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Chapter One- Dreams

She couldn't exactly remember the moment her heart broke. She couldn't remember the moment she felt all hope was lost. She did remember the moment her whole world fell apart. She remembered the moment he stood in front of her, sword in hand. She remembered the moment he called out to his people begging them to see the destruction they were causing. If only they could hear him. She could still hear the echoes of his strong princely voice commanding his people to cease their pointless actions. She remembered the moment another sword appeared glistening as the fallen moon shone its bright light for the last time. She remembered an evil smile from a wicked woman who was jealous of a love she would never have, a love she would never know. It was all so quick and yet, it was painfully slow for her as the sword struck his flesh. He didn't have time to react; he couldn't as he was so concerned for her safety.

She remembered the moment he felt his for where the blow had landed on his body placing his hand in front of his eyes and watching the blood trickle from his fingers. It took all her might to stifle a scream. She recalled the moment he started to fall. He fell backwards into her arms while still holding out the hand that was covered in blood. Collapsing to the ground she held him close to her. His sword had fallen by his side with a thud to the ground. It was the loudest noise she could hear amongst all the battles that were taking place. Her once beautiful white gown was now smeared with dirt and the blood of her love, her life, her prince. The dark prince looked up at her with his deep blue eyes. He struggled to keep his eyes open and kept gulping back blood. His beautiful princess should never look this sad, never, it was a crime against all that was right and true in the world.

'Serenity….my love' Serenity placed a hand on his cheek. He closed his eyes momentarily taking in all the precious warmth from her sweet hand.

'Please, don't leave me' he heard the worry in her voice, the anxiety. It was killing him knowing the truth of his state. The blow dealt was deadly, a precise strike. Damn it he had trained long enough to know what a deadly strike was!

He could feel the warm tears fall on his face. She was crying, crying for all of them. All her friends were dead and his friends. Their whole Kingdom was destroyed and for what? For the jealousy of a callous woman! They would have brought peace, together but it seemed happy endings aren't real. Serenity couldn't hold back her tears. She could see he was struggling to stay awake. He was having difficulty breathing but he kept awake for her. He took the hand that was on his cheek and kissed it gently.

'I love you Serenity, I love you so much….' He started to cough up violently which made Serenity start to shake.

'We may not have had the chance to be together in this world but I promise you, I will find you in whatever world we wake up in and we will be together again, I promise you Serenity…..I promise you…..' He closed his eyes as Serenity kissed him softly on the lips. As they parted she felt him give out his last breath. It came out slowly but once it was gone, that was the moment Serenity felt her life, her world fall apart.

It didn't take long for her to decide to pick up his fallen sword. She didn't think about her mother who was still alive fighting for all of them. She didn't see Venus struggling to reach her princess before that fateful moment. All she saw was Endymion, his warm blue eyes looking at her, stretching out his hand to her, calling her to him to be with him because that was what she really wanted, to be with him. She looked up towards the sky, her own blue eyes with a steely determination. This was it; there was truly nothing else to live for. And in her grief she took her own life with the sword of her great love, Endymion.

Usagi woke up from her dream and rubbed her eyes. Thankfully this time she didn't wake up screaming. Usually she would wake up sweating and yelling waking Luna up. She never told Luna her dreams, she didn't want to, she didn't feel she had to, they were her dreams. Rubbing a sweaty hand on her leg she pulled her pink bunny cover off her. It was early in the morning and usually she would have just gone back to sleep but not this time. This time she decided to get ready early. Ikuko of course would be up already making everyone breakfast. She was the perfect housewife and a loving mother. Usagi felt truly privileged although there were times her mother scared the life out of her, mostly when she came home with bad grades.

Luna woke up a little while later to see Usagi changing. Usagi had a quick shower and now was thinking about wearing her midi-length pink dress. She was also thinking about going to the arcade. She wanted something sweet to eat, yes that would bring her mind back to reality. Luna watched her thoughtfully as Usagi took out a white cardigan and then put on a white pair of flats.

'Usagi, where are you going?' Usagi turned round and smiled at Luna.

'I was thinking about the Arcade, I'm sure the girls were thinking of meeting there today or maybe that café Motoki bought recently' The Senshi was still reeling from the revealing of Sailor Venus, Minako. There hadn't been another attack since and they had all found out that Sailor Venus was not in fact the princess so the hunt continued.

'Usagi, I am worried about you' Usagi brushed aside Luna's concern.

'There is nothing to worry about, really, I am fine' Luna knew better than what Usagi would reveal but decided not to push it. Walking downstairs Usagi kissed her mother's cheek and took a toast.

'Someone is up early' Ikuko smiled.

'I just couldn't get back to sleep' Ikuko looked at her daughter with concern.

'Are you ok Usagi?' that was a hard question to answer. Usagi wasn't ok, not since these dreams had become more intense. She needed to find out who this Endymion was and why did he look like….no….she really didn't want to think about it. And the princess, she could never get a good look at her.

'You seem to have a lot on your mind, maybe when you're ready we can talk. I am here for you Usagi, never forget that' Usagi looked up at her mother and then got up and hugged her.

'I love you mama' Ikuko felt a warm glow within her stomach but then it was gone when her daughter walked out the house.

'I do worry about her…..' Luna looked on sadly at Ikuko.

Usagi didn't notice Luna following her. To be honest, Usagi expected Luna to follow; Luna was her guardian after all. Approaching the Café she instantly noticed a certain handsome dark haired man drinking his normal dark coffee. Their eyes instantly met as he pushed up his glasses and then took them off. Usagi felt a cold shiver run down her back as he continued to watch her.

'Hey Usagi-chan, do you want something to drink?' Motoki came out wiping a cup clean. His smiling face always made Usagi feel at ease.

'You know, I want to try a Mocha, its coffee and chocolate isn't it?' Motoki nodded

'Yeah, sounds like your kinda drink' Usagi nodded as she looked for a seat.

'Come on Odango, I don't bite' Usagi cast a cold gaze towards Mamoru as he used her long hated nickname. She still felt inclined to take him up on his offer so she didn't question sitting opposite him. He had two books based on gemstones. One was opened with a sheet of paper inside and the other was closed.

'What are you reading about?' Mamoru sipped his coffee and then placed it down as he looked at the book again to refresh his memory.

'It's a book on gemstones. I find them fascinating and have started my own collection. I am currently reading about Jadeite, or Jade as you may know it' Usagi nodded.

'Didn't they use that stuff in China, you know not just for jewellery but also sculpting pieces, it's a revered stone isn't it?' Mamoru nodded surprised at her knowledge'

'Yes, green is also a very precious colour in China so this stone is extremely valuable, maybe more valuable than diamonds to them' Usagi looked behind her and saw Motoki was just finishing up with her Mocha.

'What other Gems were you reading about' Mamoru quirked an eyebrow impressed she wasn't bored yet.

'Well, I recently read that Nephrite is another form of Jade, a less valuable version which I found interesting but I also found this beautiful stone' Mamoru flipped the book over to show Usagi a big pink gemstone. Its colour was brilliant and Usagi couldn't help but gasp at how lovely it was.

'What is it called?' Mamoru inwardly laughed at how awe struck his Odango-Atama was.

'It's a Kunzite, a gemstone that was often used by high-end retailers, it's a beautiful stone' Usagi nodded and then she turned the pages and reached section 'T' and saw another stone.

'Oh this one is nice' Mamoru looked at the stone in question and smiled.

'That's Tanzanite, it's another version of the Zoisite stone' Usagi looked at Mamoru open mouthed.

'You know so much' Mamoru smiled and then he noticed another look cross her face, a look of realisation maybe?

He didn't know that Usagi was thinking about the very names he had just mentioned. Kunzite, Nephrite, Zoisite and Jadeite, Queen Beryls generals. What a coincidence that was. She could have sworn she had also heard these names in a dream once. She felt no fear when he said their names. They felt familiar in fact. Now why was that?

Hi guys

I only thought about this story recently and thought why not put it up? I am not sure if I will leave it as a one shot or continue a story. I just noticed that there isn't really a Mamo/Usa story amongst any I have written and I really wanted to write one that was more of a love story but still intense.

Hopefully you guys like it and I will see if I can do a chapter two, I came up against writers block for Tears of Selene Two as I need to re-write chapter two of it. This is a story that has elements from the manga, the 90's anime and Sailor Moon Crystal. The Shitennou are in it with pairings which is where the Sailor Moon Crystal element comes in.

If you get the chance to review that would be very much appreciated :)

Will see you all soon :)