Ok, I wish there was a way i could apologize in words that showed how sorry I am for my lack of activity the last few years..

It's pained me greatly to not be able to update, but my life is a never ending shitstorm.

the best summary i can give is ive been trying very hard not to cave into the strong feeling of just killing myself.
I've read around distractions or goals can help keep me from this itch. So to try and help myself I want to get back to writing. Now that I have a working laptop again this should be alot easier than using my phone like before. (Last three chapters i did on my phone i believe).

I'll be working on the next chapter after this is posted and i hope to have it up soon after if not tomorrow. More chapters will hopefully follow suit.
I also plan on making another version of this where Izaya is a male and it's an Omegaverse (Totally not a slut for Omegaverse -cough cough-) anyway, I again apologize for not posting things, I'm hoping to get back to this and finish it.

Much love, John