` I am going back to the past and trying to fix a wrong that was done when Jason and Liz made love and Jake was born. I think that Liz should have stayed with Jason then and made their lives together then. They both loved each other and were both hurt by the people who said they loved them. Out of this love came their son. Jason should have been there for every step and once Elizabeth divorces Lucky the two should be married. I hope you like this fan fiction. Carolyn
Jason had decided to go check up on Sam. When he saw her in her mother's home having sex with her step-father it did something to the way he viewed her. She was the not the woman that he loved and he knew deep down that she never was the one. He was still in love with Elizabeth. Jason was not sure how he felt seeing Sam with Ric but knew that he couldn't stay there another minute. He went back home and decided to drink that memory away.
Elizabeth and Lucky were having problems. Lucky had starting using drugs and needing his next fix he looked to Maxie to help him. Elizabeth walked into their apartment that they shared with their son, Cameron. Lucky and Maxie were having sex in the bed that Elizabeth shared with Lucky. They were too involved with each other to even notice she was there. She turned around and realized she had nowhere to go. Cam was with her Grams and she was truly grateful for that. She couldn't face her grandmother who adored Lucky. She started walking around and decided that she needed to see her best friend, Jason. He had always been there for her and she prayed that he would be there for her again.
The power was out all over the city so she had to walk up the stairs to the penthouse. It was worth it because she needed to see a friendly face. She knocked lightly on the door and Jason didn't hear it. She knocked a little louder and Jason went to the door. She stood there looking at him like she had lost her best friend. He looked the same and found in each other what the other wanted and needed in the moment.
"I am sorry to disturb you but I need you. I feel that whenever I am hurt that you are the person who I can turn to and tell the truth. You will listen to me no matter what I say whether it makes any sense or not. I found Lucky in our bed with Maxie. I can't go back home. I don't know what I want to do but I need you to help me stop hurting." Jason gave her that knowing smile and got her something to drink. She took a couple of sips of the burning liquid and it seemed to calm her wounded soul. He took a gulp of same bourbon that he had given Elizabeth and felt the calmness within him.
"I think that the two of us are having the same kind of night. I just found Sam having sex with Ric. There is no going back from that. The fact that she cheated on me is not that bad but with her stepfather. This is way too much to handle without this stuff. I want you to know that you can always come see me whenever you want. You don't need a reason. Do you want me to get one of the bedrooms ready for you? I have a couple of them if you want to go to sleep. You look exhausted." Elizabeth didn't say a word but went into Jason's arm and kissed him. Once the two of them started there was no going back. Jason felt that he couldn't stop what was about to happen. If there was going to be a clear head it was going to have to be Elizabeth who said no.
"I want you to make love to me, Jason. I want you to hold me and just love me. You always make me feel safe and I want to be in your arms, right now." Jason didn't need any more words to come out of her mouth. She was all his and he was going to take his time tonight to make her feel like she was the only woman on earth for him. He truly felt that fate had did this so the two of them could finally be together.
The next morning, Jason woke up with Elizabeth in his arms. It felt so right and he couldn't believe that last night wasn't some weird dream caused by all the alcohol that he had drank. Elizabeth started to stir and woke up to the most amazing man that she had ever known. She thought at first that she would be ashamed of what they had done but she didn't feel that way. She felt alive for the first time in a very long time.
"I want you to know that I am so glad that I walked up here last night and that we made love. I love you Jason and have loved you for so long that I am not sure exactly when it started. I should feel guilty about this but I don't. Lucky was my past but I want you to be my present and my future." Jason looked at her like she had made all of his dreams come true. He kissed her and they started to make love again. A few hours later, Lucky called Elizabeth up and asked her where she had been. He was worried about her.
"Lucky, I have realized that going back to you was a mistake. A mistake that I am going to take care of. I will be at our apartment to pick up my and Cameron's things and I moving to a new place. Don't try to talk me out of it. Tell Maxie she won and I am not playing any more games with the two of you." Lucky tried to deny what Elizabeth was saying but knew she was right.
Jason went downstairs as Sam was walking into his place like she owned it. "You need to leave me your key and leave. I saw you last night having sex with your step-father. I don't want to see or talk to you again. I will have one of my guys pack your stuff up and send it to your mother's house. I am sure she must be your biggest fan right now. You make me sick." Elizabeth stayed upstairs out of sight but she heard everything.
Sam started to go towards the stairs and Jason stopped her. "Leave, Sam. I am not kidding you. You need to leave." Sam saw the empty bottles on the floor and then she saw some women's clothing that was not hers.
"Who do you not want me to see? I know someone is here because her clothes are still here. How do you get off talking to me this way when you were cheating on me? I think that I deserve to see my competition."
"I don't owe you anything. You and I are finished. There is the door, use it." Sam could see that he was truly angry and hurt by what he saw and realized that she needed him to cool off and then she would apologize and things would go back to the way they were. That was until Elizabeth walked down the stairs wearing one of Jason's t-shirts. When Sam saw it was Elizabeth that he had turned too well all bets were off.
"How dare you sleep with my boyfriend? Don't you have somewhere else you could have gone too? I bet Lucky is going to have a fit because of this. Don't you even care about him? I know that you don't care if you hurt me but what has Lucky ever done to you but love you. You don't deserve him and definitely not my man. You need to leave right now." Sam then went over to Elizabeth and slapped her. Elizabeth slapped her back and the two were at it. Jason pulled the two women apart and called for his guard.
"Make sure that Samantha does not come back here. She is leaving and make sure she leaves her key with you. I also need you to pack up her stuff and have it sent to her mother's place." He then looks at Elizabeth to make sure she is okay. He looked at Sam in disgust. Sam is hurt and she wants them to hurt back. Sam leaves but Jason knows that she will be back. The problem was he didn't know when or how.
Jason and Elizabeth went over to the couch and relaxed. They both knew that soon everyone would know about them and that there cozy little love nest would not be so cozy anymore. Jason had one of his guards bring Elizabeth home to help her pack. She was then going to her grandmother's place to get Cameron and tell her grandmother what was going on. She wanted to tell her and not have her hear from Sam where she was going to be living and with who she was going to be living with.
The apartment was empty which made the packing a lot easier. The second part of the trip was going to be a bit harder. She knew how her Grams felt about Jason and also about Lucky. She knew that she would never understand it.
She knocked on her grandmother's door and went into the home. Cameron was awake and happy to see his mother. Her grandmother had already received a phone call from Lucky and so she was aware of the problem but was still shocked to see where her granddaughter intended to take her child and herself to live.
"Lucky called and so I assume that you will be moving in here with me? You are always welcome here but I think that you should forgive Lucky and go back home to him. That is where you belong." Elizabeth knew that she just had to spit it out and then leave. She knew that her grandmother was blame her and not Lucky. She just had to let her grandmother deal with it and hopefully she would understand why she was going to live with Jason. She loved him and she knew that he loved her and Cam.
"Grams, I was not planning on living here with you. I am moving in with Jason. I love him and I realized that I kept going back to Lucky because I believed that I owed him. I saw him in bed with Maxie last night and realized that I deserved to be loved and to love someone. I love Jason and he loves me. I know you will not agree with me but that is how it's going to be. Lucky and I are through. I love you Grams but I will not go back to Lucky. I have to go." Elizabeth left her grandmother stunned by what just happened.
Elizabeth and Cameron made to Jason's penthouse and was surprised to see Emily there. She heard her best friend and Jason arguing about her and Lucky. She made her presence known and also Cam's presence. "I am back and looks who is with me. I just picked him up from Gram's house. I have our stuff and I am so glad that everything is out in the open." Emily just stared at her best friend like she was crazy.
"Why are you here with my brother? I thought you loved Lucky?" Elizabeth went over to Emily and put her arm around her. She looked at Jason and he knew that the two of them needed to talk it out.
"I am going to take Cameron and show him his new bedroom. I think that we might have some toys up there that he would like to see. Come on Cam. Let's check out your room." Jason carried Cam up the stairs and showed him around while Elizabeth and Emily talked it out with each other.
"Emily, I want you to know that I love your brother. Jason means the world to me. Lucky is my past and Jason is my future. We both had a rough night last night and I found myself walking here and now I know that I want to be here. I want you to be happy for us but if you can't then I will understand. I just want you to understand if I have to choose between the two of you I will choose Jason." Emily looked like Elizabeth had just slapped her. She looked at Elizabeth with tears in her eyes and left the penthouse.
Jason and Cam came down the stairs a few minutes later. "I am sorry about that. I didn't want to make you have to choose between my sister and me. Thank you for putting us first." Elizabeth went into Jason's arms and just hugged him close. Cam was feeling left out and so he went and got in between them. They all laughed and hugged each other. Jason had never felt as happy as he did right then. He just hoped that it could last.