Hi everyone, Allison here. I'm here with a new story cause it's my birthday and it's my gift you. This fic is angsty and violent. If you don't like violent, then just comment on it to tell me to make it less violent cause I hear my readers. It won't be violent right now but it might be in the later chapters.

Set in season 8, Derek is angry at Meredith cause she messed up the trial and they lost Zola, but what he doesn't know is that she has a stalker.

"Meredith, you messed up big time." said Derek, Meredith could see the anger in his eyes, "I was a fool for thinking you could ever be a good mother.". "Derek, it's not like I planned on this happening….." said Meredith, she was cut off in the middle by Derek. "Your reckless thinking is the problem, Meredith." said Derek "You should have at least talked to me about it. The only reason I'm here is cause of that." he pointed towards the post-it. Meredith's phone beeped. "No running. Ever. I don't think that I can raise a child with you.". Meredith's phone didn't stop beeping.

"Are you implying that I'm a bad mother?" said Meredith sounding hurt. If only he knew what's going on thought Meredith. "You've been saying it for weeks. Maybe you're right." said Derek. Now, Meredith's phone was just buzzing and buzzing, and it was vibrating so much that it felt like it was having a seizure. Derek looked at the phone and said "Meredith, just answer the damn phone." He walked away then muttering something like 'Like mother, like daughter.' under his breath. Meredith picked up the phone, she didn't want to but she did. "He doesn't love you." said the voice "He proved it today." Meredith slammed the phone on the wall. She didn't want this happening especially at such wrong time.

She picked up the phone again and went through the line of messages he had sent her.

He doesn't love you, Mer

I love you, Mer

You can't ignore me , even if you want to.

There was a line of at least 20 more messages. Meredith sat on the edge of the bed and buried her face in her hand. How did this happen ?

Flashback

She was just getting on the elevator, when she saw the other person staring at her. He was an anesthesiologist. "I am Phil." he said and put forward his hand for Meredith to shake. Meredith shook his hand and said "I am Meredith." "I know that." he said "You want to grab coffee sometimes, Meredith?". "No, I don't want to." said Meredith "and besides, I'm married.". "Derek was married when you were with him." he said as if it was a universal fact. Meredith was shocked "How do you know that?" she asked.

"Truth be told, I have been following you around for a few weeks." he said and gave her a smile. Meredith didn't return the smile. It was creepy, this was creepy. The doors opened and she walked out.

Later that day, Meredith's shift was over, she was going down the elevator when she saw Phil again, this time he was staring at her with a creepy look on his face. "Hey, beautiful. " he said. "I don't think that it is appropriate for you to call me that especially as I know gor only one conversation". "I am just stating the fact." said Phil "You are beautiful." "Oh! I am flattered." she said, sarcastically . She tried to ignore him. After a few seconds, she felt heavy breathing above her shoulder, she turned back to face Phil standing inches away from her. "What the hell do you think you're doing ?" asked tried to kiss her but she slapped him across the face. She slammed the 'open doors' button and walked out.

She immediately went to Richard. It immediately got approved and he got fired that very night, apparently sexual harassment was a big offense in the workplace. After Phil, got the news, his face turned to a mixed expression of confusion and betrayed. That night she finally went home to her sleeping husband, kissing him on the cheeks and tried not to wake him up. After a while his pager beeped. He woke up startled. He then bid his wife farewell and left for the hospital. Meredith was tired, but still couldn't sleep, her thoughts kept circling back to Phil and to what had happened. She was wearing her blue t-shirt and her shorts. She was lying on the bed, alone , when her phone buzzed up. She reached for her phone. She clicked the unlock button and the lock screen illuminated, there was one notification : A message from an unknown number. She swiped at the notification ,it read

I love the way that blue shirt clings to your body.

That as the first time that happened but not the last, not in a million years did she want this to happen, right now, it was just texts, who knew what it would change to ?

So, my people. This was an explanation of what has been happening in Meredith's life. The next chapter will show the stalking going to the next level. I used the name Phil cause I love the name.

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Love, Allison.