Connections, Love, & Attachment

•First I'm going back to the quote. Second I apologize ahead if you don't like country music. It's the Man in Black, so it's a classic and it fits here. Leave me alone I'm a country girl so I love it. Third for those that requested a deeper dive into Sabezra 3 (ch 4) I can explain why I didn't do that for chapter 5. I write a lot of this based off of stuff I know in some way or how I can imagine it. I didn't go in to detail in the first place for length and it's a weak area for me. I want to be sure I can write this right. I asked for some help with this. xXLustful DesireXx wrote an extinction of it in chapter 7 of "Ask and You Shall Receive" this will be my take on it. I was waiting on it to go up before I wrote this. For the first time in this story I'll be writing Ezra's POV in this story. The last chapter was a cool down chapter to help you through the

I keep a close watch on this heart of mine I keep my eyes wide open all the time I keep the ends out for the tie that binds Because you're mine, I walk the line

I find it very, very easy to be true I find myself alone when each day is through Yes, I'll admit that I'm a fool for you Because you're mine, I walk the line

As sure as night is dark and day is light I keep you on my mind both day and night And happiness I've known proves that it's right Because you're mine, I walk the line

You've got a way to keep me on your side You give me cause for love that I can't hide For you I know I'd even try to turn the tide Because you're mine, I walk the line

I keep a close watch on this heart of mine I keep my eyes wide open all the time I keep the ends out for the tie that binds Because you're mine, I walk the line

⁃Jonny Cash "I Walk the Line"

Ezra:

I understand now why the Jedi forbid love and attachments. Passion can get out of control. Kanan has me keeping this Journal of every time I have a brush with the dark side. Unfortunately this is my third time. It kinda just happened. I got caught up in the moment. I never imagined such a happy moment could cause so much harm. I can control myself under it's influence now. Thank goodness Sabine was too distracted to notice my eyes change colors. She definitely felt the change in temperature. Luckily she dismissed it as just being wet and out of the water. She pulled me out but Kanan had already sensed it as well. He's on his way back now. I'm distracting Sabine by watching Dr. Who (A/N: that show had to exist a long time ago in a GFFA & you guys know it.).

Kanan and I are going to have a long talk when he got back. I should probably start from the beginning.

After last nights sex I spent the night with her while the others were gone. When I woke up Kanan com to tell me that they weren't going to be back until late tonight. It was then that I decided to make this the most romantic day ever.

When I told Sabine about the others I made her two promises. One that I would kiss every inch of her body, and two that I wasn't going to let her feet touch the floor all day.

We began the morning with another round of normal sex. I kissed her all the way down to her pantie line before she stopped me. I then carried her to the kitchen and made the two of us muffins. We licked the bowls and spoons together while they were baking. Then she sat on my lap both of us naked as we fed them to each other.

After breakfast we went back to her room were we 69ed it. I managed to kiss her all the way to knees as she sucked on my dick.

We made out for a few hours and then I picked up kissing the bottom part of her legs down to her toes.

For lunch I made us spaghetti and meatballs. We split the plate in the same way we sat for breakfast. At several points we were eating the same noodle and started French kissing.

After lunch I went to work kissing every inch of her back side. I worked my way up her back slowly. The sight of her like that only making me want her more.

"On your knees. I want to try something." I said eyeing her ass. I couldn't contain myself I just had to try it. She listened to me. I stuck a finger up her butt and one in her pussy with my other hand. She moaned in pleasure. I added a second finger in both. Then I added a third after a while. A few moments later I stuck my dick in her ass as I used both hands to finger her pussy. As I trusted inside of her I started to feel cold. Much like I had felt the times I brushed against the dark side.

I ignored it. I probably shouldn't have, but I continued for a while. Sabine couldn't respond anymore. All she could do was droll and wait for her next climax. At this point I allowed the force to guide me to make the next move.

Finally I stopped. I got down and got us both some fresh clothes and pulled out a couple of towels. Then I spread a box of rose petals I found in the bath tub. I did all of this while under the influence of the force. I dressed Sabine this time before carrying her to the kitchen again. I cooked us some Naboo Love Oysters. As if this wasn't a sexy enough day as it was, but Kanan had told me to trust the force. This was the recipe it lead me to. Sabine and I feed them to each other again.

After dinner I carried Sabine to the refresher. I sat her down on the counter in there as I ran our bath and lit a bunch of candles I found with the red rose petals. Then I poured some bathing oils and bath salts into the water. Finally I dimmed the lights and put on some music. A love song started playing.

I pick Sabine off the counter kissing every uncovered spot.

"Haven't you already kissed there?" She asked me.

"I'm a perfectionist. Just to be sure, I always do a double-check." I responded. Then I kissed her even more passionately.

I set her on the edge of the tub and started to undress her to the tone of the song. Then I picked her up bridal style and placed her in the tub.

She watched me as I undressed. Once I was finished I climbed in with her. The water went over the ledge putting out a few of the candles. I tickled the little spot between her breast that I had discovered earlier today as well as a few other more acceptable places I swore to myself I would never tell anyone else about. Her laughter echoed in the room.

I lifted her up and set her on the edge of the tub against the wall whilst French kissing her. Then I moved down to her opening. I started licking around it and rubbing her thighs at the same time.

She closed her eyes as she moaned in pure pleasure. I suddenly felt the coldest I had ever felt in the force. Her fingers intwined with my hair.

I took a quick break to look up at her. In the process I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror behind her. My eyes were yellow with a small red ring around it. As I go back to my task I feel Sabine shiver. Her finger slips under my chin. I close my eyes as I feel her gently lift my head to look at her. 'You were just seeing things. Your eyes are blue like they always have been.' I think to myself before I open my eyes to look into hers.

"Ezra, this feels incredible, but I'm a little cold out here." She says in a lust field voice.

"I know." I say with a mischievous look. I catch my reflection again. My eyes are blue again. I returned to my task more feverishly than before.

She arched her back as I slipped my tongue into her. Her breast pointing up. I took advantage of the moment. With my Jedi reflexes I quickly moved my mouth to her breast and slipping into her in one swift move. I licked and kissed her nipples as I slowly dragged her back into the water.

Once back in the water I started trusting harder. Sabine cried out in pleasure at both the sexual pleasure and the warmth of the water. I released myself seconds later.

We laid there like that for a moment just feeling each other's hearts quickly beating. I was still inside her. My head resting on her breast.

I lifted my head and kissed her cheek. Then escaping her hold I refreshed the water. I put some soap on a loofa as I asked her to turn. I then washed every part of her. She climaxed one last time as I washed her more tender spots. She let me have complete control over her.

Once I was done I quickly scrubbed myself clean and got out of the tub grabbing both towels. I wrapped one around my waist. I turned back around to notice Sabine trying to get out of the tub.

"No, no. Stay in there and enjoy the warmth of the water a little longer while I prepare something else." I scolded her in a loving tone.

She smiled and leaned back against the tub as she soaked in the water.

I left her like that, as I quickly went to my room and grabbed my favorite blanket that I used every night and got dressed. I then returned to the refresher and used the force to pull her out of the tub and layer her down on the blanket in my arms bridle style. She jerked at the sudden movement.

I used the force to bring her clothing to her and dressed her.

"I told you I wasn't going to let you touch the floor today." I say teasingly with a smile. The cold feeling from earlier long gone. Sabine kissed me on the lips. She opened her mouth giving my tongue permission to enter before I even asked. She allowed me to lead the passion of the kiss.

I pulled away. "We still have some time. Want to watch that episode you were talking about the other day?" I asked.

"Oh! Ezra, you remember!" She exclaimed in a shocked tone.

"How could I forget something you love so much?" I replied with a grin.

I carried her back to her room. That's where we are right now. She's watching Dr. Who while I talk to Kanan though the force.

"Ezra Bridger! I don't know what you did but with what I sensed whatever it is your in trouble this time." Kanan says though our force bond.

"How long do we have?"

"How long do you think? Hera and I headed back to the Phantom as soon as I sensed your little stunt in the force. I'm not even sure if I want to know what you did."

"Probably not but you'll probably find out anyways. Fair warning Hera's going to be mad."

"Tell me you didn't wreak the Ghost. We're almost back and it looks fine from the inside."

"She's not going to be mad at me."

Just then I hear the familiar sound of the Phantom docking to the Ghost.

"Why is there water and rose petals all over the refresher?" Zeb ask after a few minutes of silence.

"There's muffins on the counter. Wait there's also left over spaghetti and Naboo Oysters in the fridge that wasn't there when we left." Hera calls from the kitchen.

"Can I talk to my Padawan?" Kanan asked Sabine.

"Sure, you know he really knows how to treat a girl." She answers.

I get up to help Kanan to the Kitchen. He smells the room.

"You fixed Italian food and Naboo Oysters? I didn't know you could cook." He says shocked.

"I also baked the muffins." I confessed.

"I'm guessing the rose petals in the tub were your doing as well." He states.

"Bingo, it was for Sabine and I to…" I started before he finished.

"Set the mood. I know. Between your clues and that passion I sensed radiating off you in the force I think everyone can put the puzzle pieces together." Kanan says smiling.

"Who would have thought the kid has game!" Zeb exclaimed bursting into laughter. He gives my a big pat on the back before heading off to his bunk. Hera's eyes turn to Kanan with a slant that means someone's in trouble. I'm glad she's not giving me that look.

"Why don't you ever do something like this?" She ask.

"Hera I can explain!" Kanan says to her as she storms off. He then turns to me. "Kid couldn't you at least have made your master look good for his lady?"

"Sorry, too much?" I ask laughing.

"Well I can see why you touched the dark side again. Don't think I'm letting you off the hook this time. We're going to talk about this during your next lesson." He says. "At least you didn't crack open my secret bottle of Alderaan wine. Thanks to you I have to do some damage control."

"Yeah, I'll probably never hear the end of it this time." I say.

"Nether will I." He says as he goes after Hera.