A/N: I do not own PP.

(I fixed the issue of all the random characters of when I uploaded it. Sorry about that. Don't know what happened.)

Beca opened the email app on her phone. She had to get something off of her chest, or she would never get to sleep tonight.

Hey,

I miss you. I bet you don't know that. Sometimes I don't even know how that happened. It seems like just yesterday that we were learning choreography to my latest mix with all the other Bellas.

You know, living in that house, always surrounded by those girls, sometimes drove me crazy. There was no quiet time. There was no alone time. But I didn't realize the blessing of never feeling lonely. I was surrounded by people who loved me. If I had a problem, there was no way you crazy ladies would let me pass by without getting to the bottom of it. That's why you got so mad at me during the retreat. It wasn't because I had a problem. It was because I had kept it from you for so long.

Living in LA is great, it has been my dream for my entire life. But, recently, I had to ask myself why I was so miserable? Why did I feel this way whenever I walked into my apartment? I realized today what the answer is. It is because of you and the Bellas.

My favorite memory of you and I isn't singing in the shower (although that was one of the most interesting days of my life) or going to Copenhagen and demolishing those Germans. My favorite memory of us, is one day in our second year at the house. I was stretched out on the couch, studying, and you came into the living room. You had your own book in your hand, and made your self comfortable on the same couch I was on. You stretched out, and entwined our legs, all without a word.

I felt like the Grinch at the end of the cartoon, where his heart expanded until there was no way it would fit anymore. You made my heart bigger that day.

We just stayed like that for an hour or two until Amy walked through the room and made me feel self-conscious with some off the wall comment (that she is so good at.) I always felt bad about leaving without a word. I had been so happy on that couch with you, but I didn't know how to explain myself.

Can you believe that in a few months, we will have known each other for 10 years? That is crazy to me! We live far apart, and yet you are one of the most stable things in my life. No matter the time, and no matter the situation, I know you will answer the phone when I call.

So, thank you for being my rock Chloe. I miss you more than you will probably ever know.

Xoxo

B

She hit send before she lost her nerve. The tears moistened her cheeks as she fell into a fitful sleep.

Knock knock knock

Beca stirred. "What is that?"

Knock knock knock

"Its early… and Saturday. Why are you bothering me?" She grumbled as she got out of bed. She looked through the peephole, but didn't see anything.

"Hello?" She called through the door.

"Open up." A familiar voice answered.

She pulled on the door, excited but confused.

"Wha…" She briefly saw the bright blue eyes she dreamed about before she was engulfed in a tight hug.

"I love you too Beca."