Entry 20

I saw them- not looking at each other. That told me everything that I needed to know. Thing is, I don't think either of them are aware of it. That ore they're too scared to own up to it. Neither will ever be free of the other if they don't confront everything and deal with whatever it is. Otherwise anyone trying to get involved with either of them becomes collateral damage. I know that the clock has already started it's countdown towards our end. Then what? Knowing something doesn't prepare you for its eventuality. This is so depressing…I guess my bell jar will ring first after all.