Kendall's Pov.

I had friends. We used to do everything together. But things changed. And people changed. Maybe things could of been different? Some people say things happen for a reason. But why did this had to happen? I wanted answers. I wanted to know why this happen. What was the reason? But I never did got my answers. I never knew why it happen.

The Palmwoods was different after what happened that day. All I do is go to school and back in the apartment. I was failing school, not doing my homework, but I didn't care. I didn't care about anything anymore. All I ever feel anymore is sadness and angry. I felt angry everytime someone said his name. I was just a lifeless zombie really. I took a cigarette and lit it. Smoking helps me relax. I didn't start smoking until after that day. If I could go back to that day and stopped it from happening I will. Everyone became so distant from me. Like it was my fault. It wasn't my fault though. It was his. I couldn't understand why he did it. I still can't understand why. After that day, my friends moved out of 2J while I still stayed. I couldn't leave. After that day a piece of me died. I usually slept in the living room. I usually don't get more than 4 hours a sleep at night or less.

I walked in class the next day. We had to do a book report but I didn't do it. Everyone else was getting their book reports out while I sat in the back. I always sat in the back after that day. The teacher looked at me and shook her head and walked away. I was the only one who sits in the very back since there is only one desk in the back row. I moved my desk to the back in detention when the teacher left. After class I was about to walk out of class when the teacher stopped me and told me I had detention. I just rolled my eyes. Which caused the teacher to scream at me. I sighed and walked back in the class and sat down on my desk. I just sat in silence while the clock tick. After detention, I walked back to 2J. It was my routine everyday. Go to school, detention, then back to the apartment. The apartment was silence. Has been since that day. I lit a cigratte and relaxed, Well, try to.

The next day I walked in class and froze.

"For now on you guys will be assigned to sign seats." Ms. Collins said. I looked around. My desk that was in the back was gone. Everyone sat down in there sign seats. Everyone but me. I left the classroom. I know I'll get in trouble when I go back. I liked my seat in the back. Away from everyone. I went in my apartment and slammed the door shut. Then it began. The nightmare. I closed my eyes shut, leaning againist the door. Trying to forget the pain. But I could never forget the pain. I wished that day never happened. What did I do to deserve this? I began to cry. I hate him. I hate what he did . My life fell apart that day. All because of him. He ruined my life. How could he do that to me? How could he ruined my life?

Hoped u liked. Should I continue this? Who do you guys think Kendall was talking about? Who is the guy? And how did he ruin Kendall's life?