tell me Yuu! I would have prepared something more wonderful!"

Now Kanda looked defeated and sulked away like some kid with his arms crossing one another. "It's not even that funny you fucker." Daisya was still laughing on the floor the whole time.

"Now Daisya, stop making fun of you brother." Kanda flinched at that word, he didn't want to be associate with that idiot. "In fact Daisya, you should follow your brothers example! Marie has a wonderful woman and now Kanda has a wonderful man! When are you going to find someone?" Daisya rolled his eyes, he hated these talks. He'll find when he meets the right one, until then he'll have his fun.

The next hour Tiedoll kept pestering Allen and Kanda for details about their relationship. Kanda made no effort to supply any answers. So that left Allen to answer all of Tiedoll's questions and he was careful with his replies. Maybe he slipped a little here and there, he wasn't sure, but Kanda kept glaring at him at times. While, Daisya and Marie enjoyed their brother's suffering. It was strange to hear stories about how different Kanda acted. It didn't matter if the person was man, woman, old, young, child, boy, or girl, Kanda treated everyone the same. Yet, it was only to Allen and Alma that he didn't act the same.

Though, even his relationship with Allen and Alma were different. Kanda and Alma had been friends since they kids. They saw each other only as friends and this would be the time Kanda would admit that Alma was like a brother to him. The two still stayed connected through email even though Alma had to return to China.

Kanda glanced tiredly at the clock. It was almost midnight. Jesus, they've been at this for too long. "Enough old man, Moyashi been up way past his bedtime." He grabbed Allen by the arm with a little more force than he intended to. However, could any blame him? He just went through hell in his opinion. He ignored the strings of protest coming from everyone, especially from Allen, who look indignant at the bedtime reference. He took his car keys and Allen shouted his goodbye when he realized he couldn't shake off the strong grip on his arm. "Get in." He opened the car door for Allen and got into the driver's seat.

"Hmm I think that went rather well."

"Che, glad someone had fun."

"Your family isn't nearly as bad as you make them out to be."

"That's because you haven't lived with them."

"They are infinitely less crazy than my family. You only have two brothers, I have several, several cousins." Kanda kept his mouth shut, Allen hardly talked about his family. This was a rare occurrence for him to talk about them and he won't lie, but he was curious. The boy was a mystery at times and full of surprises. Truthfully, that was one of the reasons why Allen caught his eye. "About twelve?" He almost choked on his saliva. Who has that many kids? It seemed Allen read Kanda's mind and laughed at him.

"No! We're not all related by blood! We were all adopted." A nostalgic smile appeared on Allen's face as he went quiet to reminisce about his childhood. "I was adopted by Mana, while the rest were adopted by his two older brothers. Despite how insane they can be, they are truly wonderful people once you get to know them."

"So when can I meet them?"

Allen did a double take. "What?"

"Geez Moyashi can't you hear? I said when can I meet them?"

"I know what you said… I…"

"Well? It's only fair I meet them since you met mine." Kanda smirked, but soon turned to a frown when he realized how uncomfortable Allen was. He couldn't see his face due to the darkness, but he could tell. Was this really something to be nervous about? He decided to see if Allen would answer before the ride was over and if not then he'll let it slide. Honestly, he wasn't exactly dying to see them.

They arrived at the Black Order's Academy dorms and the uneasy silence was getting on his nerve. "Hey." He reached over and touched Allen's cheeks tenderly. His action came at a surprise for Allen and even himself for a moment. "It was a joke. Don't go and overexert that pea sized brain of yours."

A smile stretched across Allen's lips. "You're the one who can't even remember two syllables Bakanda." Quickly, Allen planted a light, chaste kiss against Kanda's cheek with his own cheeks painted a rosy color. "Good night."

He felt Kanda's gaze as he walked towards the gate and made his way towards his dorm building. When he safely made his way inside did Kanda start his car and drive away. This was one of the many sweet quirks Kanda had and one that many didn't noticed. The cold Japanese boy may appear to not care about anyone, but he did. The first time he noticed was when Lavi had forced them all to attend an event somewhere, god he couldn't remember because Lavi dragged them everywhere. Kanda had been forcefully volunteered to drive them to the event and back. They arrived home late and each time he dropped someone off, Kanda would wait a few minutes then drive off. He made sure everyone got home and inside safely. Though, if you confronted the Japanese boy about this, he'd never admit it. Classic Kanda. Because then he'd have to admit that he actually cared about people like Lavi and there was no way he'd ever say that. His image would be destroyed.

He checked to see if his roommate was asleep and appears he wasn't even here. That's good, then he didn't have to be too careful if he was being disruptive. He sighed and dreaded to look at the messages on his phone. The battery had been dead this morning and he didn't have time to charge it and bring it with him. So he left his phone to charge in his dorm room. This meant he was unable to answer any of his dear family messages the whole day. He flipped over the screen revealing 100 new messages and about 50 missed calls. He groaned, he was going to have to look through every single one and Neah was going to kill him. He flopped onto his bed and scanned briefly his inbox. A majority was from Neah, some from Road and Tyki, a bit from his other family members, and a few from his friends. He loved his family, but they could be a bit overprotective of him at times. He wished they would stop treating him like a child even if he was the youngest in the family.

He ignored Neah's messages because he had a feeling what they were about and clicked the first one that wasn't Neah. It was Tyki.

Tyki Mikki

Today

1:00pm- TM: For the love of god shounen , please answer your phone.

He opened one of Road's and yawned drowsily.

Road

Today

1:05pm- RK: Neah is soooo freaking out its hilarious.

1:06pm- RK: I miss u Allen! Cant u come home earlier? *Emoticon

1:06pm- RK: Dad got me new dolls and I cant wait to show u! 3

After reading her message, his eyes didn't have the strength to stay open and he allowed sleep to overtake him. The last thing on his mind was Road's message about her new dolls... let's just say he had a nightmare.