I just finish writing this in all one go. I wrote a lot and I'm going to upload them right now as different chapters. It should be 4 to 5 chapters depending in how I want it. The first chapter is the longest it gets shorter from there but it will get long again when we get into the next setting.( read the story and next setting will make sense)

Disclaimer: I do not own twilight, I am not making money off of this

IMPORTANT: I forgot. I'm excited to write this that why I'm up at 12:42 at night typing on my phone and listening to my love by sia. However if I don't get 2 reviews with more than 2 words I won't post any new chapters. This has quickly become my policy. Which is ironic because I just wrote my first fanfiction 4 hours ago and I already have a policy. Goodnight

Water hits my face washing away the tears and relaxing my tense muscles. Water runs over my hair and makes its way slowly down my back like a waterfall. This is how i spend my mornings. waking up early from a restless night and basking in the warmth of the shower water. I toss my hair into a bun and put on some jogging clothes before heading out. This in the usual I wake up and shower only to jog through the forests of forks, sometimes i bring my guitar while other times i bring my sketch book. I am a normal 16 year only girl except for being able to see memories of people's life just by connecting hands with them. Only i know that i have this ability however it has lead to me being an outcast. It's not always easy to hide my ability. i have to wear long sleeves and gloves so that i don't touch people's hands. I tend to keep to myself my only friends being a shapeshifting over protective brother. Well he is not blood related or even related by marriage in the family but charlie , my father, and his father Billy are really close and we grew up together. I had lived in forks all my life but by the looks of it that was all about to change. The bullying has gotten worst over the years. I am passive, quiet and smart this makes me an easy target for bullies. It didn't help that i was actually attractive. Girls are envious and boys don't know what the word no means. however these aren't the reasons i am transferring to Denali Alaska. No I'm Moving to Denali because one of those boys who couldn't take no for an answer didn't stop at flirting, not they-. A sob breaks through me as I think back to what he did but the snapping of twigs pull me out of my stream of thought. I look up to find a hazel brown wolf staring at me with worry and compassion. returning is compassionate gaze I speak "Jake I will be fine. I'm going to be starting 11th grade so i will be back in 2 years. Plus I can shoot a gun now and I took self defense. so don't worry about me. I just need some time to mourn." He gave me a meaningful look of love. He had given me self defense lessons ever since it happened and charlie had started to teach me how to shoot and handle a gun. I still wake up screaming and i still have the nightmares but I had gotten out of my depression or at least I've gotten better at hiding it from charlie. The boys who hurt me were arrested and I know they will never hurt me again. Even so I still cry for what they took from me and if you look deep into my eyes you can still see the anguish clear in my eyes. "Bella" I look up to find that Jacob had phased back into human form. "Bella it's ok. You don't have to portend to be ok. I know that your not" he wraps his arms around me and slowly bring me in for a hug. It took my 2 months to stop flinching everyone Jake touched me. It took me 3 months to leave my house. The woods helped me heal it is peaceful in the woods and I will miss it. "I will miss these wood" he chuckled and replied with a fake hurt expression "so what am I chopped liver". I give him a small smile before saying "no you are chopped wolf" his expression changes to one of shock as I giggle before continuing "I'm joking. Of course I will miss you and Charlie but I think this change will be good for me I just have a feeling. I hear the woods there are just as beautiful as forks. "yeah. Make sure to call me. Now come on let's get you home. You still have packing to do.