After my conversation with Mr. Argent I rushed home. I couldn't be anyone at this moment. So many different emotions were rushing through me. I hadn't even gotten a chance to grasp what had just happened. All I knew was that Allison is dead. She had just died in my arms. She's gone forever. I couldn't help but feel responsible for this. I am the one who got her into all of this. If it wasn't for me her dad may have kept this a secret forever. Chances are she would still be alive if she had never met me.

This wasn't the first time I have lost somebody important to me. However, this time it felt different. I didn't just lose her. Somehow I had also lost a part of myself. It felt like I huge piece of me had suddenly been ripped out. All my wounds had healed. Still though I felt a tremendous amount of pain. Honestly, I didn't know how, or if I would ever come back from this. I had failed her in the worst way possible. I couldn't stop myself from wondering who would be next. Would it be Isaac, Derek, Lydia, it could be Stiles's? Constantly I put everybody I cared about lives in danger. Right now that seemed unnecessary. None of them had to be in this. None of them would be in it if it wasn't for me. I'm a werewolf. With that there's a price to pay. I should've had to pay that price not Allison.

Sitting in my room I couldn't help but wallow. I was being held captive by my thought. Staring out of the window I kept playing my mistake on repeat. Although they weren't always good plans I always seemed to have a plan. I always seemed to know what my next move was. This time was different though. This time I was lost. Regarding everyone I had not clue what to do. Allison had always been my anchor. It felt like now I was slowly floating away. All I wanted to do was give up. It would be easy… for me to give up on myself. That would be the right thing to do. However giving up on myself would result in me giving up on my friends. Which is something that I couldn't do. Stiles' would ultimately pay the price. I would not let that happen. Nobody else was going to die because of me. I knew the only thing to do was get over myself. Stop wallowing and do something to make things right. I needed to do right by my pack. I needed to do right by Stiles'. Most importantly I needed to do right by Allison.

As I began to pull myself out of the dark place I had been in. I heard something outside. It sounded like a knock on the door. I wasn't sure though because it wasn't distinct. Outside I could hear. Somebody was yelling. It almost sounded like my name. But again I wasn't certain. My mind had been somewhere else for a while. Slowly I was getting a grasp on reality. Finally, I was certain that someone was at my door. They were banging aggressively on it. The longer I waited the louder it got. By the sound of their voice I knew who it was. However, I hoped that I was mistaken I peaked out the window to make sure. Sadly I had not been mistaken. In an instant my mood changed. Suddenly I had become all tense. Right away I knew this wasn't going to be a pleasant conversation. All I really wanted to do was ignore the door. However, I knew if this conversation didn't happen now it would just happen later. Slowly I walked to the door. Trying to regain control of myself. I was going to need it if I was going to get through this. I took one more step and suddenly I was in front of the door. Despite all my instincts to run I reached out and opened the door.

There are 3 chapters in this story. I hope that you all enjoyed the first chapter. Chapter 2 will be out next week. Comment who you think is the one knocking on the door. Before I release the next chapter and you all find out who it was!