I am so so so sorry about how long this chapter took. My computer broke and all my files disappeared. I just now got it working and I wanted to update a chapter, even if its small. Sorry

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What do I think about Edward...?

Well for one thing, I do think differently about him than I did before this whole vampy thing happened. He isn't as charming as he was before, I mean he is like super hot, but not charming. I do love him.. But not as much.

Does this mean the mate connection pully thing Tanya was talking about is wearing off? I don't actually think that's possible... I mean, look at how long Esme and Carlisle have been together.

I'm guessing a pretty long time.

"Well, differently I guess" I simply responded. It is true, I do think differently.

Tanya nodded a few times before she said anything more. "How differently?" She questioned. Well, at least I already thought about this one.

"Well, for one, I don't feel as greatly as I did before I turned into a vampire" I didn't wanna say 'vampy' cuz that would probably make me sound stupid as fuck. "And he's not as charming..." I continued as I spilled the rest of my thoughts out to her. I even told her I don't love him as much as before. I think that might've overdid it, but she just gave me this feeling.. This feeling that just told me that i just... Just can I guess.

"Mhmm.. I see"she murmured. She didn't say anything after that, probably in thought. "And what do you think of that?"

How do I think about my thoughts..? Hmm. That's a hard question. I struggled for a few seconds before I found a pretty good answer. "I.. Does a mating thing wear off?" I ditched my 'pretty good' answer for a even prettier good question.

I think Tanya liked it too cuz when I looked at her she was full blown smiling. "No Bella, it doesn't" she whispered and I got confused. Then how come..
"Listen, we'll finish this tomorrow, It's getting pretty late. Edward would probably send out a search party, you know how overly protective he is" She interrupted my thoughts and stood up, sticking her hand out for me. I gladly grabbed it and jumped up.

"How about we have a race?" I smiled and nodded. "Your on" before she even started, she leaned in and kissed me on the cheek.

Dude. She fricking kissed me. Yea, on the cheek, but it still counts. So.. Fuck you.

I stood there dazed, thoughts scattered. My brain mush. When I finally got my thoughts together and my brain restarted,I noticed that she was gone.

Dammit, I shouldn't have allowed myself to be seduced. That little evil.. Goddess.

I rushed off towards the sound of laughter and easily caught up to the voice. "Slow poke" I smiled. "Damn, you're fast... But are you fast enough?" Tanya teased and before I knew it, she was out of my sight again. What the hell...

I should've never doubted her. I mean, as far as I know, she could be the oldest vampire in the world. So she could know all the tricks.

I ran as fast as I could, making it to the house in record time. I don't know why I cared, but I got super pissed when I saw that she was standing there leaning against her car, pretending to drink tea out of a cup.

"About time you got here, I almost withered away into dust, and that's saying something." I growled at her teasing and she lifted an eyebrow. Who does she think she is!? I bared my fangs. She doesn't even know!? I put my foot in front of the other and stepped towards her.

Tanya choked on her 'tea' she was sipping and backed up, putting her hands up.

That just made me more pissed off. Who is she to think that I can't hold my anger? I snarled. "Down girl" she smiled and I just broke. I guess I can't restrain my anger after all.

I launched myself into the air, landing on her and pinning her to the gravel. I heard yelling and people running towards us, but I didn't care. When someone even dares to touch me, I'll elbow them right in the face. Ok, that's the plan.

When I heard footsteps coming towards us, I growled. "Bella, honey, its me" comes a somewhat familiar voice.

Edward... That bastard!

"Bella.." He went to touch me, I flinched away and went with my plan, but somehow it backfired because someone was restraining my arm.

Someone... That bastard!

I growled and looked over to see that Tanya was the culprit. She had this sad look on her face, and I furrowed my eyebrows. Why is she sad...?

I looked around and actually saw my surroundings for the first time after I snapped. "What... What happened?" I saw that Edward was inches away from my elbow, with a horrified expression. In the background, there was Carlisle, Esme, and everyone else with an even more horrified expression on their faces.

That'll be all for now. I'm sorry for the long wait, and sorry for the shortness of the chapter, but at least its something.