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Emily and JJ had been dating for a few months now. 5 months to be exact. They had grown closer to each other and things were going great.

So far, they had opened up to each other, they had cried on each other's shoulder and they had told all their secrets to each other, or so Emily thought.

What Emily didn't know was that JJ was hiding something big about her past from Emily.

Today was their day off. Emily was planning on taking JJ out for lunch, then taking a simple walk through the park.

She was currently in the kitchen making breakfast, while JJ was taking a shower. Emily herself had already taken a shower and was just waiting for JJ.

As soon as she finished making breakfast, JJ showed up.

"Right on time, breakfast's ready." Emily said with a smile.

JJ half-smiled back at her as they sat down to have breakfast.

As soon as they had finished breakfast, they washed their plates.

Emily had just finished washing hers, when she felt JJ's arms wrap around her waist, her chin rest on her shoulder and she could swear she heard JJ sigh.

Emily smiled and turned around, facing JJ. She tucked a lock of JJ's hair behind her ear and kissed her lips, softly and chastely.

When she pulled back and looked into JJ's eyes, she could see a little bit of sadness there. She had seen a lot of it lately, but only she could see it, because only she knew how to read JJ.

Ever since they had gotten back from a case where the UnSub had murdered three men who were abusing their children, JJ hadn't been herself. Even during the case, she had been kind of off. Emily had asked many times, during and since the case, if she was okay and JJ would just put on a fake smile and pretend like everything was fine.

Even when Emily tried to simply hold her, she seemed like she didn't really want physical contact with anybody.

And that's when she remembered something.

"Honey, can I ask you something?" Emily asked.

JJ nodded as she looked at Emily with a little bit of curiosity.

"What were you dreaming about last night?" Emily asked, taking in JJ's reaction.

This caused JJ to take a step back with a look on her face, that Emily couldn't quite put her finger on.

"Wha-what do you men?" JJ asked, stuttering.

"I heard you mumble last night, just before you screamed my name. But then I held you and assured you I was right there and you calmed down and held onto me." Emily explained.

"I don't remember." JJ stated, but Emily knew she was lying.

Emily stepped forward, grabbing both of JJ's hands.

"Sweetheart, you know you can tell me if there's something bothering you, right?" Emily asked.

JJ looked away, but then she did something that completely shocked Emily.

When Emily raised her hand to cup her cheek, JJ flinched away and closed her eyes.

Emily couldn't move. She was frozen in place. She was completely shocked. How could JJ think she'd hit her? Had she done anything that would make JJ think she'd be capable of hurting her? She had so many questions running through her mind, but she couldn't even find her voice to ask them.

Slowly, JJ reopened her eyes and they immediately watered.

"I'm sorry." Was all JJ whispered before she ran out the door.

Emily finally recovered from her shock and ran after JJ.

"JJ! Wait!" Emily yelled as JJ ran faster.

"Please, just leave me alone! It's not you, it's me!" JJ yelled back as she continued running and Emily could hear tears in her voice, but Emily wasn't about to give up. She started running faster and faster.

She was finding it hard to catch up with JJ, since JJ had a head-start, but finally she caught up with her just as JJ had ran onto the sand on the beach.

Emily grabbed her arm and JJ immediately turned around with pleading eyes.

"I'm sorry, Em. Please don't be mad. I love you, I don't know why I had that reaction. I'm so sorry!" JJ cried.

Emily immediately let go of JJ's arm and hugged her close to her chest.

"I'm not mad at you, baby. I promise." Emily whispered in her ear.

JJ just cried as Emily held her close.

"Let's take a walk." Emily suggested.

JJ agreed and they started walking across the beach, feeling the sand on their feet and hearing the noise of the waves, calming the both of them.

A/N: So there ya go. Hope you liked the beginning. Let me know what you think :) And let me know what you think of my video that I mentioned in the 1st A/N.

A/N 2: Sorry it took so long to start a new story. And BTW, I will be updating on every weekend, if possible.