notes : Well dear readers this is the last chapter, I would like to thank everyone who has read this fanfiction and those who have left such kind reviews, I appreciate every one of them, did you know this fanfiction was originally a one shot but you all loved it enough for me to continue it. I have an idea for my next story which I hope you lovely people will check out, follow me to see when I start on it. The fanfiction will be called " A Demons Realm " and the idea is that Sebastian can't bear to take Ciel's soul and he also doesn't want him to be sent to hell. Thankyou all so much ~ Blaire.

Continuing three years after the previous chapter

Ciel Phantomhive Pov

It was early winter and the tree's had been plucked bare, violent wisps of wind swaying them swiftly. The breeze causing the snowflakes falling to dance across the pale sky in bundles of white.

"Tanaka where are the children?"

"Lady robin, they are currently playing in the recreation room"

"Alright I'll check on them in a few minutes"

Tanaka bowed and left accordingly. He had been appointed the head butler of the Phantomhive Household ever since Sebastian had left.

It was the twin's birthday which meant it had been three years since he had seen those Crimson orbs, that amused smirk and the raven strands of hair that he had so missed. Though as much as Ciel missed the demon, he held an awful lot of resentment against him. He had left him, left him at the birth of his children with a scarce kiss of farewell whilst he was in pure agony.

Ciel was seventeen now, he was still a child himself and yet he was a mother to two children.

He hadn't celebrated his birthday even though it was a few days before. As "Lady Robin" he hadn't bothered to make her a birthday and no one had asked for it, the servents had taken to him in this form rather quickly after he had explained that "Ciel" was away on a company tour around the world and wouldn't be back any time soon. He had wrote a few letters each year to the manor from Ciel to keep them happy including Elizabeth who had suffered his loss the most.

Snow was falling harshly now outside his office window, it was a blizzard and he could clearly see trails of snowflakes across the manor gardens which were now stripped bare of any greenery. He had finished the last of the paperwork under the candle light and it was almost time for tea.

Ciel just stared outside, the twilight dimming to blackness, tears welling in his eyes as they did each year. Everything reminded him of that damned demon, even his own children that he loved so dearly made his eyes sparkle with the memories he tried to forget.

It hadn't been an easy few years, after the birth of the twins which he believed he wouldn't make it through, he had to adjust to his new life. He was stuck as a female for one, which he actually didn't mind anymore, the corsets had been a hard compromise however, he had invested in expanding the funtom company into a clothes branch, this included a soft corset that actually allowed circulation. He had, had multiple proposals of marriage from different earls he hadn't even heard of and others he had known well as "Ciel", it was awkward to say the least, they seemed to leave him alone after the polite declines however. The cat ears he still retained he could cover up with in a moment, he had managed to become an expert at hiding them now and he doubted even his children had seen them.

Then there was being a single mother to two demonic children, though he loved them more than anything they could be a handful. Especially Isabelle, she took after Sebastian after all.

With that thought in mind Ciel made his way to the recreation room, and was surprised when he opened the door to see Isabelle calmly watercolouring she was completely focused, her raven locks curled themselves down past her shoulders in waves. She had taken to art well and it seemed the only thing that would keep her out of mischief for a while.

Oscar was playing with his funtom bunny in the corner. He was very shy and never caused much trouble, unless he was refused his sweets. He definitely took after Ciel in that aspect. His sweet tooth and his shaggy grey blue hair was ever so similar to his own.

"Mum" they yelled in union as soon as he entered, Scarlet orbs gazing at him.

Their red eyes could only be seen by Ciel, to everyone else they looked a chestnut brown.

"I believe its time for cake" he smiled and saw the childrens face light up as they ran downstairs screaming in delight.

Ciel just laughed and followed. He smiled and laughed more with the children than he had in his entire life even though dark thoughts clouded his mind, his children would be immortal and he would die with in a century. Would he really be able to see them grow up in that time? Demons seemed to age remarkably quickly. For three year olds they had the mind of an eight or nine year old.

They made their way to the tea room, it had been decorated with balloons and ribbon in every colour that twirled and cascaded down the walls.

Everyone had gathered, The servents : Tanaka, Mey-rin, Bardroy and Finny. Then there was Elizabeth beaming at him and gesturing for him to come closer. She had been the most difficult person to convince, he had felt awful decieving her after everything he had already put her through. She had accepted after a few months that Ciel had left and that "Lady Robin" The cousin she had never known, existed. She was happy enough being an aunt to his children and so thats how they stayed, in a circle of deception, he would live his life.

He of course played the part well. He moved forward to hug Lizzy and smile sweetly at her.

"Robin!" she spoke excitedly

"Lizzy, how are you?"

"Very well thankyou!" she smiled

"Aunt Lizz!" Isabelle ran and encaptured Elizabeth in her arms. The children loved her as much as she loved them, she would often visit and play with them in her free time. In turn the children kept her distracted from thinking of "Ciel" too much.

"Happy birthday you little rascals, I bring presents!"

She pointed towards the nearby table stacked with gifts, some in wrapped in cheerful pink and others wrapped in sapphire blue. Each one tightly bound in silver ribbon.

"You spoil them" Ciel said smiling at the twin's reactions to the pile of gifts infront of them.

"Heheh well you can't have enough presents on your birthday, you can open them after we have some cake alright?"

"Thankyou aunty" spoke Oscar

"Thankyou!" followed Izzy

Soon after, tanaka walked through with a three layer chocolate cake, one for each year. Decorated in white chocolate flowers and stars. On top stood six candles, three for each child.

"Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you"

Ciel saw something flicker at the window

"Happy birthday dear Izzy and Oscar"

A figure dressed in black

"Happy birthday to you"

Everyone joined in, cheers were done and the children unwrapped their presents.

~ It's been a long day I need some sleep.. My imagination is running wild.. ~

Ciel didn't know why it bothered him so much.. he was feeling weird, something in the depths of his stomach ached, it was as if his very soul hurt.

His right eye felt warm.. too warm.. too hot.. burning.

He hadn't bothered to cover up his eye after his transformation, the only reason he did so before was that Elizabeth and Madam Red would have seen the difference in his eye colour. No one had ever seen Robin before so no one cared to question the purple eye that no longer glowed.

~ I have a bad feeling about this.. ~

"Children please go play upstairs for a few minutes"

"Aww.. but.." Izzy started

"Please? I promise to read you a bed time story as soon as its time for sleep"

"Fineee.."

Isabelle left to climb the stairs, Oscar followed shortly after a hug from Ciel.

Then all who was left was Elizabeth, the servents had dispersed already. So Ciel said his farewells to his cousin and had Tanaka show her out after a long embrace. She was tired enough to comply without comment.

He really did appreciate how much Elizabeth was there for them even when she was going through so much herself.

Ciel attempted to make his way to the stairway opposite the main doors but fell to his knees.

His eye throbbed in pain, it hadn't hurt this much since the creation of the contract.

~ Sebastian?.. ~

"My lady are you quite alright?" spoke Tanaka, his brow was furrowed in concern.

With that the door burst open and Sebastian stood looking down at Ciel, a longing look etched into his features.

All Ciel could do was breathe, he felt dizzy and it was all too much as he stared at the familiar figure before him.

"Im.. fine.." Ciel stood, holding the banister for support.

"Tanaka.. go check on the children.."

Tanaka looked from Sebastian, back to Ciel before bowing and heading upstairs with a half surprised expression on his lips.

"Ciel.." he moved forward untill he was beside him, close enough for Ciel to reach out and touch him.

The pain in his chest increased.

How many times had Ciel dreamt of Sebastian returning.. How many times had he awoken feeling disappointed.

Ciel reached out and slapped him, hard across the face.

"Y..You bastard"

Sebastian didn't even flinch.

"Ciel, please.."

"Three.. years.. you left me.." Tears trailed down his cheeks as he slid down to the ground once more.

Sebastian knelt down before carrying on.

"I promise you Ciel, I didn't want to leave you" he spoke calmly, as composed as ever.

"Then why did you!? Bastard, you had the audacity to leave me at the birth of our own children.."

"You were dying"

"What? that's your excuse? Im not dead!"

"Because I prevented it.. we didn't have time to perform the ritual, a human can't give birth to two demons.. So I made a deal with my father in order to save you.."

"But.. how? then where have you been.."

"I've spent the last six years in hell, time moves slower there than it does here.. It was the worst torture I could have had to endure, to leave you. But that was the deal, I would spend time in hell and you would live"

Ciel was speechless.

"I thought you had forgotten me.." he spoke timidly, tears still continuing to stream down his reddened cheeks.

Sebastian closed the space between them, embracing him so tightly he thought he would suffocate.

"Never"

The pain in his chest dispersed, his eye stopped burning and the empty hole he never knew he had was filled. He felt whole again.

"Se..Sebastian" Ciel wrapped his arms around his butlers neck with all his strength, allowing him to lift him from the floor and to his feet and wiping the tears from his cheeks with a gloved hand. He looked exactly the same as he always had.

"Lady Robin" he smirked, the smirk Ciel had missed so much, before leaning down and encapturing the young girl in a kiss, a short burst of passion before drawing apart at the sound of children.

Oscar ran down the stairs and held onto Ciels arm.

"Mummy, Izzy took my rabbit, its mine because it has the eye patch and hers has the ribbon.."

Ciel just smiled fondly at him as he heard Izzy follow.

"He's lying its on his bed.." she spoke dryly

She came to a stop next to Ciel, seeing the stranger that stood close by.

Sebastian just stood motionlessly as he took in his children for the first time. Staring fondly at how much of a mother Ciel had become.

"Children.. this.. is your father.."

They both stared blankly for a moment at Ciel, before he nodded and gestured at Sebastian.

"Pfft prove it, can you do special stuff too?" Izzy commented

Sebastian just smiled softly bending to pick Isabelle up and then he continued to throw her high up into the air with a demons speed, swirling and spinning her around all while she giggled uncontrollably. Once Sebastian was satisfied she was happy he gently placed her back upon her feet and she hugged him.

"I'm Isabelle but you can call me Izzy" she spoke excitedly still slightly dizzy.

Oscar was shy, hiding behind Ciel, his face peaking round to see the strange man.

"Its alright Oscar, go ahead"

The small boy walked forward slightly and introduced himself.

"Hi.. Im Oscar.." before walking closer and leaning in to hug him.

Sebastian smiled, cradling his children in both arms.

"Well aren't you two a troublesome pair" he spoke softly

Izzy just smiled mischieveously as they withdrew and Oscar moved to stand beside Ciel.

Ciel let out a breath he hadn't known he was holding.

"Okay bed time, I'll be up shortly to read to you alright?"

"Okay" Oscar spoke, heading back upstairs.

"Fine.." Izzy followed after and they raced to the top.

After a short silence Sebastian continued.

"They're perfect"

"Yes.. they are" Ciel responded.

"Im sorry I had to leave you alone to care for them by yourself.."

"Its.. alright, Sebastian?"

"Yes, Ciel?"

"Kiss me"

"With pleasure" he purred softly as he encaptured Ciels lips once more in his own, caressing his face with a gloved hand.

Time seemed to revert back, as if nothing had ever changed.

A soft tingle fell down Ciel's spine as the heated passion grew between them, he had missed this, he had missed everything about Sebastian and now he just wanted to feel the demon against him.

Without Ciel's knowledge he had been picked up and cradled against Sebastian's chest as he moved to enter the study, closing the door swiftly behind him.

Ciel broke the kiss, gasping for air. Leaning to lay his head on Sebastian's shoulder.

"My my, missed me?

Ciel blushed, his cheeks tinted a soft pink.

Sebastian led Ciel upon the desk, softly tracing his arms with careful fingers. Ciel shivered at the touch of cotton against his skin.

Sebastian brought each gloved hand to his mouth and bit seductively upon them before pulling them off with his teeth as his bare hands fumbled with Ciel's dress.

With in moments Sebastian had his dress off, his stockings down, his corset loose and before he knew it he was bare and Sebastian had enveloped him in another kiss, this one burning with a fierce flare of emotion and heat that it melted their lips together, they fit perfectly into one another. Sebastian moved to bite his bottom lip softly, causing a sharp moan to escape the squirming body beneath him. Sebastian used this to his advantage as he pushed his tongue into Ciel's slightly open mouth, teasing him till he was flustered.

Sebastian then kissed a trail down to where two rosy buds stood out promptly. His ebony nails contrasting clearly against his pale porcelain skin as his fingers brushed over Ciel's nipples, squeezing his breasts playfully.

"Mph.. S..Sebastian just take me already"

Sebastian didn't need to be told twice, as he unbuttoned his shirt and unzipped himself, freeing his hardened member.

"Tell me what you want Ciel" Sebastian gazed at him with lust clouded eyes.

"I want.. I want you inside of me.." he all but begged.

"I suppose that shall have to do" he smirked, and with that Sebastian positioned himself at Ciel's moistened entrance and thrusted deeply inside of him without any further preparation, it was a tight fit, without Sebastian stretching him first it was almost suffocating his member but the pleasure was overwhelming and he had to force himself to stay still as Ciel adjusted to his length that was throbbing inside of shock of penetration causing two fluffled ears to appear, twitching softly in annoyance at they're appearance.

"I definitely missed these" Sebastian whispered, before biting gently on the tip of one of his kitten ears.

"Ahmph.. Sebastian" he whimpered quietly

"My dearest Ciel.." he spoke before pulling almost out and thrusting slowly back in, repeating this until he felt Ciel move against him, still gently fondling the furry appendages that sat gracefully upon his head.

Ciel shivered at his name being used, a name he was no longer used to, that he missed being said in the deep seductive tones of Sebastian's voice.

Sebastian kissed him again, softly then more passionately, muffling the moans escaping his reddened lips.

"Mine" Sebastian spoke.

"Nph, ter..territorial..ah.. much" he responded rather flustered, his cheeks darkening to red hues.

Ciel just moaned in response as the thrusts became more rapid, until Sebastian was hitting his sweet spot with such force that he screamed and came, Sebastian still continuing to thrust deeply into the child, following into his own climax.

Sebastian led next to Ciel, pulling the shuddering heap against his chest in an attempt to comfort him and calm his breathing.

They led like that for endless minutes, enjoying the presence of one another in content silence for a few moments.

Then Sebastian spoke.

"Do you forgive me Ciel?"

"Tch, Like you even need to ask" he whispered, pulling himself closer into Sebastians embrace.

"I love you so much, Ciel" he looked down at him fondly, gently caressing the softly curled kitten ears that sat upon his head, nestled against wisps of cyan grey hair.

"I love you too.. damned demon.." he smiled.

~ The end ~

note : Thank you so much for reading this, it has taken me countless hours to write, so please leave a review if you enjoyed as this is the end of our journey together, Thanks ~ Blaire.