A/N: New story. Self explanatory.
Disclaimer: Inuyasha belongs to Rumiko Takahashi. I don't own it.
Summary: The Higurashis held a masquerade to find fiancés for
their daughters, Kikyou and Kagome. But when a betrothal between Kikyou
and Inuyasha occurred, Kagome was sent to spend a month with the
Komiyas to see if Inuyasha was a suitable husband for Kikyou. What she
didn't know of course, was the man she had fallen for at the
masquerade, was her sister's fiancé.
Behind the Masquerade
Attracted
She didn't particularly love the idea of dancing with a stranger---it was like talking to a stranger. And she had been taught a thousand times not to talk with a stranger, so she felt disinclined to dance with a stranger, for dancing with a stranger would be like talking to a stranger. Well, you get the general idea.
She wanted nothing more than to sit up in her room, sleeping the night
away. She wasn't fond of masquerades, for she didn't like not knowing
who were behind those masks. For all she knew, it could be the spawn of
evil she would be dancing with.
She didn't want to dance with any spawn of evil, so she sought to just
stay on the sidelines, watching all those couples dance and laugh
amongst themselves in the crowd. Her parents, being the typical
demanding parents most children had, were yearning for grandchildren.
So they thought that a masquerade could make their two daughters find a
fitting fiancé and give them those grandchildren.
But Kagome didn't like the prospect of having children.
She didn't even know the feeling of sharing her life with a boy, let
alone sharing her bed with a guy. She always imagined her first love to
be that knight in shining armor, atop a gorgeous white horse. He would
sweep her off her feet, and make her feel like the most special person
in the whole entire world.
But…
Her first love had turned out to be a fraud. A fake. He only tricked
her…But that didn't change the fact that she believed her second knight
in shining armor would be faithful and true to her, and only her. She
believed in second chances...
That's what she told herself the last sixteen years of her life anyway.
16 was a very young age to Kagome. Her sister, Kikyou, was 17, but she
acted like she had matured years ago. Kikyou was rather responsible for
a 17 year old, while Kagome was very not responsible for a 16 year old.
Complete opposites in other words.
Kikyou was the highlight of the family; the pride and joy of her
parents. She was pretty, beautiful, mature, well-mannered,
sophisticated, multi-talented, or in other words, the perfect princess.
Everyone would think the only thing missing was the fact that she was a
princess, but that is where everyone gets the incorrect buzzer. Kikyou
was a princess, or the "Perfect Princess" whom most would call her.
Kikyou had everything a girl could ask for; she had the money, she had
the clothes, she had the wealth, she had the power, and she had the
perfection. She was the angelic idol in everyone's eyes and she was the
image of flawlessness. Everyone loved her, everyone adored her,
everyone worshipped her and everyone respected her.
She had everything.
She had everything Kagome wanted.
Kagome was the other princess to them. Simply 'the other princess.' She
was not as pretty as Kikyou, she was not as mature as Kikyou, she was
not as well-mannered as Kikyou, she was not as talented as Kikyou, and
she was not as perfect as Kikyou.
Everyone compared them. "As Kikyou, as Kikyou." That was all she heard.
Being compared to her perfect princess of a sister. Kagome hated it.
She hated the fact that no one loved her for being Kagome. To them, and
even her parents, Kagome would never be as good as Kikyou. Kikyou would
always be better than Kagome, and Kagome would always be the one in the
background while Kikyou was being praised in the open.
Kikyou got everything she wanted, while Kagome had to ask, or even beg,
for the things she wanted. Whenever there were parties, Kagome's
parents would bring Kikyou forth and praise, "Here is my daughter,
Kikyou! She is really such a sweet and beautiful girl and we love her
so very much! Don't you think she is such a nice person? Oh...and my
other daughter is Kagome. She's somewhere around."
Whenever Kagome got into trouble and her mother would lecture her, it
would be the same. "Why can't you be as mature as Kikyou? You should
take lessons from Kikyou! Try to be like Kikyou!"
Kagome had a deep hatred for her sister. Kagome hated her sister for
being…well…her perfect sister. For being everything Kagome wanted to
be, but couldn't be. For being just so perfect.
Kagome tightened her grip on her glass of wine as she snapped her
thoughts back to the ballroom, with all those waltzing couples and
smooth music. And speaking of her satanic sister, she twitched her nose
in annoyance when she eyed Kikyou, in her beautiful pale pink dress and
mask, waltzing right past her with a tall, elegant man, who also had a
mask on.
She frowned behind her mask, her eyes following her sister around the
room, watching Kikyou dance with perfectly fluid and graceful
movements, not once messing up on her steps. She sighed after seeing
Kikyou disappear into the massive crowd, leaning up and resting her
exhausted body against the wall.
"I see you're as bored as I am," a voice interrupted Kagome from her
nap against the wall, and the princess quickly stood taut, looking to
her left where the voice had come from.
Kagome blinked owlishly behind her mask as she eyed a guy [obviously a
guy, since he was wearing a man's formal clothing] looking at her from
his own mask. She took in his stiff, yet thoroughly bored posture, and
twitched her mouth a bit, surprised at seeing another person bored
besides her.
"So what if I am?" she questioned back, still holding onto her glass of
wine, but forgetting it when she was observing the man next to her.
"Don't ask me to dance because I will most certainly not dance with you
tonight."
"I never asked you to dance with me, now did I?" the guy retorted back,
and Kagome heard what suspiciously sounded like a snort from behind
that mask of his. "I just thought I could talk with someone in this god
forsaken room without having girls try to roam their hands over my
body. Not my fault I'm hard to resist."
Kagome nearly let out a snort of her own too. "I see you certainly have
a very big ego."
The guy scoffed and turned his attention to the crowd of dancing
nobles, princes, princesses, queens and kings, not really focusing on
any particular person. Both of them kept silent for a while, feeling
uneasy around a person they didn't know. They couldn't take off their
masks either, since it was a masquerade party.
Kagome found out she was out of wine, so she mumbled an excuse and
walked over to the drink table, getting another glass of the sweet
substance. Lifting the lower part of her mask up, she carefully took a
sip and then glimpsed over to the place she had walked from, but seeing
no sign of the young man there.
She felt a pang of disappointment, but it quickly quenched when she
noticed it existed. It wasn't like she was sad he was gone, but it was
just because she felt that the only normal person had just disappeared
and she was stuck with bimbos for the rest of the time.
Speaking of bimbos, Kagome glanced at a particular man walking towards
her, his head held high and his body posture practically emitting off
waves of self pride. She was almost sure another guy was going to ask
her to dance, and she was going to just have to let the poor boy down.
The man strode up to her and extended a hand out. "Would you like to
have this dance with me?"
Kagome was sorely tempted to sarcastically answer that she didn't like
men since she'd met him, but decided that would just prove to everyone
that she was as childish as they said she was. "I'm sorry, I have no
wish to dance with you at this particular moment," she answered, bowing
a little in apology, while the guy snapped back his hand like it burned.
"And why my fair lady would you turn Hojo down?" the other human
questioned, scrutinizing the girl from head to toe, and liking what he
saw.
Kagome blanched as she tried to think of an excuse to not dance with
this man, looking around in quiet frantic. She spotted the guy from
before, standing a few feet away from her, and he suddenly stood out
like a blue elephant among a pack of cows. Dancing cows.
"I already promised to dance with this man here," Kagome answered,
quickly making her way over to the guy, and swiftly wrapping her arm
around his.
The guy whipped his head around, his glass of wine almost slipping from
his hand and crashing to the ground. The guy didn't look happy, his
golden eyes narrowing almost instantly and Kagome knew that he wasn't a
nice man to interrupt. "What do you think you're---"
"I promised to have this one dance with you, remember?" Kagome
intercepted him in a sweet voice, although it was lined with menace.
"What the hell are you---"
"Sorry Hoko, maybe next time," she said, diverting her attention to the
frowning man who didn't look too joyful behind his mask.
"It's Hojo."
"...Hojo then..."
Kagome quickly led the guy she had been holding onto off into the crowd
so that she would lose sight of that human idiot. She could tell he was
a human, or physically built as a human because he had the human ears
and the human fingers and everything about him emitted off the normal
boring human personality.
Now that her worried mind was off of that Hojo guy, Kagome
turned her attention to the seething guy next to her. He practically
threw her arms off of his as he growled and brushed imaginary ticks off
his sleeves. "I see you can't keep your hands to yourself either," he
mumbled, before folding his arms across his chest and piercing her with
the golden eyes shining through the mask.
"Well who gave you that stunningly sexy body must have been a total
babe magnet," Kagome answered sarcastically, an amused smile forming on
her lips.
"Yea, the ladies must love me," he responded, while eyeing the crowd of
people dancing all around the two of them. He felt like he wanted to
just walk out of here and leave the girl, but it seemed the crowd
wouldn't budge, so he sighed and looked back at the girl. "Dance with
me?" he asked in a rough voice, as if he was being forced to ask her
to.
Kagome was again, sorely tempted to accept his invitation and then kick
him in the male genitals, but something inside her made her stop that
thought and think over the possible answers. She could say no and then
later meet up with that other man and have to dance with him, or she
could say yes and dance with this unknown guest in her castle and have
a much more pleasant time with him than the other male guests here.
"Okay then," she answered, taking his hand and getting into the waltz
position, one hand on his shoulder while he gently placed a hand over
her hips. Their hands were about to join together when the music
suddenly stopped and a slow song began.
Kagome couldn't suppress the groan she sent off, and the guy sighed.
"Well, this can't hurt, now can it?" Kagome whispered in a small voice,
watching the couples around them get into the slow dance position.
"It'll hurt if I step on your feet accidentally," the guy answered,
emphasizing the word 'accidentally.'
"Not if I accidentally step on it first," Kagome retorted and then
lightly slipped her arms around his neck, while she felt his hands flit
around her waist.
She didn't place her head on his shoulder or anything, but kept her
head a good distance away from that dangerous chest the guy owned. They
slowly stepped side to side, letting the music wash across the room,
it's soft tones comforting to lovers' ears. Kagome could feel her face
go red as she eyed the lean muscles that showed through his clothes,
before she abruptly snapped her head up to concentrate on something
other than those tempting muscles.
She only managed to lock gazes with his golden eyes. Big no-no.
She wanted to break that eye contact, but found it extremely difficult
to, although her brain screamed curses at her to break the stupid eye
contact. Her mouth seemed to work simultaneously too. "So are you
enjoying yourself?" she asked, trying to hide the small squeak in her
voice.
"Mm...I guess," the guy answered in a blunt voice, continuing to gaze
at her with those deep, golden eyes of his. "You?"
Kagome had to force down that hard rock in her throat, feeling her
cheeks burn behind the mask. "Same," was the only word she could muster
from her rapidly failing nerves.
She suddenly wanted to stop dancing and scream her head off before
jumping out the window in shame. She had just barely met this guy and
she was already feeling flustered from just dancing with this stranger.
And wasn't dancing with a stranger like talking to a stranger? And here
she was! Dancing AND talking with a complete, total stranger!
Add onto the fact that she didn't know who this guy was and she was
ready to commit suicide.
"So I heard the Kikyou princess was beautiful," the guy suddenly said,
trying to make conversation but unknowingly saying one of the worst
things in this situation.
All the fluffy and warm feelings that Kagome had went away right that
moment, like they had been thrown into the ocean and washed away. Then
she felt a whale eat it up.
In other words, she could flinch.
"I guess," she hissed through pursed lips, her arms stiff around his
neck.
"But I haven't met her, so I don't think she's beautiful till I have.
And even then, I wonder if I would find her beautiful. I heard claims
that she's beautiful and the perfect princess. The perfect wife to any
prince. Aren't those just in fairy tales?" the guy questioned, tapping
his fingers idly behind Kagome's back.
"Well Kikyou must be the fairy tale princess then," Kagome replied, her
voice lined with frost as she said her sister's name, the mentioned
somewhere in the crowd, probably dancing with some well-known king from
some foreign country.
"Do you know her?"
"More than I like."
"Do you like her?"
"Less than you think."
Kagome heard a small chuckle from behind the mask, and looked at the
man in the eyes, blue eyes wide with confusion.
"Never heard someone dislike 'the perfect one' ."
"Well congratulations, you just met that 'someone'," Kagome said,
giggling a bit as she relaxed again, knowing this man was at least not
as interested in her sister as most princes were.
The music ended and Kagome and the guy let go of each other, although
Kagome could feel herself doing it reluctantly. Bowing a bit, Kagome
stared one last time into the golden eyes and then watched him embark
on his departure from her.
Her legs didn't seem to move as her eyes did, which were watching the
guy's back. She could feel a tiny flutter in her heart, but she
dismissed it, blaming it on the fact that the guy had the most
gorgeously built body she had yet to come across. He disappeared into
the crowd and Kagome let out a breath she didn't know she had been
holding in.
Putting her hands over her chest as if her heart would beat out, Kagome
decided that she needed some fresh air...fast. Swiftly, yet as
gracefully as she could muster, she made her way straight to the
balcony, which had looked empty at that time.
Stepping out into the wide, open space, she clasped her hands onto the
railing, closed her eyes lightly and took in deep breaths, enjoying the
way the wind played around with her hair. Failing to look to the
darkness on the left, she would have noticed a guy with golden eyes
analyzing her. In fact, that same guy with golden eyes that she had
just danced with. But she didn't look, so she didn't know.
Her body visibly relaxed as Kagome stared up into the star-lit sky,
watching the lights play across the ceiling of earth, creating a bright
blue line to streak diagonally. But a hand to her shoulder caused her
to stiffen under the contact, clenching her fists to her sides. The
warning jolt through her body was all too familiar and she closed her
eyes tightly, taking in stabilizing hard breaths.
"What do you want…" she hissed in a low voice, opening her eyes and
looking stiffly down at the garden.
"Long time, no see Kagome."
"Not long enough…"
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A/N: Next chapter ya'll.