The 3rd God of Death: Shiota Nagisa

Summary: Nagisa is child abused by his Mother, nobody knows it yet. The effect of his surpressed stress is starting to show ever since the God of Death Incident. Korosensei told them to write an essay, what he wrote is something interesting. Karma needs to hurt Nagisa to release his bloodlust. He's going wild!

ENGLISH SUCKS BUT YOU CAN STILL UNDERSTOOD IT.

Note: Hiiii everyone! it's me kanon58~! Let's ride another Nagisa drama fic! I'm still hungry for it despite the fact the manga has ended~~

"Nagisa. What's up with that stupid black hoodie? Pretending to be some grim reaper cosplay?" Karma snorted.

Shiota Nagisa whose wearing a black hood, simply replied with his innocent smile.

"What are you sayin~ silly Karma-kun? Isn't obvious.. I'm the God of Death now."

'Maybe you are wondering what's going on. Wondering how come i'm standing in a tall building wearing something only anime character's of the dark side will wear~

Unfortunately, it is actually happening. The silly plot of where your bestfriend is youre best enemy. And it wasn't Karma but MYSELF.

I will now tell you a little long flashback before this recent event of Karma trying to stop me to jump off the building~'

If i'm right...it all started with the God of Death Kidnapping us..?

-And got rescued by Korosensei and Karasuma-sensei.

My desire to become a person who brings death sentence.

My bloodlust were released stress free~~

Nagisa's POV

"Nagisa, come with me." Everyone of us are safe, and currently back at our run down class E school. However we still need to change back to our perspective school uniforms cuz of our military outfit. Karasuma-sensei suddenly blurt it out infront of all about me...At first i do not know why and what was it about...But apparently it's about the issue of me getting paralize by the ultimate clap stunner- that -sama gave me.

Everyone thinks i need a check up. There must be something wrong with my brain for sure by the drooling earlier. Frankly, i find it a pain...and personally , i don't feel anything wrong. I'm still at my normal mental state.

But they doubted it. I kinda want to roll my eyes..Of course i wouldn't. I have to be obedient and polite.

"Um, Karasuma-sensei...please don't think wrong of me, but it will be a big problem if my Mother find's out- any records of me going to the hospital. Even a little check up..." sweat drops traced down my forehead. I wasn't lying, my mom is strict. She will freak out.

Karasuma-sensei stared at me, more like observing my sweat drops-which might be a sign of problem to my health or my feelings. Luckily Karasuma-sensei ain't pushy as Korosensei. he let it slide. "I understand. But incase you feel something else...I will send you for check up by force." I simply lowered my head with the pathetic sigh of relief. "Hai. Thank you very much Karasuma-sensei." there i felt Kayano approaching me from behind-until she did pat my shoulder. "Nagisa, if you need anything i'm willing to help."

Kayano would always be the one to make me feel better in the girls side. Of course Karma came in to my vision too, his hands were at his pocket's he is the first one to change fast. "Nagisa. I'll walk you home today kay?"

I nodded. "Okay."

We went home.

But it was late, when we arrived at school it was still noon-but now it's dark. "Karma-kun, thank you." Karma waved his hands ready to go. "No problems." then he left leaving me at my own house front door. I gulped down preparing for Mom's reaction...I'm a little late than the usual time. I hope she's not mad...

"Mom, i'm home-" as i opened the door, Mom is already infront of me. She is angry.

"Nagisa-chan! A girl walking so late! You are abusing the free will i gave you about the crewfew!" 'Free will? You never did gave me free will!' is what i wanted to say, but i couldnt.

"M-mom, i can explain..Beside's Karma-kun walked me all the way here. S-so i'm safe...?" I'm not sure if this will work, but i know Mom likes Karma when she first met him...Mistaken him as my boyfriend, sadly she also discovered Karma is the reason why i'm loosing my girly traits. So now she hates him. She doesn't want me to get close to Karma anymore~

She just watched me up and down, trying to find lies...but hey, i didn't lie.

"Fine. Just this once i'll forgive you." I almost relaxed. The next action had me taken shock.

Mom just embraced me so tight. "I was so worried Nagisa-chan! Mommy doesnt want to loose her only girl!" she sobbed and patted me softly.

'ahh, i know this...' Bipolar attack.

My Mom is bipolar...time to time she would be so happy, later get's mad for no reason or get's all sobby. It's been like this eversince she and my dad divorced.

I embraced her back, patting light touch of care at her back, but my face...i know they were sad. Not for her condition but for myself. "I'm fine Mom. I'm fine."

The next day came. Early Korosensei is so hyped, everyone is convince my condition is fine. Yeah, i'm physically fine.

"Alright! Class! Write an essay about yourself!" Korosensei made us all whine. "Ehhh.." he added, "Quick! Write 'About My Feelings'. No less than 300words!" everyone did write it anyway. Yada raised her hand. "Question! About my feelings..what exactly? Is it supposed to be romantic?"

Korosensei piped. "About my Feelings is a broad title! Therefore~ Korosensei actually wanted you all to make it's meaning bigger! May it be emotional distress! Love! Or Funny feelings! Just make sure it's your feelings-not others!"

Everyone start to think onto their brains. Even i myself is lost. 'hmm...about my feelings.'

I'm not good at expressing how i feel.

'Mom! please stop! It hurts!'

'No! We need to make you thin! wear this crosset!'

'Ah! M-mom..i can't breath. Help, Dad-'

'Shut up and follow your Mother Nagisa-chan!'

Can't believe they would suddenly flash on my mind. "Feelings." i said with my lips, Kayano heard me, but nobody give a damn right now.

Before i realize, i picked up my pencil and started writing stuffs.

I can see it...everyone's thunder function of feelings.

It's leading me to know of who is in fear, anxious... Just like how i can read the mood of my mom.

The Shinegami-san understood my moves.

'Clap stunner? Sorry but mine is different level~'

CLAP!

Korosensei distributed all of our essay. He quickly read them as we prepare ourselves for break time. I noticed Korosensei stopped along the way of flipping the papers of our work, as if he found something disturbing.

He eyed me. Deciding if he should wait for all to leave and eat or just tell it out here and get over with it. "Nagisa-kun."

"hai Korosensei?" my face didn't show any signs of worry. Just like always...my simple face when my name is called.

"Please meet me at the faculty room after you eat."

The only ones left at the room were Maehara,Isogai, Kirara,Karma and Kayano whose waiting for me to join her eat. I'm a good boy. "Hai, Korosensei."

...

About My Feelings

Shiota Nagisa

Feelings are normal. Cuz we were born to be human. We came from human's birth, inside our mother's womb. To simply the understanding..Feelings were meant to develope as we grow.

Such as to start with my feelings. Frankly true to be told, i'm not sure of how i feel. Cuz for me, if i get too emotional..It will cause weirdness to all. I do not want to trouble anybody. I do not want to be the problem. if i became a problem, i don't think i will be able to interact to all. If i can't be obedient and understanding...it will be a sin. I do not want to sin. I have to be useful and likeable to agree on anyone's bright ideas that are needed in use. I'm sure that's what i'm good at. Just like a doll you can dress and put make up. And make that doll act the play you have inside your imagination.

Yes,My feelings. Somewhere along the line ii forgot about them. If there were my own or not, I feel nothing about it. I mean i'm alive, there's no point to struggle and focus to my feelings. We just need to live of who we are and where we are born. Yeah, I don't know how i really feel. I might not be human anymore. I think i'm dead. I might as well become the death.

Korosensei stopped reading my essay. Were alone at the faculty room.

"Nagisa-kun..Sensei wants to be always honest and straightforward to his student even if i have to go transparent!" he bimmed, i rejected him. "No please don't. It will be creepy to see you transparent with two black eyes floating in the air."

"Unyaa!" He Faint blush,Korosensei finally shook off his joking manner into serious voice. Not that i can take him seriously with his smiley face. "Sensei is currently disturb at what you written. If there is something Sensei can help. Sensei wants to know what's the problem."

'Ahh, dissapointing. I thought you would notice, i mean you always notice. But right now you did not look carefully. How careless Korosensei.'

I gripped my hands, not tight but prepared for embrace. "I don't get it Korosensei. What about my essay makes you uneasy?"

Korosensei sat up. "Nagisa-kun. Korosensei is your target, but also your teacher. He can't graduate to heaven if one of his students are troubled."

"Troubled?" a quick reply, "There's nothing wrong right now Korosensei. So please tell me, you are my teacher right? Then please point it out. What mistake or mis-spelled words..did i wrote there?"

'annoying. annoying. didn't you read it? It's written there! Read it again!' my inner thoughts are screaming crazy to my head.

My head is ringing.

But on the behalf inner thoughts- 'Korosensei, please don't notice. Don't notice. I'm scared. Don't look. Don't discover!'

If mom gots bipolar. I might got the shicz.

Korosensei kept pestering me to spit it out. He always do this, i don't think it's wrong..cuz he will always end up saving you the trouble. But why do i feel so annoyed?

-CLAP! (echoes)

-CLAP! (echoes)

-CLAP! (echoes)

I bit my lips and snapped, perfect timing for Irina-sensei to enter the scene.

"Korosensei you really don't get anything! Stop acting like you know- but you dont!"

i yelled at him. I didn't mean it. Jelavic-sensei is pretty sweaty. Not the sexual sweat but surprised and little nervous at what she saw. "What? what?" she just spoke in english. I yelled,i dont yell right?...Everyone thinks i would never yell.

"I-!" i realize i got to apologize. It's not too late. However, my head kept ringing. "Ugh.."

"Nagisa-kun!?" i didn't notice that i travelled my hands to keep safe my head. It's like a headache. But not really a headache. It's the impluse i've been trying to hide. "Koro..sen..sei..I'm...I.."

I'm going to collapse. It's been like this eversince he used that clap stunner.

I never felt so...

-CLAP.-

.

.

.

Alive.

"Nagisa-kun!"

I black out.

to be continued~

So how was the first chapter? interested? I wont promise to finish, it's just a whim. Pure wanting of emotional Nagisa cuz the season 2 of the anime did not focus it on Nagisa unlike the manga did~ Buu. but i'm not saying i hate the animation of season 2. I'm just sad at the God of Death arc animation, i wanted to see Nagisa pretty involded cuz HE WAS IN THE MANGA! XD DROOLING NAGISA...HOW SEXY. Hihi.

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