Title What side of love
Fandom Rizzoli & Isles
Author Blackfish024
Rating K
Genre Romance & friendship
Disclaimer I do not own Rizzoli & Isles. The books belong to Tess Gerritsen and the tv show to TNT.

Summary Jane realizes that she's in love with Maura, but she's in a relationship with Casey. What does she do? And what if her feelings take control of her actions? Definitely Rizzles!

A/N This story is inspired by the song "What side of love" by Parachute and will be a multiple chapter story. Have fun reading it and please let me know what you think!

Chapter 1

Jane is sitting at her desk working on some paperwork when she hears the distinctive sound of heels clicking against the floor. She turns her attention from her computer to the direction where the sounds are coming from, waiting for her best friend to walk in. When Maura walks in the hallway, Jane can see her looking at her through the window of the bullpen. She walks through the door towards Jane's desk, greeting her colleagues and stopping right next to Jane. "Are you ready for lunch? I was thinking that we could go to that little diner a few blocks from here." Maura asked.

Jane still looking at the doctor in front of her smiles widely. "Of course we can. I just finished the last piece of this file and am ready to go. I'm hungry for one of those juicy burgers they serve." she says, waiting for a response from Maura. Standing up she took her jacket from her chair and pulled it on. She opened her drawer to get her gun, phone and keys, before turning towards the doctor again.

"Jane, you really need to start eating healthier. Your red meat consumption is to high and it can increase the chance of you getting cardiovascular diseases or even colon cancer. Why don't you eat a nice kale salad for lunch?" she warned Jane. "Or even just a Caesar salad, but you need to think about your body and health, Jane." she tried, but seeing Jane role with her eyes, she knew it was a lost cause.

"I'll think about it Maura, but seen the day I'm having I think I'm going to stick with that burger." Jane said with a smirk on her face. She saw the pout Maura was trowing at her, so she decided it was time to go. She put her hand on Maura's lower back ,walking them towards the elevators to head out for lunch.

When they stood outside the Boston Police Department the sun was shining brightly. Maura walked beside Jane towards their destination for lunch when Jane stopped in her tracks and got overwhelmed by Maura's beauty. It was so suddenly that it felt like someone slapped her in her face. Maura's hair looked golden by the way the sunlight was shining on her, it cascaded on to her shoulders and framed her gorgeous face. Jane saw Maura's eyes twinkle and noticed sparks of green in deep hazel eyes. When Jane took all of Maura in, she noticed how perfect Maura's dress hugged her in all the right places. It looked tight so she could really see all her curves and the dress stopped just above her knees which accentuated her well shaped legs. Jane felt a strange sensation go through her body and her stomach clenched at seeing Maura's real beauty. Jane's heart started beating fast against her chest and she felt a blush creep up her neck and cheeks.

Maura turned around, looking with confusion in her eyes at Jane. She stopped suddenly and Maura wondered if something was wrong. She saw Jane looking at her with a funny look on her face and a light blush. She thought that maybe she wasn't feeling right. "Jane? Is everything all right?" she asked her. Taking a step closer to the detective, she hold her wrist to measure her heart rate and temperature. "Jane! Your heart rate increased exponentially and your temperature is up!"

Jane shook with her head to clear it of all the thoughts swirling through it. When she felt Maura holding her wrist she heard her say something about increased heart rate and temperature, but couldn't quite form a response because the doctor was standing so close to her. Why is my body reacting to Maura like this? Has this always happened and is it the first time I noticed or am I really getting sick? She is standing really close to me too! she thought. After she got both feet back on to the ground and was thinking straight again, she looked at Maura. "Everything is fine Maura. Really. I just remembered something, but it can wait until later." Jane said. Taking her hand back from Maura and walking past her. She stopped and looked around. "Are you coming, Maura?" she called for the doctor. Maura was surprised by Jane's quick recovery, but soon caught up with her and they walked towards their lunch destination.

When Jane was back from her lunch with Maura, she sat behind her desk staring at her computer, thinking about what happened earlier. What the hell was that all about? Where you swooning over Maura? You know she is beautiful and attractive, but it's not the first time you've ever noticed it. What has changed that you saw her like that? Trying to put all her thoughts to the back of her mind, she concentrated on her work and started on finishing her paperwork. Casey was at her place and the sooner she was done, the sooner she could get home and see him. She could've taken the time off when he was on leave, but she decided that she couldn't be missed at work.

Coming home from a tiresome day at work, Jane put her key in the lock of her apartment. When she opened the door she saw Casey standing in the kitchen, with an apron around his neck, cooking dinner. "Hi Jane! How was your day? I hope you are hungry? I did our laundry and thought I cook us some dinner." he said.

Jane put her gun and badge in the drawer of the table behind her couch. Still startled by the look of Casey with an apron on, she walked into the kitchen to grab herself a beer. After opening it and trowing the cap in the trash she turned towards him. "My day was terrible. Lot's and lot's of tedious paperwork that needed to be filed." she answered him. "So, what are cooking there?"

"I'm making some spaghetti with meatballs." he said turning towards her with a spoon of sauce for her to taste. When he hold it out she tasted it, but a little bit of sauce got caught on her lip. When he saw this he swiped it away with his thumb and licked his finger. He leaned closer towards her to give her a kiss.

When he tried to deepen it, Jane broke the kiss. "That tasted really good and I'm starving." she said, trying to change the subject and focus on the food. She felt strange about kissing him and her thoughts went straight to Maura. What would kissing her be like? Her lips are so full and look so soft. How would they feel against mine. She'll probably be a amazing kisser. When she woke up from her thoughts Casey was turned towards the stove again, stirring in the sauce he was making.

"Dinner is almost ready. Could you grab me some plates?" he asked her, oblivious to all the thoughts swirling through his girlfriends mind. After dinner the two spent some time on the couch, but Jane kept the distance between them. She didn't know why, but she felt more comfortable that way. After a movie they decided it was time to go to bed. Jane had an early morning at work and she was tired.

When they lay next to each other in bed, Jane turned her back towards him to put some extra distance between them. He saw this as an invitation to snuggle closer to her and put his arm around her waist to hold her. Jane tried to move out his arms, but his grip was to tight and she was lying at the edge of the mattress. If she would scoot any further away she would fall out of bed. Giving up, she relaxed and sleep overtook her.

When Jane woke up in the middle of the night her heart rate was up and she felt hot. Still wrapped in the arms of the person lying next to her, she needed to get out of the bed. She woke from a confusing and arousing dream. She slipped out of his hold and the bed, walking towards her kitchen. She went to the cupboard to get herself a glass of water. Putting it on her kitchen counter she thought back to the dream she had.

She was standing in Maura's office. The door was closed as where the blinds and Maura stood behind her desk with pure lust in her eyes looking at Jane. When she suddenly walked towards her, Jane took a step back, not knowing what was about to happen next. Maura walked closer and closer to her and every time Jane felt like she was getting to close she would take a step back. Until she was standing with her back against the door of Maura's office. Maura took the last step towards Jane and closed all the space between them.

Maura leaned in further towards her, when Jane felt her hot breath against her neck. Slowly going up to her ear. Then she heard Maura whisper. "Why are you walking away from me? We both know this is what you want. What we want." she said with a sultry voice. This cause Jane to have goose bumps all over her body. Jane's heart beated against her chest when she felt Maura's lips ghost over the skin of her neck. She didn't notice she was holding her breath until air was needed. She let out a deep sigh, with spurred Maura on even more.

She softly kissed Jane's neck, nibbling and sucking her way to Jane's clavicle. Jane, not being able to control her body and it's motions, felt her hands land on the doctors hips. She gripped them tightly to have some sort of control, pulling the doctor even closer. When Maura felt Jane's actions, she leaned back a bit to look in to the detective's eyes. She saw that they where almost black with lust. All Maura could do was close all the space between then and kiss Jane. The kiss was fierce and bruising, because both women where waiting for this to happen for so long and they could not control the feelings that where rushing through their bodies.

When air was needed they broke the kiss and Jane went from Maura's lips to her jaw, kissing her way up to her ear. "I've been wanting to do that for so long" she whisper in her ear. Then she started kissing the beautiful neck in front of her. Softly sucking on Maura's pulse point. This caused Maura to moan, which gave Jane all the courage she needed. Taking control of the situation she turned them both around and pushed Maura roughly against the door, claiming her lips again in a bruising kiss.

They quickly broke apart when there was a knock on Maura's office door, which startled them both. Their breaths where rapid and they where both flushed with a deep shade of red. All the blood rushing towards their faces. Maura was trying to brush out all the wrinkles she thought where in her skirt from her making out session with Jane. When she turned around before opening the door, Jane saw her looking at her with the most beautiful and loving smile she had ever seen on the her.

That was the exact moment Jane woke up. She never found out who disrupted that perfect moment in her dream. She would've of killed the person responsible for it. When Jane thought about the dream her feelings started to stir up again. Her breath became ragged and her heart rate increased. What is happening to me? I'm dreaming about kissing my best friend, who is a woman, and liking it. I've never felt like this in my whole life. Not even with Casey. Does this mean I have feeling for Maura? She is the one person I trust with my life and knows the real me. I can't be in love with Maura, she is my best friend and not to mention straight. It will only complicated things and maybe even mess up the friendship we've build. And what about Casey? I'm in love with him, right? But the feelings I've had in my dream, I've never felt for him. She put her elbows on the counter and took her head in her hands and sighed. She felt confused and the one person she would've normally talked to about this was not an option. What would she say? "Hi Maura! I've had a really hot dream about kissing you and I'm confused about what to do with it. Can you tell me what to do and how to handle this?"

Jane stood in her kitchen for a while, still thinking about the dream and her feelings towards the whole situation. She tried to calm herself by focusing on her breath like she learned at yoga class. When her breath and heart rate became normal again, she drank the rest of her water, put the glass in the sink and decided to go back to bed. Walking into her bedroom she saw Casey. She really needed to figure out what her feelings meant and what she was about to do with them. If she really loved Maura she needed to break things off with him, right? Jane saw that he was back on his side of the bed, so she slided in and pulled the covers over herself. She looked at the clock on her nightstand and saw that is was only 3 am. She still had some hours of sleep left before she had to get ready for work.