This chapter is gonna piss you tf off. Like on top of making you wait so long for this update, its half heartedly wasn't worth the wait. i want to apologize but I'm not sorry. I do not in anyway regret what you're about to read. It is a present chapter. Get your cup ready because tea spilled everywhere this chapter.

Becky's POV the next morning

"I don't know babe I just landed and you told me to call you when I landed." I replied as I'm walking through the airport to get to baggage claim. Yes I came with no luggage and returned with a bag full of Sasha's clothes and a bunch of new purses she brought me. It's not really a complaint it's just annoying that I now have to figure out how to accommodate another random luggage bag at the house among the too many we have at home. I feel like every time either of us go somewhere we bring home a new suitcase.

"Well did you text her?"

"Yes I texted her the moment I was able to send a text. She said she was like five minutes away."

"Well tell her she needs to be there on time. My fiancée doesn't wait, and requires door to door service."

"Sasha it's like you don't know me at all. I'm just a regular girl waiting for her friend to come pick me up."

"I know but you're not just a regular girl, you're the Legit Boss's queen. Alicia needs to step it up or else she's gonna have to go. See Leo would've been at the air-"

"No. I want to remember what's it's like to have a normal life for a while." It was here that my phone started to buzz signaling a call from Alicia. She insisted on picking me up from the airport today so that must be her wondering where I am. "Oh wait Sash I gotta go Alicia is calling me."

"Okay fine. Don't let her touch you!"

"I know I won't. I belong to you and nobody else."

"Good that's right you're my wifey. And in three short weeks I'll be back in your arms."

"Ugh that's still too long but I really gotta go. Bye baby I love you."

"I love you too. Buh-Bye." And with that I ended that call and answered Alicia's.

"Hey you're at gate three right?"

"Yes. I'm just waiting for my luggage."

"I thought you didn't-"

"You know how Sasha is. Shopping is the cure for everything so now I have a suitcase full of new stuff and a bunch of her clothes."

"Oh that's that billionaire lifestyle."

"Nope not today. I'm just ordinary Becky today. I flew home in coach and so I'm getting my bag myself like a normal blue collar person."

"You mean a sapphire blue crystal collar gal?" She giggled making me roll my eyes.

"Whatever are you outside?"

"Yes I am. You need to hurry it up because I'm getting bored of waiting you got five minutes to have your butt out here or I'm leaving." To that I laughed. She won't leave me stranded, she still has a crush on me so I know she's dying to see me since I haven't seen her since little after Shiloh's passing.

"Sure whatever you say. Oh excuse me thats my bag." I spoke patting a guy on his shoulder who is blocking me from getting my bag.

"Ah I gotcha." He then grabbed it and pulled it off the conveyor belt. "Here you.." He then turned around to look at me completely and he just paused. "I believe this is yours?" He asked smiling so hard I can see his wisdom teeth. He's actually very attractive surprisingly. He has these beautiful baby blue ocean eyes, brown hair that's styled in a typical whiteboy comb out. He has a very chiseled chin almost like a model. He's wearing a tank top and he's rather buff so I can bet there's probably a six pack hidden under that shirt. He's just a good looking man overall. Too bad I'm engaged to the love of my life because he'd definitely have a chance.

"Yup I believe so. Has my name and everything on it." I spoke reaching for it but he moved it so he could look at the name tag on it.

"Becks you okay?"

"What was your name again?" He asked looking at me. Ugh, here we go.

"Rebecca. But I really-"

"That's a beautiful name Rebecca but this tag says Sasha Banks."

"Well duh I'm Rebecca Banks, Sasha is my wife. Besides it's on the flight tag anyway. Now if you could just-"

"Becks hello? Who are you talking too?" Asked Alicia. So I give the guy a one minute finger before talking into the phone. I'm gonna have to pretend I'm talking to Sasha here.

"Yes I know babe. I'm trying to get my bag now but this guy won't give it to me because it has your name on it. I told you I wanted to use the Channel suitcase."

"What?"

"I'm going as fast as I can. I know I'm coming now." I then hit his hand off the handle of my suitcase and began to leave. "Thanks for handing me my bag sir. You're sexy but I'm married." I shrugged before walking away from him completely. Yeah Sasha was right I should've flown first class that way I wouldn't have to deal with annoying people bothering me. But this is what I asked for so I can't complain.

"What was that all about?"

"Ugh some guy was trying to hit on me. Giving me trouble because the suitcase tag has Sasha's name on it. Anyway I'm headed out the doors now where are you?"

"Was he attractive?"

"Huh?"

"The guy who grabbed your luggage. Was he cute?" Why does that matter? Ehh.

"Oh extremely. If I was single I'd let him eat me out within the hour. Anyway I'm outside where are you?"

"Turn around." Turning around she's standing a little further up the sidewalk. So naturally I hung up and walked up to her.

"Hey you." I smiled giving her a hug. "Mmmm you smell delicious." I murmured in her ear because she smells good.

"Thanks. How was your flight?" She asked pulling out of our hug.

"Cramped. But I'm starving please bring me to food. If I don't have some kind of meat in my mouth within the next half hour my stomach is gonna eat me from the inside out." When I finished that she raised an eyebrow and smirked at me.

"Any kind of meat you say?" She purred. I simply hit her on the arm.

"Chicken! Steak, pork chops anything! I'll eat anything just about anything."

"You feel like going to The Planet?"

"Do they have food food there?"

"Yes they do."

"Okay we go now then."

"Alright let's go grub." She then took my suitcase and put it in the trunk for me.

"I could've did that."

"Nonsense I'd hate to see you chip a nail darling. Come on get in so we can go." As she said that she opened the car door for me.

"Stop that." I spoke starting to get into the car.

"Stop what?" She giggled a bit.

"Stop treating me like I'm some sort of royalty. I was perfectly capable of opening the door myself." I spoke getting in.

"Well somebody has to spoil you while Sasha is gone." Before I could respond she closed the door. I then watched her walk around to the driver's side and got in the car. "So I did something bad last night." She spoke turning on the car and beginning to drive away from the curb.

"Oh? I take it your date went well last night?" I asked because ever since I made her a Tinder profile she's been going on dates left and right. Since then actually we haven't talked much about Christy. I have no idea if they're together or not, but if they are that's none of my business.

"It went surprisingly good. I'm talking dinner, a few drinks and not much more talking until this morning good."

"Did you now?" I asked because I definitely didn't peg her as a one night stand kind of girl.

"It all happened so fast and-"

"Wait which one the brunette or what was it Cayley I think you said her name was?" I dunno she's told me about several different females. I just can't remember who is who. Then again I don't really know who is who.

"No this was a different girl. Her name was Grace I'm pretty sure, but boy is she beautiful. She has dreamy sea foam blue eyes and that made it impossible for me to resist her. Plus on top of that she's a ginger and you know I have a soft spot for redheads." Trying to picture what she looks like she sounds really attractive.

"Just couldn't resist could you?" She smiled and looked at me.

"Well being she bares closest to resemblance I only had to imagine a little and it was quite alright indeed. Not only that but she surprisingly responded well when I told her I wanted to tie her hands together and have my way with her. And she took it all like a professional too. I was truly amazed by her I'll tell you that."

"Well I'm happy you're finally living your life." I smiled looking at her. The sun is shining in from in front of us and it's making her eyes glow. God I love her eyes. They're like this adorable hazel color with small hints of blue. I'm not even going to deny it anymore. I feel like if I accept this it will make me feel better and learn to be ok about it. But truth be told Alicia is beautiful. She is definitely my type and I'm attracted to her. If I were single I'd totally have her wrapped around my finger. But I'm committed to Sasha and she's the one who has my heart.

"I'm living alright. Just not my best life yet but I got a feeling I'm not to far away from it."

"What's that suppose to mean?" She let out a soft chuckle before looking at me.

"In due time love. All in due time. Anyway how was the touring life? Was it everything you needed this time around?" When she asked that naturally I sighed. "Uh-oh I don't like that response."

"Well at first it was great. Just being in my Sasha's arms again helped me cope with losing Shiloh but as time progressed I found myself wanting to distance myself from her. Now that I look back at it we argued about a lot of stupid little shit for like a good week. Then one argument she left the bus afterwards and despite me being mad at her I always found myself back in her presence. So when she left that time I dropped pretty bad. It wasn't drastic because I knew she was on the bus behind me, I just couldn't believe she left me. Flash forward we made up, had some amazing makeup sex, took part in a little bit of retail therapy and then now here I am." I explained as much as I could without going into too much detail.

"I don't know if I should say that was a good time or not." She spoke looking at me awkwardly.

"Well we both have clean slates now coming out of this. So I guess you can say it went well. Me and Sasha are good again and I think that's what's most important to take away from this trip.. and my three new Chanel purses. And my new red bottoms." I nodded thinking about my fiancé. I miss her. I should text her. That being said I pulled out my phone and texted her. I let her know I'm with Alicia and that we're going to The Planet. With the time difference she should be getting ready for her show tonight. So I was pleasantly surprised when she sent me a video in response to my text.

"Yo did I tell you they remodeled?"

"No. Hold that though for a second." I then turned down the radio and the volume on my phone up so I could play the video.

"Hi baby! Tell Foxy I said hi. But I'm rethinking my decision I shouldn't have let you go back home. I miss you. Nobody cures my preshow jitters better than you. But it's one of my last shows overseas then I'm back home in your arms. But I'm excited to blow the roof off this place. Let everyone know I'm engaged to the most beautiful woman on Earth. That's you btw. Anyway I love you I'll talk to you after the show or during costume changes if I remember but no promises."

She ended it with blowing me a kiss which I happily caught and put in my shirt. She's all dolled up in her stage makeup and costume so she looks super cute. I made sure to save the video before texting her back. I figured I'd just send her a video back.

"Hi nugget. I hope you fall off the stage right on your face tonight. Just make sure you don't fuck up that face it's you're best feature. But Licia is here. Say Hi Licia." I then angled my phone so she was on camera.

"Hola! Break a leg tonight sis. Oh and bring me home a postcard. Somebody forgot." She growled the last part glaring at me because I did forget to send her postcards. That being said I put it back on myself.

"Right. Anyway I love you. I miss you and I can't wait for you to come home. Remember you're the Legit Boss of that venue. You own that place and you're gonna shake the city tonight. I'll text you once you're done. Kiss your fans hi for me. Bye baby." I then blew her a kiss before ending it and sending the video. I then turned the music back up a bit. "Remodeled how?" I asked looking at Alicia. She smiled and shook her head, looking at me. She's so beautiful so seeing her smile made me blush. "What?"

"You're literally the cutest thing to me ever."

"Daw I try." It was here that we pulled up to a red light and she leaned on her steering wheel and is just watching me. "Stahp!" I whined because this is so awkward.

"Awe come on don't act like you don't enjoy when I look at you like this. You just gotta stop being so shy all the time around me. We made out before we're not strangers." I don't have a valid response to that other than to let her know the light just turned green.

"Green light." I nodded. She smiled and cutely rolled her eyes at me before continuing to drive. It was probably ten minutes later that we were parking and going into The Planet.

"Hey Alicia!" Smiled... Shit I forgot her name. I haven't been here since the last time I was here with Sasha.

"Hi Jenny. How goes it." Alicia responded walking us up to the podium where she was standing.

"Same old bullshit different day. But hey there chicka. Long time no see. I was starting to think you forgot about us." Jenny smiled checking me out.

"Well when you're engaged to an international popstar it's very hard to just do normal people things."

"That's fair. I heard about what happened to Sihloh. I'm sorry he's gone,"

"It's okay he's in a better place now." She then came around and hugged me. I'm in a good mood today so I simply hugged her back.

"Yeah but no parent should have to bury their child."

"Jennifer you're married you know?" Boomed a voice with the French accent I remember.

"Babe Becky's here."

"I don't care who your fiancée is you keep your hands off my girl." Marina scolded coming to stand in front of Jenny.

"I mean no harm."

"Good." She then gave me a hug which I happily returned. "Anyway I just cleared a table for you guys. Come." She then grabbed two menus before kissing Jenny and walking off in a direction.

"After you love." Smiled Alicia allowing me to go before her. Nodding at her I followed behind Marina. As we walked, I noticed they did remodel in here and I love it.

"Place looks great Rina." I spoke.

"Ahh this was all Alice. She's on this crazy new enlightenment craze and she claimed this place had a bad aura. Six sage burnings later here we are with new vinyl seats."

"Well makes sense why the air feels so clean in here." Responded Alicia as we stopped at a table.

"Air purifiers."

"Ahh."

"Yeah. Anyway we got new cappuccino and latte flavors so take a look at the menu, see if any of it sparks a flame. I'll be back." Marina then placed our menus on the table before wandering off. Naturally we both sat.

"I love the new chandeliers." I smiled looking around at all the new stuff in here.

"Mine is the stained glass windows behind the bar." Looking over towards the bar there is a beautiful stained glass window with the cafe logo on it.

"Oh wow that's awesome. Reminds me of the mansion."

"Why am I not surprised there's stained glass windows at the mansion?"

"Because the Legit Boss is very boujee. She did that before she met me so I had no control over it."

"Wow." She giggled before looking at the menu. They even have new menus. Looking at it myself I noticed a lot of cool new dishes.

"They have empanadas now?!"

"Oh they're to die for. One of Shane's new girlfriends is a chef and she's a blazing hot Latina. After Alice decided everything needed to be cleansed Shane suggested new food. Between me and you she's eaten everything off the menu five times over. But she suggested to Marina to let her girlfriend cook for her and boom! Now we have a nice mix of comfort, French and Mexican food here.. and a delicious Brazilian coffee bean blend." She gossiped making me smile and let out a small chuckle. "What?"

"Nothing. You're just really adorable when you're spilling the tea." I answered honestly.

"Oh. Haha sorry. I just can't help myself sometimes." She blushed hiding behind her menu. That made me laugh a little too before pushing her menu down so we were face to face.

"Never apologize for being you lass. Besides now I know why this menu is jumping with delicious sounding dishes." She gave me this adorable half smile.

"I dunno all I'm saying is in the end Piper didn't really actually care for Paige."

"No! She loved Paige just as equally. Licia can you please tell Helena that Piper cares about Paige the same way she cared about Prue and Phoebe." Ranted a random short haired blonde with a woman with long black hair as they came up to our table.

"Lena's kind right Al. When the house blew up she only searched for Phoebe. Paige wasn't even on her mind once she saw Phoebe dead under the rubble." Shrugged Alicia.

"Ha! Like I said. Paige is irrelevant." Sassed I assume Helena before taking a seat from the table next to us and pulling it over to sit with us. Alice let out a deep huff before doing the same.

"Screw both of you guys. You guys clearly don't know how to read emotions. Have you watched Charmed?" Alice gestured to me. I just shook my head no.

"Is it a movie?" I asked because I've never heard of it.

"What do you live under a rock or something?"

"Al chill. She's a busy busy business woman. Tv doesn't fit into her agenda." Defended Alica before I could even respond.

"Speaking of she.. I don't believe we've met. I'm Helena." Smiled the brunette woman.

"Rebecca but you can call me Becky."

"Well fortunately you don't gotta introduce yourself to me. I know who you are and I know who your fiancé is. I've been trying for soo long to get Sasha to come on my radio segment ever since she came out as gay. But no luck." Alice spoke shrugging.

"Well that is out of my hands. All her appearances go through her assistant and agent. I have no control over that." I shrugged simply.

"Wait like Sasha the sexy singer Sasha?" Asked Helena grabbing my arm looking around at us all in surprise. She has such an adorable British accent.

"I'm her Goggled Orange."

"Oh shit. Wow! You're even more beautiful than she described. I'm jealous. You're fucking beautiful if I was single I'd definitely go after you." She smiled checking me out.

"Well sadly I'm a one pony kind of girl. Sasha has my heart and she's the only one with the key." I love Sasha and that'll never change.

"I could've told you that." Spoke Alicia looking at the menu.

"Well I thought I'd shoot my shot anyway."

"Really because I could have sworn Alica said-"

"You guys know what you wanna order? I think I want French toast." Interrupted Alicia.

"Owe!" Pouted Alice being she's sitting next to Alicia.

"Ooooooh! Okay I see." Helena then winked at Alicia before pointing to my menu. "Mind if we look together?"

"No not at all." I shrugged moving so that we could look at the menu together.

"I'm sorry but I'm still stuck on the fact that you've never seen Charmed. Licia you really dropped the ball with her." Spoke Alice.

"Well she's always so busy, I haven't had a chance." Whined Alicia.

"Well what's it about? Perhaps I'll take a look at it tonight." I asked looking up from the menu.

"It's a total babe fest." Answered Helena winking at me.

"No! Well yeah.. well no depending on if you're into brunettes or not." Alice added.

"Yeah you know what exactly is your type anyway?" Asked Alica. That actually got me stumped for a bit. Sasha's the only girl I've ever been with and I don't really look at other females so I don't really know.

"Honestly, that's a good question and honestly I'm not too sure. Sasha's the only female I've ever been with so I've never really cared much looking at other females." I shrugged being honest.

"Oh come on you can't tell me you've never had to double take someone fine out in public or something." Spoke Helena.

"Well I'm usually home, at work, or somewhere with Sasha so I don't really see too many new people."

"Okay I'm gonna just go ahead and conclude she's into the chocolate. Sasha got sis stuck on melanin and I don't think she's going back." Purred Alicia making this adorable face at me somehow making me blush.

"Well it makes sense on why she rejected me earlier." Laughed Helena nudging me.

"That's true. You're lacking a certain level of melanin and zeros in your bank account." I then leaned in closer to her and I only inhaled deeply through my nose. "And I certainly don't smell an alpha in you." I grinned showing her my teeth. That got the other girls to laugh but, Helena didn't.

"I'll have you know the Peabody bloodline comes from wealthy roots. So I'm sure I have plenty zeros."

"That's great, too bad I don't care for money. I'm more concerned about if you got what it takes to fuck me the way I need. You clearly don't have what it takes." I shrugged looking at the menu again. After I said that I heard her snort before responding.

"Sounds to me like you wanna find out." She growled making me laugh. She's trying so hard to get me but it's not working. She's not a dominant and I know that now. If I would've said something smart like that to Sasha she would've gripped me up and made me apologize for talking like that.

"You couldn't handle me even if I did give you a chance." I smirked looking at her. She's staring at me with this sort of lust filled gaze making me smile. She totally wants me, and I do feel bad teasing her but I did make it clear in the beginning I'm strictly loyal to my Sasha. But honestly I'm dropping a little so this attention is doing me some good so I decided to push it a little bit further. Grabbing her chin in my left hand, I gave her a kiss to the side of her mouth. "Trust me when I say I'd probably turn you out before you'd even have a chance to touch me." I whispered so only she could hear. When I did that I felt her shiver really hard, so hard they probably saw it. And just like that she's putty in my hands if I wanted her. Letting her go I sat back and enjoyed the aftermath of my words. She's still frozen in the same spot with her eyes closed clearly in some sort of trance. "So how's the soup here guys?" I asked looking down at the menu for a moment then up at the girls. Alice is staring at me like I just did a cool magic trick. And Alicia is staring at me like at any minute she's going to jump this table and attack me with her lips. All of which just made me laugh. Hmm I guess I have a bigger presence than I thought.

"You guys decide- Oh when did you two get here?" Asked Marina as she came back up to the table.

"Like ten minutes ago." I answered because nobody else did. She just looked at them all before looking back at me. "All I did was get smart and here we are."

"Al?!" She snapped hitting Alice.

"Huh? What? Oh Hey Rina!" I guess once she came back she hit Alicia and she came back as well. So naturally I nudged Helena.

"You guys okay?"

"I need a glass of water." Spoke Helena before getting up and going off somewhere. Alicia just shot me this devilish glare and shook her head before looking at Marina.

"Right. Anyway do we know what we want?"

"Is the butternut squash soup here any good? I love butternut squash so I'm very picky about it." I asked because now I'm hungry.

"Haha. You are a piece of work Rebecca. Truly are something else." Alicia laughed looking at the menu. Between her and I, she knows I'm normally not such a womanizer so I bet she picked it up that I'm in a drop missing my dom. I hate that she knows I'm a submissive but at the same time I find comfort in knowing that someone knows why I act the way I do sometimes.

"What, I just want some soup. Momma is hungry." I smirked patting my belly.

"Okay I don't know what that was but you gotta teach me that." Alice spoke up looking at me.

"Do I even want to know what happened?"

"Too long to explain. But I think I'll go with the chicken wrap with avocado in it. And tell them to put the ranch on the side." Alicia spoke.

"I just wanna know how you made Helena, mind you the second biggest womanizer I know besides Shane, literally turn to a puddle by barely touching her."

"It's just me Irish charm. It's natural I can't help it. Just like a pot of gold nobody can resist once I show it to ya." I shrugged.

"Now I see." Alice spoke looking at Alicia. "I hope you fish your wish there. But I'll just have my usual. Only add an extra shot to it today." Well that confused me. What does she see now? And what's Alicia's wish? Context clues say it's me but I don't think that's it.

"Anyone know what Helena wants?"

"After that probably Becky!" Giggles Alicia making me blush.

"Well I guess it fits as to why there's an award winning album about you huh Becks." I just smiled and nodded. "Alright I'll just ask her when I see her." Marina said as we all handed her our menus.

"Anyway which way is the bathroom? All those unlimited drinks on the plane are catching up to me." I asked looking around for the bathroom signs.

"Right over there." Alice spoke pointing to the far corner of the room.

"Ahh. Much appreciated. I'll be back. Al you're in charge till I get back. Hold down the fort." I nodded before getting up and walking to the bathroom. On my way there I got a lot of starry eyed looks from different females. I didn't pay any of them any attention because my bladder was speaking louder. But once I was able to relieve myself I felt so much better. Plus this bathroom is so cute. The walls and stalls are painted in different pride flag colors and I really appreciated that. Anyway coming out of the stall I noticed Alicia standing up against the wall with her hands in her pockets. "Hey. I didn't even hear you come in. This bathroom is so adorable. Really feeling the gay spirit."

"Yeah it's a nice cute little touch. To the place. Really adds to the ambiance." Looking around she's right it is rather dim in here. It was here I decided to wash my hands. When I did that she came up behind me and wrapped her arms around my wasted forcing me up against the sink.

"Well hello."

"That was one helluva show you put on out there. If you were trying to catch the attention of the alpha you crave so badly it worked. Had me ready to jump the table and claim you as my own." She purred in my ear making me shiver. I don't want this but at the same time my body won't respond to me. I say move it simply melts deeper into her embrace. She picked up on it and held me tighter forcing her crotch against my butt and began slowly grinding us together. "It was cute but I don't like you flirting with my friends. I didn't like the way you kissed Helena. And I sure as hell didn't like the way you basically made her cum just by talking to her." For some weird reason I found myself feeling guilty but also daring so I couldn't stop the words from leaving my mouth.

"Sorry you didn't enjoy the show but I had fun doing it." I smirked looking her in the eyes through the mirror. She let out this soft chuckle before moving my hair to the side and kissing at my neck. Ugh! Goddamn it! Why is she so hard for me to resist? It's those damn eyes. I can never say no to her when they twinkle much like they are now.

"Sure you had fun.. ha but let's be honest you wish it were me you made melt like that don't you." Part of me does but I can't admit that.

"Wouldn't you like to know?" I sassed. She let out a small scoff before turning me in her arms to face her.

"That attitude is gonna get you in trouble you know?"

"All part of me charm. Take it or leave it." I shrugged before folding my arms.

"Oh Becky! What am I going to do with you huh? You keep playing these stupid games but we all know the truth. So high and mighty on you're Sasha high horse but she ain't even here to help you out this pit you're in. I can see through this cute little game you've set up. But I've got cheat codes and they tell me you crave a normal relationship. No fame, no paparazzi, no over the top labels, just a simple mundane life with a girl who'll tie you to the bed post and fuck you silly." When she said that I got a lump in my throat. I hate to admit it but I do wish I could live a normal life. No worries about paparazzi to ruin my date night out or stupid busy schedules. "Come on Dublin. Admit it. You want a normal life don't you?!" She teased

"I do. I want nothing more than to live in a cute white picket fence suburban neighborhood with the love of my life. But Sasha's a superstar so I have to accept that. Being with Sasha is a full time job which I happily love."

"So what am I? Chopped liver? No don't answer that.. How can I help you hmm? How can I help you get out of this slump you're in hmm?" She whispered poking my bottom lip with her finger. "What's it gonna take to get you feeling good Rebecca?" Her left arm then wrapped around my mid section holding me close to her forcing her way in my space. I want to say no but my body won't listen. It knows. My body knows I needs to be taken. To be held down and fucked to the point of my head turning into absolute mush.

"I-sh-I."

"Mm haha. Damn you're really dropping my pretty peach. It's as if that trip you took to go see her was all for nothing." She then placed a small barely there butterfly kiss on my lips. I couldn't help but to close my eyes and lick my lips where her lips touched mine. I don't want it but I've never wanted to be kissed so bad in my life. "Your heart is racing my peach. She didn't dick you down the way you needed did she?" Such an intrusive question.

"She gave me more than enough." I got out swallowing the lump in my throat. She must have picked up on my bullshit and bit at my jawline. She bit so hard that I'm positive it left a mark.

"Rule number one don't lie to me Peach. You want everything she's not giving you huh? You want me to give you everything you need. You want Foxy to make up for the things that you miss about being a normie." She then began to place kisses along my neck and jawline.

"L-l-licia!" I accidentally moaned out.

"Yes my peach?" Ugh god I want her so bad but I can't. I'm engaged and I'm scared. Scared that she won't live up to my Sasha's standard. I don't want to get my hopes up only to be disappointed. Not only that but I am loyal to my fiancée.

"No-no more. I'm faithful to my Sasha n-no matter what." I got out somehow. When I said that she let out a scoff before letting out a small chuckle.

"What's she got that I don't?" There's only one answer to this.

"My heart." I answered getting her to sigh and let me go.

"You wanna know why I'm so envious of Sasha?"

"Well she has it all." I murmured looking down at my feet. I'm ashamed of how turned on I am from this small interaction. But I've been neglected to a degree with Sasha away on tour and I'm struggling to keep a hold on myself.

"No. No I'm not one for the spotlight. I'm envious of the fact that she found someone so loyal to her. If you can't tell, I'm attracted to you and bedding you would be my greatest accomplishment to date.. but I also have to accept that that'll never happen." She explained looking like a sad little fox.

"I assure you you'll find yourself someone who's just as loyal of your own one day. With those eyes and how dominant you are, I can't imagine how the ladies aren't flocking to you."

"Oh they're flocking but all that attention hits different when it's not from the one I want most." That part for some reason we made eye contact when she said that and I could hear the disappointment in her voice. "I-I feel bad kinda now.. forcing myself on you like that but I couldn't help it. You reek of a drop and it's like blood in the water. Just a little taste and in a frenzy I go. But I honestly had no business doing that. You got a good thing going at home and I'm dumb to thin-"

"Alicia please shut up." I interrupted getting her to stop rambling. "It's water under the bridge. You couldn't resist and that's okay. Sasha use to get like that too back in the day so it's ok. It's good to know that I'm still irresistible to others besides Sasha." She's just staring at me with innocent eyes and a cute little pout on her lips. I don't want to dwell on this but I don't want to hurt her ego. I know I shouldn't but it's a trick I know will make anyone who's been rejected ego soar.

"It's not fair." Letting out a small giggle I took a step closer to her.

"Well it's not fair what you did to me either but you don't hear me complaining." I sassed reaching into the front of my pants right to my clit. Hmm I'm not a dripping mess but I'm definitely wet. Anyway, collecting some of it on my fingers I pulled my fingers out and showed her. "You didn't fish your wish but you now know what bait to use to lure it to bite." When I did that she got this lustful dark look in her eyes staring at my fingers. Now ideally I'd shove my fingers in her mouth as a little teaser. But this treat belongs to Sasha. That being said I sucked my juices off my fingers. When I did that she let out a growl letting me know it worked. "Most times I always wonder why it is Sasha puts up with my annoying self but then I remember how good my pussy tastes and see why she does." I shrugged before leaving the bathroom. I had no business doing that to her but it sure was fun watching her fight the urge to rip my clothes off and fuck me against the sink.

"It was actually funny to watch." Smiled Alice to Helena apparently she found her way back to the table while we were in the bathroom.

"What was funny?" I asked sitting down. I noticed our drinks came as well so I took a sip of mine.

"Watching you make her melt."

"Ugh whatever. At least I didn't fallout on the floor begging for it."

"Okay it was one time!" Alice responded getting defensive.

"Oh?"

"Next subject." Alice waved off making Helena laugh.

"That bathroom is everything. The whole theme to it I just love." I spoke.

"Yeah that actually was Ellie's idea."

"Ellie?" I asked because I have no clue who that is.

"Oh Ellie is my daughter who I had with my ex wife. Well more like she had her but I was the one who inseminated her so I have just as much parental guardianship as her." Helena explained.

"Speaking how is Robin anyway?"

"Fuck that bitch! You know she's trying to take the kids and go back to New York? So now on top of the foundation I have to find a way to convince her to stay. She's doing that to punish me for moving on past her. I just want to pull my hair out from all this unnecessary stress she's adding to my already stressful life." Helena sighed burying her face in her hands.

"Well you can't just let her take my niece and nephew from me! We gotta do something. You want me to talk to her?" It was here that I noticed Alicia still hasn't come back to the table. Looking around the cafe I spotted her over by the coffee counter talking to this platinum blonde chick. From behind she has hair that stops in the middle of her back. She's wearing skin tight skinny jeans and a cut up t-shirt. She has a tattoo on her right shoulder but they're too far for me to see it completely.

"Becks you alright?"

"Hmm? Wha oh yeah. I'm just watching Alicia macking on that blonde over there." That got them all to look over at them. I'm just amused at how fast she bounces back after being all over me five minutes ago.

"I tell ya ever since she broke up with Christy she transformed into a beautiful butterfly. And she's been unstoppable ever since." Alice sighed turning back to us.

"She deserves it. After that disaster of a relationship she deserves all the females who go her way." Added Helena. I'm sorta jealous right now. She's over there flashing her smile and batting those beautiful hazel eyes at her like she wasn't just all over me. I know. I know I have no right to be jealous because I'm already in a relationship... but Fuck!

"Yeah."

"Honestly she's gonna be mad I told you this but I bet you she's probably only doing that to make you jealous."

"Al!" Warned Helena.

"I don't care. She has the biggest crush on you and she's making it painfully obvious right now. She's not even into blondes." I didn't say anything because I already know she likes me.

"That's why I don't tell you secrets."

"Well from the way she made sure they're directly in our eyesight it's obvious." Anything after that I didn't really catch because I'm too busy watching. Every now and then Alicia would say something to make her laugh and she'd look directly at me. Watching me to make sure I'm watching her. I don't want to watch but I can't look away. That was until the two began headed towards us. I quickly grabbed my drink and began to drink as if I wasn't watching her.

"Al will you pass me my phone?" Alicia asked as the two came up to the table. Taking a good look at the blonde she has this punk rock look to her. She has several tattoos on her arms. There are also some streaks of black in her hair. Her nose and belly button are even pierced.

"Sure. Who's that?" Alice asked pointing to the female behind her.

"Oh well I'm Lauren but just call me Angel." She spoke sticking her hand out to shake our hands. First Alice's, then Helena's, and then she extended her hand towards me. "Oh excuse me. I didn't realize I was in the presence of royalty. The Legit Boss's Queen. I see why she ran away from me the one night but I have no qualms about it. You are stunning so I understand now. But it's really nice to meet you. I'm Angel." She smiled looking me directly in the eyes holding out her hand for me to shake. She has these bright blue eyes, but she has on dark eyeshadow that makes her eyes look sunken in like she hasn't slept in a long time. Not only that but she met Sasha? Now I'm so confused on what's happening right now. Is she crazy? Why'd Sasha run from her? Maybe she tried to catch her outside after a show or something. But that doesn't make sense Sasha usually always stops for a few photos and to sign autographs after shows before getting on the bus. Who the fuck is this Angel chick?

"Becks." Whispered Helena snapping me out of my thoughts. Remembering the situation I grabbed her hand. Her hands are like icicles. If I didn't know any better I'd bet she were a zombie.

"Rebecca, nice to meet you." I spoke trying to shake everything she said off but her mentioning Sasha hit too close to home for me. I believe Sasha is loyal to me the same way I am to her but that wound is still fresh. Ha if Alicia didn't put me in a drop this sure did. I don't wanna doubt my love but I don't know what she's doing when I'm not around.

"You're even more beautiful than Sasha described. You definitely do have the face of a heartbreaker. Everything is so clear now. I get why it was she didn't hesitate when.." And then she paused and let go of my hand. And then this awkward silence fell between the table. It was silent but in my head it's loud and the insecurities are back.

"When you what?" I asked because I deserve to know.

"Did I say Sasha? No haha! I'm sorry I'm so strung out on this American tour I'm on that I got it mixed up. I was with this pink haired chick a while back and we did some stuff. Hey didn't I see your face on a billboard somewhere around town?" She asked looking at Helena. That caught her off guard and she stuttered out her response. Why is she changing the subject. She meant exactly what she was saying. You can't mistake Sasha for some random person. Sasha is an unforgettable person.

"The Peabody art foundation?"

"Yes! That's it the billboard right down on Cypress and Runsmead street right?"

"That's me."

"Beep! Beep! Move it or lose it!" Interrupted Marina holding our food.

"Oh sorry." Angel spoke quickly moving away from me and out the way of Marina. Judging by the way she said sorry I can tell she must be Canadian because they're the only accent who says sorry like that. What happened between her and Sasha? No I'm overreacting she's probably just an old fling before me. This is probably what Sasha was talking about. I have to let others stop intruding in on our relationship. I have nothing to worry about. I'm the one who has her heart and she has mine. We're engaged to spend the rest of our lives together. She's loyal and I can trust her. I love her and I can't let others try to tell me different.

After that I just shut down and kept to myself mostly. Angel did eventually give Alicia her number and said her goodbyes before leaving us to eat our food. They carried light conversation while eating I did my best to try and join in but I'm new to this group so most of the stuff they talked about I didn't really understand. I did jump in when I had something to say about what they talked about. Mostly I just sat and thought about my Sasha. I wanna go home. I want to talk to my dominant. I'm dropping and I miss her terribly. When we finished eating they offered if I wanted to go with them to Alice's I made up an excuse for them to take me home. On the ride back to the house I put my earbuds in. Lucia and I carried some conversation but I didn't care to entertain any of it for very long because I'm not in a socializing mood. Honestly I listened to my album the whole way home. It's my security blanket and it's a reminder that she loves me and only me.

"You okay?" Alicia asked me as we got to the front door. She insisted I let her carry my bag inside.

"Yeah I'm fine I promise." Looking at my phone I called Sasha. It's night time over there but by now she should be sleeping but I'm gonna try her anyway.

"The whole ride home felt awkward and I-"

"I'm fine. We're fine I promise. Remember to text me when you get to where you're going okay." I spoke hugging her.

"Okay. You wanna go to yoga tomorrow afternoon?"

"I dunno. I might have to go into the office tomorrow so I'll let you know." By tomorrow, I know I'm not gonna want to leave the house.

"Okay well I hope you can come. There's a new instructor and she's really pretty."

"We'll see." Opening the door I went inside taking my bag with me.

"See ya later then."

"See ya." And with that I gave her a soft smile before closing and locking the door. Looking down at my phone it's still ringing. I don't care to unpack anything I just wanna lay down. That being said I went into our bedroom and into the bathroom so I can shower and then go to bed. She still didn't pick up so I called again, this time setting my phone down so I can strip. By the time I managed all my clothes off she still didn't answer. I feel like I should be worried, but I know she's sleeping. She's not doing anything she shouldn't be doing. She's asleep. At this point I need to believe my own assumptions. With that in mind I got in the shower. I was in it all but three minutes before my music paused and played My Goggled Orange, letting me know Sasha is calling. Hopping out the shower I answered.

"What the matter mommas?" She murmured sounding like she just woke up.

"Why didn't you make me fly private and have Leo take me home?"

"Because you didn't want too. I tried but you insisted. What happened?"

"We went to The Planet and Alicia met this woman named Angel or Lauren and she claimed the two of you hung out at some point an-"

"Baby I don't know any Angel or a Lauren besides Ralph Lauren. I'm on tour I've done lots of meet and greets so it's likely I did meet her but I don't remember. Regardless of who she is she isn't you and she's not a threat to you. Please don't let that continue to worry you. You're still the one I adore." She spoke simply covering all the bases I needed covered.

"You promise?"

"Cross my heart and hope to die." I have to trust her. Sasha wouldn't lie to me she knows better. I guess she must have heard my sigh of contentment and continued talking to me. "What are you doing right now?"

"Talking to you." I answered simply playing with one of my makeup brushes that's on the counter.

"Obviously but before. It sounds like the shower is running."

"That's because it is." I spoke softly because I know what she's gonna either say or do.

"Did you get in already?" She asked before my phone started buzzing signaling she wants to FaceTime chat. Of course I answered but I made sure to keep it above my chest so she can't see anything. "Goddamn you're sexy! I always forget how beautiful you are then when I see you it's magical."

"Thank you Daddy." I spoke blushing a bit. Looking at her I can tell she's in her bunk on the bus. "How was the show?"

"It was good. They loved it when the clip of ya played, I wish you could've been there. But did you get in the shower yet?" I bit my lip and nodded.

"Yeah but only for like three minutes then you called." When I said that she got this sexy devilish look in her eyes.

"Good. Why don't you turn it off and go sit in front of my chest." She suggested but I know it was an order. So I turned off the shower and made my way to the closet where Sasha keeps her chest. "Good girl. If you like you may switch that collar out for your black one in there." She spoke motioning to the white collar I'm currently wearing. Sasha put this collar on me shortly after I joined her on tour this past time and I've yet to take it off. This collar is the closest thing I have to Sasha being with me.

"If it's okay with you I'd like to keep it on. You put it on me and only you can take it off." She smiled at that.

"Okay. But how bad are you dropping? Need to know to what inch will set you right for now." In order to explain my drop I have to be honest and tell her what else happened at lunch.

"Well at lunch.. I met two of Alicia's friends. And one of them flirted with me and I got bold and I entertained it a little and she basically melted in my hands. She's not a dominant so she fell right into my charm." Sasha is fully aware of how I get sometimes. I'll flirt with her and the moment I say something she doesn't like she'll grip me up and force an apology out of me. Or she'll smack me putting me back in my place. So that's the only reason I enjoy flirting with her. "And then Alicia picked up on m-"

"She didn't touch you did she?"

"Well she cornered me in the bathroom. But I didn't let it go anywhere. I don't want sex unless it's with you. You're the only one who can make me cum."

"You know it makes me happy when you tell me about all the beautiful females you reject because you have me." That made me smile.

"Well you have my heart. I don't know any of those females so I don't know if they'd ever be a better match for me than you." When I finished that she let out a groan.

"Ugh! God I wish I was there so bad right now. You're just asking for me to fuck you."

"Honestly I'd rather you make love to me right now. Sasha I'm dropping. I miss you and everything that happened today made it worse. Can you just come home already?" I pouted looking at her.

"Baby I'd kill my entire crew to be with you right now."

"I packed you're gun inside the front pouch of ur suitcase. Extra bullets are ib the secret compartment in you're purse."

"I'm so in love with you, it's crazy."

"Guess we're just two maniacs in love then." I replied because in just as crazy about her as she is about me.

"I miss you so much Becks. I promise I'm never going on tour ever again. This shit is soo ass."

I'm happy you've finally read my suggestion in the suggestion box."

"You're suggestion was heard, read, and put into action. But we can talk more about it later. For now go ahead and grab out my thick eight incher and a vibrator of your choice." She spoke making me shiver. This won't exactly make up for her lack of presence, but I will take anything she can give me. And besides what Daddy says goes and if she thinks this is what I need then this is what I need most right now.

Two weeks later

"Mmm I dunno Mitch. I don't think Sash needs a commercial on top of touring."

"I know it's a lot but this is a once in a lifetime opportunity for our Sasha. She said it herself she wanted to do it so why are you so against it?" He's right I can't think of any other reason I don't want her to do this other than because I have a weird feeling about it. I can't explain it but something doesn't feel right about this. Sasha is a singer what sense does it make for her to shoot a commercial for some weird beer company. Like I understand her taking it because I drink beer but she absolutely hates it. I've seen her drink maybe two beers in the time I've known her and she didn't even finish either of them. But I'm just her assistant and my opinion comes third after Sasha's and after Mitch. As Sasha's Fiancée my opinion usually comes first but this awkward space that's been between us as of late is hindering that. I've been doing what I have to do and she's been doing her thing too. We still talk and text regularly but I haven't seen her in a few weeks since I left her on tour. She's still overseas so I'm back here in the states handling business so she can just focus on touring. Hence why I'm currently sitting at a restaurant waiting for this beer company's representative to come and negotiate out a deal that works for Sasha.

"Sash doesn't even drink beer so what sense does this make?"

"It's not about the product, it's about the benefits. Besides, with the money she'll make from doing this it'll hold you both over for at least the rest of the year. That way once she finishes up touring you both can just relax and take a vacation." Advertised Mitch.

"You do know she still owns a business right?"

"Becks can you just try and be happy for Sasha. I mean she's gonna have her own commercial."

"Like she doesn't have a bunch of music videos that air on tv?" He let out a sigh.

"Fine do this for me. I need this deal to land or I'm gonna be in some trouble. Please I'm begging you just pretend." It was here that I noticed someone sit in the chair across from me. This was fine until I realized who this person is.

"I guess I'm really gonna have to pretend this time. Anyway I gotta go I'll call you once I'm done." I then hung up the phone and sat back in my seat before letting out a sigh. "Please tell me you're here to try and convince me Sasha doesn't belong to me." That earned me a chuckle before she sat a manila folder on the table.

"Sadly no not this time. I'm here to talk about putting your client in my commercial." I just sat and stared at her because this must be a joke.

"Am I being Punk'd? Where are the cameras?" I asked looking around because I don't believe this.

"You know I have an actual job right? Like I majored in business so it know what I'm doing. Trust me I didn't expect Sasha to actually accept our offer yet here we are."

"You're the representative of Mifflin Dundie Beer company?" I asked because this is an unfortunate coincidence.

"Yes ma'am in the flesh. Danielle-Summer Moniet at your service." She smiled holding her hand out for me to shake. I'm not gonna lie I hesitated long enough for her to know I had to think about shaking her hand before I actually shook her hand.

"What's with the new hair color?" I asked because she's no longer a blonde but in fact a redhead. It's auburn in color but it's still noticeably red.

"Oh well since summer is right around the corner, I figured Summer should rock a new summery hairstyle. I would have gone brunette but I figured I'd go for a sexy red to spice it up a little." She smiled twirling a piece of her hair between her fingers. Part of me wants to believe that but another part believes she's trying to imitate me.

"Right. Anyway let's get to business I have a very busy day ahead of me." I shrugged because the faster I can stop looking at her the better. It's just hard for me to see her as a business partner and not the lady who is determined to break me and Sasha up. Quite honestly just knowing that in the future somewhere down the line she and Sasha are going to have to be working together is really turning me off to this deal. Sasha doesn't need this deal. With the money she's making from tour combined with the money we're making from Mattson's she really doesn't need this endorsement. Hmmm oh well I guess I gotta drop the ball on this one.

"Look I don't want the past to affect our future." I heard snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Huh?"

"You're looking at me with disdain and I bet you're probably thinking of any way you can get out of having to close this deal. Now I know the idea of your girlfriend-"

"Fiancée."

"Fiancée working with her ex isn't something quite up your alley but I think I deserve some credit here. Now I'll admit when we first met I was very jealous of you. Not because you were dating Sasha but because she did for you what I begged her to do for me for our entire relationship. All I ever wanted was to be able to hold her hand out in public and not have her worrying about paparazzi seeing it. Or be able to kiss her in the middle of a busy mall without a care in the world... but she wouldn't give it to me. After everything I did for her I never asked for anything from her but to just publicly claim me and she just couldn't do it. Then you came along and here she is announcing on national television that she's gay. You have no idea how bad that hurt me inside watching that happen. I was nothing but good to her and she treated me like.. well she treated me like I didn't matter. Once she got her record deal I went from her main priority to me calling her twenty times trying to get a hold of her only to have random females picking up her phone.." She spoke with the utmost clarity. Part of me wants to believe it but that doesn't sound like my Sasha.

"Sasha explained to me why you guys broke up and never once did she mention any of this. So why should I believe you?"

"Because a cheater will never admit to their crimes unless confronted with them. I mean if you were chasing after a new female who knows nothing about your past would you tell her that you cheated on your ex multiple times? Or would you just simply highlight all the bad things your ex did to make her take your side?" As much as I hate to admit it this is one pill I know is going to be hard to swallow. I don't want to know the truth but I also have to know because if what she says is true Sasha could be laid up with some floozy right now and I would never know for sure. Sipping my water I just stared at her. I shouldn't but my heart has to be protected.

"What happened then?" I spoke. Sash always told me not to believe anything she says because she's a manipulator but it takes one to know one. Besides regarding her most recent scandal I feel like I should hear her out. At this point in time, I'm desperate for answers. Answers that will help me regain my trust back to how it was before she started on this damn tour. I just want to be able to trust my Dominant again. I miss her so much but her recent actions have made it hard for me to want to put my life in her hands again. I just want to trust her again.

Sasha's POV a week later

"I know mommas I'm almost home."

"But you aren't here! Sasha I'm so lonely." Pouted my orange looking at me. Right now I'm in my trailer on set of the commercial I'm set to shoot for Mifflin Dundie beer. I've never had a proper sponsorship up until I decided to come out and thousands of them came flooding in. But I never accepted any of them because I didn't want to be in the spotlight until everything calmed down. And now that I'm done touring I figured I'd give one a try. Personally I wouldn't have chosen a beer company but Mitch insisted I do a partnership with them so here I am. If it weren't for Mitch I probably never would have heard of them anyway. Becks never heard of them either so I'm truly doing this company a favor more than they are me. But I just see it as a check I can blow to spend on taking my fiancée on a one of a kind vacation.

"You and me both but I'm almost home. Two days of shooting and the third day I'm on a plane home straight to you. Like literally straight to you. I have it organized so that I can jump out of the plane about a mile from the house and if the wind doesn't push me off course I should land right on the back patio." That got her to show me that beautiful smile making my heart throb. I miss her so much.

"For all that I'll just open the window that way you can land in bed next to me right here see." She then held out her phone showing me her side of the bed meaning she's laying on my side of the bed. "This bed is so empty and cold without you." She pouted bringing the phone back closer to her and cuddling into the pillow. "You're perfume is starting to fade and you needa come back and reclaim you're spot on the bed."

"Spray it again then and before it gets a chance to fade I'll be right there underneath you." I murmured pulling my knees to my chest as I propped her on the arm of the couch. It's actually about seven in the morning here in Monaco France, meaning it's about one or two in the morning there in Florida. It's Tuesday and she should be asleep right now but she called me after she woke up from a bad dream, and wanted to talk to me. We've been talking ever since. I enjoy having her on the phone with me because it feels like she's with me only she's not.

"I'd rather you be on top of me but I wouldn't mind that either." She smirked showing me her fuck me eyes.

"I know I can't wait to fuck you either. I'm going stir crazy not having anyone to dominate. I've resorted to bitching at everything and everyone who causes the slightest inconvenience for me. They all probably think I'm a monster now." That got her to laugh.

"Baby you are a monster you just aren't expressing it through sex like you usually do so now it's coming out onto others."

"Well that's out of my control." I shrugged.

"So when do you have to go to wardrobe and stuff?"

"I dunno. I just hope the water isn't too cold because they want me to do some sexy bikini shots in the water." I smiled watching her clench her jaw in obvious envy. "Don't worry babe you're the only one who gets to wash clothes on my board."

"Good cuz I got a lot of dirty clothes that need cleaning."

"Why do I have a feeling these clothes are just your tongue and lips?"

"Because they are." That made me let out a small chuckle.

"Good I hope they are and something else but it wouldn't get clean just turn me into your own slip n slide."

"Mmmm. Daddy don't you start I just put everything away." She whined. When she first called after she explained she was dropping to me we had a pretty hot session. Long story short she came all over my dick making me wish more than anything that I was there to clean it up. Watching her do that made me cum as well and we've just been contently talking ever since.

"Like you don't wanna go again. This time I want you to use my-"

*Knock! Knock! Knock!*

"Hold that thought." Getting up I took her with me and opened the door to my trailer.

"Morning superstar!"

"Oh, you have got to be fucking kidding me!" I whined out loud looking at the person who knocked on my door.

"Baby who is it?" I just let out a sigh because I already regret agreeing to doing this commercial and we didn't even start filming.

"Hold on." I then closed my door and locked it. "Baby why is Danielle here?"

"Huh?"

"My ex. The one we both hate. Why is she here in Monaco here?"

"Well I knew she was part of the company but I didn't know she'd be there on set!" She spoke just as equally surprised.

"Did you not read the contract? Was this hid-"

"I read it front to back three times. It never said anything about her being on set. Nor did she even mention it."

"Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!"

"You want me to call Mitch. I can get you out of-"

"No. No we're both adults. I'm mature enough to work with an ex and not let it interfere with anything."

"Exactly and you have me as your motivation to get through this shoot. You're a professional and before you know it, I'll be in your arms again. Just needa get over this last hurdle."

"God, you're legit the only support system I need. Did I tell you how much I love you?" I asked walking back over to the door.

"I love you too. I'll always have your back no matter what." I then opened the door again.

"So happy you made me your fiancée. You're my better half."

"Hi Danielle. Funny seeing you over there." Spoke Becks because she must have seen me open the door.

"Hi Rebecca."

"Anyway what do you want?" I asked looking at her.

"I was told to come fetch you and take you to makeup so we can start filming."

"Sasha doesn't leave her trailer until she has her breakfast first." Responded Becky for me. I nodded because it's true I've yet to eat today.

"Already covered." Danielle then bent down and picked up a black plastic bag. "I got you a muffin, I couldn't remember if you still liked chocolate chip so that's what I got you." She then handed me a chocolate chip muffin. "I got you one of our classic Breakfast Essentials vanilla flavor because I remember how much you loved them when I let you try mines the one time. Haha I'll never forget that look you gave me when you tried it for the first time." She giggled looking at me before handing me the drink and going back into the bag. "Then I got you a bowl of fruit with all the melons except watermelon picked out. Yes, for some reason I remember how much you hate the other melons. Why I don't know but here you are." She then handed me the fruit bowl. "And then a strawberry, lemon, and raspberry infused Voss water. The same drink I gave you the morning of your first big gig." She spoke showing me the bottle of water that had fruits in it.

"Woow." Becky laughed making me awkwardly smile.

"Yeah. Anyway are we taking that to go or do you need me to give you ten?"

"She needs twenty please. Thank you bye!" I simply shrugged then went back into my trailer closing the door behind myself. I then sat everything down on the counter. "I couldn't remember if you liked chocolate chip muffins so that's what I got you!" Mocked Becky as I sat her on the counter as well.

"Oh stop."

"A strawberry, raspberry, and my blood infused Voss water exactly like I gave you on your first gig. Only this time it's gonna make you fall in love with me again hehe!" Mimicked Becky in an annoying valley girl voice.

"You aren't gonna drop this are you?" I sighed eating a grape out the bowl which in fact only contained no other melon but watermelon.

"No. No I don't think I can."

"Well she was my first girlfriend Becks I don't know what you want me to say. We got a lot of history together. But remember that you were the one who signed off on this so you can't be mad at me."

"I know I just didn't think she'd be on set with you. But I'm not worried because I know you like the way my pussy taste better than hers anyway." When she said that I choked on the water I was drinking. "And not only that but did you see that hair color? She's totally trying to be me. Next she's gonna have an Irish accent and then we're really gonna be in trouble.

"Oh I thought something was different about her. Thinking about it she did dye her hair. Doesn't matter I like my girls with bright orange hair and a little bit of an attitude attached."

"Lucky you got one waiting on your return home huh?" To that I smirked at her and winked.

"I got the baddest bitch on earth waiting for me at home. Don't worry babe I only got eyes for you. You're the one who knows how to actually cook. You would've cooked me a gourmet breakfast notice how everything she got me was store made?"

"I peeped. Hence why I'm not even sweating her. You know who you belong to, I don't need to babysit you." That made me smile. I'm so happy we were able to make up.

"I belong to you and only you." She smiled letting me know she liked that answer. From there we talked while I ate and once I finished I made my own way to wardrobe. We didn't stop talking until I had to start filming. We're shooting two different commercials. The first one that we're shooting today is me on the beach messing around and then getting chased by fans but the catch is they're just after the beer I'm holding not me. So in the end I end up running into the water only to find out they stopped chasing me after I dropped the beer. It's a cute concept and I like it. The second commercial is supposed to take place at this beach side bar and.. we'll honestly Becky called before I could finish reading it. So I'm just gonna wing it and hope all goes well.

The next night

"I only have space for one in my room." Grabbing the six pack of beer I winked at the guys and girls before turning on my heels and headed towards the exit.

"AND CUT! That's a wrap folks!" Yelled out the director. That then caused everyone to start clapping. I'm still holding the six pack. I clapped as best I could before the clapping dulled enough to signal someone to take the six pack from me. I dropped it and one of the beers opened upon impact and gave me a beer shower. Luckily the guys in wardrobe were able to touch up my makeup. Sadly they couldn't give me a new outfit. So for the past three hours I've been doing nothing but being nauseous. I don't drink beer, I hate the taste of beer, I hate the way it smells most. So the faster I get out of here, the faster I can call wifey and have a shower. Filming started six am and ended at six pm. That's just the perfect timing since it's nine am over in the states so she should be up at this time.

"Thanks." I smiled as some stage crew girl took the beer from me.

"Good shoot Sasha." Smiled the producer. At the same time several people swarmed me, one was holding out some water to me. Another was holding out my new robe that was gifted to me at the end of filming yesterday. Then a third person is holding out my phone. "Today went so much better without nature messing up the shots."

"I know. It's just in time for dinner." I smiled because I'm so hungry. I haven't ate since lunch, and that was boring. I miss eating with my Becky to the point I feel bad about leaving her alone to go on this tour. It was a terrible idea to do it because I'm now very very very homesick. That's why I'm booked for the first flight out of here to Florida tomorrow morning. Putting on my robe, taking the water from the guy, then grabbing my phone. Looking at it I have a few missed calls and texts. None of which are from Wifey. That being said I opened my phone and FaceTime called her.

"Are you coming to the wrap party tonight?" Asked the producer.

"Uhh I dunno."

"You're the star you gotta come."

"Maybe I can't promise anything. I honestly would rather go home. I miss my fiancée."

"I miss you too Daddy!" I heard call out getting me to look at my phone.

"Hi beautiful. Excuse me." I then patted the guy on his shoulder and walked away towards my trailer. "Hey you are you just waking up?"

"Yes." She murmured cuddling into the pillow tighter making me smile.

"Oh I'm sorry mommas want me to call you back later?" She let out this adorable yawn making me smile. God I just miss her so much I can't wait to go bask in her beauty in person.

"No. I'm gonna start breaky in a minute. Bay has work at eleven, and Licia has work at ten so I wanna make sure they eat before they go."

"Oh okay. I take it girls night was a success?" Last night Char insisted the four of them had a girls night so I allowed it.

"Mhmm. Thank you."

"You're welcome gorgeous. But you better make sure there's some weed and wine left over for me when I get home later."

"There's plenty left for you Daddy. I rolled four Ls and set them aside for us. Then I guess I'm headed to the liquor store for more champagne and tequila."

"Will you marry me?" I asked because that's all I can compute after hearing that.

"When and where?"

"At our beach the moment I get back to the states."

"Deal." She smiled as she got out the bed and made her way to the bathroom. "So what's this I hear about a party?" She asked as I made it to my trailer.

"It's the wrap party everyone is going to later tonight but I'm honestly thinking of skipping it and just going home early." I shrugged setting her down on the counter and began to rid myself of my outfit.

"Damn you're sexy." That made me blush watching her ogle me through the phone.

"Were you even listening?"

"Yeah. You don't wanna go to the party I heard you. But honestly baby I think you should go. It's your first paid sponsorship wrap commercial party thingy majiggy shindig hoedown." That made me giggle she's such a dork.

"I know but I wanna see you more tho. If I go I'm just gonna get drunk and want you even more so it's not really winning me anything but heartbreak."

"I know. Trust me I was struggling last night being fucked up without you here to fuck me sober." She purred making me smirk.

"You just like sloppy drunk sex."

"Is that so wrong?"

"No it isn't love. But it proves my point of why I don't wanna go to the party."

"You love me right?"

"To the moon and back."

"Good then I give you my blessing to go to the party. You have a level of professionalism you have to uphold and skipping out on your first sponsored wrap party seems a bit unprofessional to me." As much as I disagree with that she's right to a degree.

"But Becky!" I whined putting on my regular street clothes so I can head back to my hotel and get a decent shower.

"No buts missy. You are going to go to that party, talk to some people, have mmm.. three drinks, and then you can come home. You have to spend a minimum of an hour and a half there."

"Thirty minutes."

"An hour, just make it known you were there then you can leave." It was here she finished her business in the bathroom and began to walk around our bedroom putting on clothes. She slept in a tank top and shorts So she only put on her 'I love Sasha Banks!' hoodie and slippers I assume.

"Fine but I'm not gonna enjoy it."

"You're gonna have a great time."

"Bae I just wanna come home and see you. I miss you." I pouted.

"I know I miss you too but I need time to clean up the house for when you get back. I got a whole list of chores I need to do before Daddy comes home."

"I can help."

"Hey Bex? Shut up!" I heard in the background making me glare at the screen.

"Who the fuck?!" I asked because nobody talks to my girl like that.

"Sorry Baybay I forgot." She then flipped the camera and showed Bayley cuddled up in our blankets sprawled out in our bed. Ideally I don't like the idea of someone other than Becky in my bed, but her friends have made it perfectly clear they are above my law and do what they want to a degree. I didn't bother to try and argue because wifey's friends are the most important people I have to keep in my good graces.

"Hi Bayls." I spoke.

"You know some of us have work this morning?" She sassed sitting up glaring at us.

"Do I gotta fuck E up? Or you just hungover?" I asked.

"No I want you to be quiet and not interu-"

"Becks you guys got any men's shirts? My sexy Spanish man needs a new shirt." Asked Char busting into the room.

"AAAANNND THERE GOES MY SLEEP!" I heard as well, it must've been Alicia since I've yet to hear her yet.

"Oh wait Char he actually came?" Asked Becky flipping the camera back to her.

"Three times!"

"Hey wait a minute I said no boys allowed."

"Mamá, no necesito una camisa. If you like me better without one I don't want one." Spoke a very thick Spanish accented man.

"Si te burlas de ella así nunca te dejará ir." Bayley replied making Charlotte blush and her guy friend to chuckle.

"That's the point." He grinned.

"Wow that's crazy because I thought you were a dream last night." Spoke Becky checking him out.

"Hey! Hi! I'm right here toots!" I yelled trying to get her attention.

"Wait no what's what point? Bay what'd you say? What's she say?" Char asked.

"You guys are worse than my family. At least they sleep in."

"Sorry Licia." Cooed my Becky looking off to the side.

"I said you all need to be quiet and get out so that your beloved Bayley can rest until she's gotta get ready for work." Bay explained. There are too many conversations going on at once right now.

"That's about right my lady. But I have to go now. Work is calling." He purred.

"Baby please don't be mad." Becky pleaded right before a pillow hit her in the head.

"You all suck!"

"Fuck you!"

"Boo stay for breakfast Becky cooks mean eggs."

"Has anyone seen my glasses? I can't see without my glasses." Then the screen went all black and from what I could hear, Becky put me in the hoodie pocket and is beating up Bayley.

"Get off me you psycho!"

"Hey! Don't hit my friend!" Then I heard more rustling and sounds of them smacking each other with pillows.

"Don't hit my friend for hitting your friend!"

"Me encantan las fiestas de pijamas!"

"REBECCA!" I yelled trying to get her attention. But that was a waste because the girls are all too busy fighting each other. Then somehow her phone fell out of her pocket into the bed and now I'm really lost. This is mildly annoying. Like part of me wishes I was there because it's a pillow fight, however I don't like being ignored. I guess she didn't realize I fell out of her pocket and somehow the phone hung up on me. Awesome. I'd be mad but I know she's at least happy right now. I'll appreciate any help I can get in keeping her sane till I get home. But I am upset that some random dude is in my house. Granted I can't do much I still feel the need to make sure he's not up to anything bad. That being said, I decided to look at the live feed of the house cameras. From what I can see the girls must still be in the master bedroom but homeboy went back into the guest room and a few seconds later Char was right behind him. Then a few minutes later Becky came out of the bedroom and went into the kitchen to start breakfast I assume. But the thing I found most interesting is maybe five minutes after that Rico Suave came out the bedroom still shirtless with Charlotte basically glued to his back as he went into the kitchen and began talking to Becky. After a moment he gave her a small hug and headed to the door with Charlotte still on his back. He poked his head into the master bedroom to say goodbye to the other two before heading to the front door. He's a very buff looking guy so I wasn't surprised to see he managed to spin her around so she was hanging onto the front of him. He said something that made her wrap her arms around his neck tighter as if she really doesn't want him to leave. Then they shared a really long kiss coaxing her to unwrap her legs around his waist and stand on her feet. When they finished kissing he said something and patted her tummy making her blush. Then what happened next really made me smile. He kissed her on the forehead before kissing her nose and then her neck. Then he opens the door and left closing it behind himself. Poor Char was frozen in place for a moment with a dumb love struck look on her face. She finally snapped out of her trance after a moment and locked the door back. After she did that she leans up against the door with this big old goofy grin. If I didn't know any better I think Charbar is in love. The girl who doesn't have time for love is clearly smitten. It was also in this moment my phone started to ring signaling a call from Becky.

"Sorry babe I forgot I put you in my pocket."

"It's totally okay." I smiled. It was here Charlotte looked directly up at the camera that faces the door and flipped it off before joining Becky in the kitchen. She must know I'm probably watching and that I know what her best friends still probably don't know.

Later that night

"Okay.. okay.. one more shot then I HAVE to go." I spoke.

"Boo you suck!" Snickered surprisingly Danielle. She showed up to the party with this cute brunette. I'm just happy to hear she moved on off me finally.

"I have a flight to catch in a couple hours. Me wanna go home."

"Home schome!" Someone mocked. Honestly I'm about five shots and three glasses of champagne too deep into this party. Thankfully Becky forced me to eat before coming so I'm drunk but I'm still very loosely aware of my surroundings.

"Well I'm in need of some good loving. I miss my Orange. So I need to go to her." I sassed because it's true.

"Alright this shots to going home!" Chimes in a guy who I can't remember who he is.

"To going home!" We all said in unison before cheers-ing and taking the shot.

"Woo! Fuck! Okay yeah no more for Sasha she's good." I spoke sitting down my shot glass and taking a sip of my water. After the yacht party I've been very diligent about my alcohol consumption. Whenever I feel myself starting to get too drunk I start drinking water. I don't want to put my fiancée through that kind of trauma again. I love her too much to let her have doubts about us in her head ever again.

"Awe minus one point Banks." Teased Dani playfully hitting me.

"I'm not the same drunk I used to be. Sorry not sorry." I shrugged putting my hands up in surrender.

"Wish I could say the same." She murmured taking two champagne glasses from a waitress who walked by with a try full of them. "Wow she was gorgeous. You saw her?" She asked watching the waitress walk away. I just shrugged.

"I have no interest in other girls besides my Rebecca, you know that." It was here I decided to walk more towards the balcony part of the venue. The party is at this bar that sits right on the beach. And the balcony sits above the sand looking out towards the water. It's quite warm out for it being night so I decided to go watch the waves and enjoy the breeze. She followed me offering me one of the champagne glasses but I declined it. Normally I'd want nothing to do with her but she's really the only person I know at this party, so I don't mind.

"Blah you're so boring."

"Well you know how I get when I'm drunk. And Becky isn't here for me to be all over so I have no interest in getting wasted tonight." I shrugged leaning against the railing.

"Well then I guess that means more for me."

"Gotta fuel up for your new boo-thang!" I teased making her let out a snort as she chugged one of the glasses.

"Honestly I'm sick of her. So goddamn whiney. 'Awe Dandan come take selfies with me! Dandan which filter looks best on me? Dandan let's go do this! Dandan this! Dandan that!' God I wanna fucking strangle her. And that stupid fucking nickname I hate it so much." She ranted making me chuckle.

"And that's why I don't date females my age or younger. After we broke up I had to learn that lesson several times before I figured out the older females are the way to go."

"Well I now too have learnt that lesson."

"Yeah I'm scared those selfies she forced me to take are going to come back to haunt me somehow." That got her to laugh a bit.

"Yeah I'm sorry about that. I was going to leave her back in the states but she went through my stuff and saw the contract for the commercial and saw you were the star. Que a big temper tantrum by a twenty one year old and she's coming with me here."

"Yeah you can do better." She took a sip out of her second champagne glass and spoke.

"I know. It's hard ya know."

"I guess so yeah."

"I'm honestly thinking of leaving her here. She'd be too busy posting to social media that I doubt she'd even notice I'm gone. Like you remember when we were a thing, and how we couldn't go an hour without knowing each other's whereabouts?" That made me let out a small chuckle thinking about how obsessed we were with each other at first.

"I got yelled at every damn day at work when you'd call making sure I was there."

"Well you are like the only person I knew who actually turned their phone off during their shifts."

"Well it distracted me from my tables. I'd get a text, respond to it, then forget completely what table was supposed to get what. It was messing with my tips so I just ditched it completely during my shifts."

"Still don't understand why you didn't want to come work with me at my dad's office. It was so much more chill there and your salary wouldn't have relied on you being nice."

"I know but you know I don't like handouts."

"But luckily I talked you into taking one that one time." She smiled nudging me. If it weren't for Danielle I wouldn't have all that I have now.

"I know. Thank you for talking me into taking it."

"You're the Legit Boss of this venue. You own this motherfucker!" That made me laugh remembering that speech.

"I'm the Legit Boss!"

"Damn fucking right sister!" Getting us to both laugh before we fell into a comfortable silence besides the music from the party and the ocean crashing on the beach. "You know I'm surprised you took this gig. I know you hate beer."

"I know! This was mostly Becky and her goddamn beer addiction."

"Well she's Irish beer is their version of water."

"I know. And you want to know the best part?"

"Yes."

"We've never even heard of this brand of beer until my agent brought it up. And it gets even better knowing Becky didn't really like your guys beer." I chuckled.

"Yeah well it's an acquired taste I guess."

"You don't like it either?"

"No not really." That got us both to laugh. That's great now this whole commercial is an inside joke now. "Hey wait! Listen." She suddenly spoke hitting my arm.

"What?"

"Bank on it! Bank on it! Yeah I'm the Boss!" She sang making me whine.

"Nooo!" She smirked and grabbed my hand dragging me back inside.

"Come one Boss. We have to dance to your biggest hit song!" She smiled making me roll my eyes.

"Please don't!"

"Make way everyone The Legit Boss is coming through!" She yelled as she lead us to the dance floor. "Dance with me." She smirked as she started to dance.

"Dani please!" She silenced me by putting her finger to my lips and she started dancing on me. Great. I legitimately don't know what to do in this situation. Like I'm drunk enough to dance but sober enough to know I don't really want to dance with my ex. But she took the lead and started to make me dance. I'd pull away but she's moving us so quickly I can't.

"Stop being so shy, we have an audience." When she said that I looked around and noticed everyone was watching us dance. "Je t'aime Sasha." She spoke and I could hear the pain in her voice as she looked at me with pleading eyes. I don't want to dance but I don't know how to get out of this.

"What?" What the fuck did she just say to me?

"Je t'aime! Dance with me one last time please Sasha." She then put her arm around my waist and pulled me closer into her. "Just dance. It's just us." I don't want to but all eyes are on me and I don't want to come off as an ass in front of all these people. Letting out a sigh, I looked down at the my ring and bit my lip in frustration.

"I'm sorry Becky, it's just one dance then I swear I'm leaving this party and I'm back in your arms come the morning."

Taking another deep breath I put my hand in hers and followed her lead. Back when Dani and I were still together she signed us up for couples dance classes. She insisted I learn how to dance so that I'd have something to do on stage during my performances. Granted we only went to three of the classes, but in that short amount of time we learned a dance together. I hadn't really had a chance to explore my more dominant side yet so I always let her lead. So when I realized she was doing the dance I quickly adapted and followed her. All these years later and I was for sure I wouldn't remember it but my feet did. Then before I knew it was just me and her with the music playing in the background. "I knew you'd remember." She whispered in my ear in one of the counts where she pulls me into her arms before spinning me out. Then back in again.

"Muscle memory I guess." I spoke back before she dipped me. This was okay until she took her free hand and drug it down from my cheek all the way down to my crotch. That wasn't part of the dance, but before I could say anything she lifted me back up and spun me out again then yanking me back in this time her hand grabbed my ass making me jump... That's not part of the dance either I'm pretty sure she just added that as a reason to grope me and I did not like it. I feel like I'm in danger and I don't want to dance anymore."Let me go I'm done." I spoke trying to push her off me. All that did was get her to hold me tighter and loudly say;

"Je t'aime Sasha. I'm sorry let's just finish the dance. Please Sasha je t'aime!"

"I'm not gonna run away, but let me go."

"Je t'aime!"

"What does that mean? What are you saying? Does anyone know what she's saying?"

"Je t'aime! Please! Please! Je t'aime! Please! Dance with me Sasha please!" She begged. The phrase sounds familiar but I can't place it. It sounds French but I don't know. The way she's staring at me looks like at any moment she's going to burst out in tears. The last thing I need is for people to think I said something to make her cry.

"Just let me go."

"Je t'aime Sasha!" Then the tears started to fall making my entire soul go awry. I'm too drunk to deal with this I'm panicking. I don't know what to do other than to dance with her. Others probably can't tell but her breath let's me know she's a lot drinker than I am. I don't know how to get out of this situation. "Je t'aime! This is fate Sasha! Je t'aime." She cried and it's over unless I tell her what she wants to hear. So without asking I said it.

"Je t'aime!" God I hope I didn't just say something crazy. "Je t'aime. Please, just let me go." I whispered softly. By this point the song ended and thankfully everyone stopped paying attention to us. But after I said that, that's when I saw it in her eyes. It's the same exact way she'd look at me after the first time I said I loved her... A look I thought I'd never see again yet I'm looking dead at it. That's when it hit me. That's when I realized I fucked up. "Please Danielle... let me go." Thankfully she let me go, but not without hesitating first.

"Je veux ton amour." No! No! No! Damn it. That phrase... It was made popular by Gaga and now I officially curse that song. Oh fuck I know exactly what she said just now confirming my worst fear... I think I just told her I love her..

Go ahead cuss me out I can take it... You good? May I speak? Ok so this chapter was actually been like nine mon in the making on some weird shit. Originally after Dani spilled the tea to Becky I had an even more crazy scene that would make you show up to my job and stomp you out in front of all my coworkers. Soo i decided to save it for a later chapter. Yeah I see now that doesn't make anything any better but this was a shitshow wrapped up in bacon. Also i hope you guys remember that familiar face. But at the same time Becky and Alicia are kinda cute.. I think im starting to like that couple low key. Okay so can we just talk about this afterparty? I dunno which is worse the fact that beer is gross or Dani making Sasha dance with her in front of all those ppl. So cliffhanger was the only way for me to leave this chapter. I do have some good news tho Ive been rewriting adding and subtracting the future of this story and somehow I've managed to really fucking break my heart and... You aren't ready and neither am I. So do me a solid, dont stress whats in store but remember whats already done. Also did anyone also watch Charmed? like thats one series i loved so much but dont have the strength to rewatch it despite me wanting to watch it again. The plot was soo thicc and it only thickened the deeper it went. Also Piper was my favorite. I'm off topic now lol. Anywhore I'm gonna go now. I love your face and sorry if you hate me rn. -Joz #fuckiput