So fair warning THIS fanfic id about to devel into so CRAZY AZZ ICHIGO! I mean he is gone crazy ass shit! But I love me a psychotic ass Ichigo! Also this is written in Diary form so hence the dates of each entry

May 12th, 2007

I've finally decided to do it. I'm going to abduct a young girl and train her as a sex slave.

For those interested, the following is some background on me, my life, and my motivation for doing this.

My name is Ichigo Kurosaki. I am in my 40's, married to a very nice and attractive woman named Orhimie for 20 years, and fairly successful financially. I have been self-employed for most of my adult life. My wife and I still get along fine, but sex is basically non-existent. Her desire has slacked off quite a bit in recent years as she has been preoccupied with her ailing parents. I think we both still love each other, but realize we would be happier free to pursue our individual lives.

My journey to this decision started when I was about 4 years old. I was watching a movie with my dad. I have no idea what movie it was but I remember there was a big fat, king sitting on his throne and he had several beautiful slave girls surrounding him, rubbing his shoulders and fanning him. There was nothing sexual in the scene other than the scanty slave outfits. I thought to myself "Wow, that would be the life." That scene has stuck with me my whole life.

Fast forward to the school years. I was always a bit bad tempered, introverted, and socially awkward. I found it hard to talk to girls. I don't think I was ugly because the few girlfriends I had were reasonably attractive. I just had no confidence.

When I was about 17, my best friends sister was the object of most of my fantasies. She was about 15 or 16. She was not beautiful, but was cute enough, had the nicest ass and wore tight pants all the time to show it off.

That summer, I was out of town for a few weeks. I called my friend to tell him I would be home the next day. He was not home but his younger sister was so I left the message with her. I lived in my mothers house, but she was rarely there because she lived with her boyfriend. When I returned home the next day I found out that the someone had broken in to the house. We didn't have much to steal, but several things were missing.

I immediately realized it was my friends sister that had broken in. I called her and confronted her about it (I lied and said the neighbor had seen her go in). She confessed and begged me not to tell her parents. I told her I had to because my mother was very upset (my mother never knew it even happened). She was almost in tears and kept begging, promising "I'll do anything...". When asked what that meant, she said "I'll let you fuck me if you don't tell."

I agreed and she came over a few hours later. We went to the basement where I knocked down a mattress we had stored down there. I milked it for all it was worth, making her remove all her clothes while I watched. I was in heaven! The object of all my fantasies lying there completely naked in front of me! I finally got to fondle that big ass of hers! She acted embarrassed and maybe even slightly repulsed. I can't explain why, but that just added to my excitement.

When I told her to suck my dick, she said "I don't do that.", to which I replied "You do now, unless you want me to call your parents?". She was too air-headed to realize this was a complete bluff. There was no way I would tell anyone now since she could rat me out for the blackmail.

She reluctantly started sucking my dick. I could tell she had done it before and was lying when she said she didn't do it. But again, this added to the excitement. I was forcing this girl to do anything I asked!

She was very timid while sucking and only took an inch or two. I grabbed the back of her head and slowly worked my cock in to the back of her mouth. Every time she would start to gag, I'd pull back out a little. I didn't want to spoil a good thing by making her puke or have her get pissed off and refuse to continue. Every time she gagged, my dick throbbed from the excitement. I realized that making her gag was turning me on even more.

After sucking for several minutes, I told her to lick my balls, which she did without complaint. I debated on whether I could get her to lick my asshole or not and decided maybe that would be pushing it a bit. If she ever got two brain cells to work together she would have realized she could quit now and I'd be in more trouble than her if she told.

I told her to lie down on her back and I mounted her. I had only had intercourse once before this so I was nervous. She was very dry so I spit on my hand and rubbed it on the head of my cock and pressed in to her. After fucking her for a few minutes, I told her to wrap her legs around me and I fucked her for a few more minutes. Her tits were still mostly upright and perky, even while lying on her back. I miss young, firm tits like that.

I started to realize that since she was so dry, I had actually enjoyed her sucking me more than fucking her, so I pulled out and told her to suck me again. She put her face close to my cock, smelled pussy scent on me and said "I can't, it stinks!". I said "You are too dry to fuck. Suck me or the deal is off...". The look on her face as she put my smelly cock in her mouth was just too much. I knew I was going to come soon.

I realized then that what was turning me on so much was that I was degrading this girl; knocking her down a peg or two from her spoiled "I'm so hot" attitude. She was now just a slut that was naked, on her knees before me, at my command and was sucking her own pussy juice (what little there was of it) off of my cock.

After a minute or so I couldn't take any more and knew I was about to come. I grabbed the back of her head to keep her from pulling off as I spurted come in the back of her mouth. It took her a couple of spurts to realize I was coming and she tried to pull her mouth off. I held her head in place for a another second or two so I could get off one more squirt of come in her mouth. The last few squirts ended up on her forehead and in her hair as she bent over to spit the come out of her mouth.

She yelled "God damn it!" as she spit several times on the floor. I masturbated for a few seconds to get that last little bit of come out. She got dressed and left quickly, pissed off that I had come in her mouth.

We actually somehow became semi-friends after this. She called me a week or so later and offered to give me head again if I let her and her boyfriend use my bedroom to get high and have sex. I readily agreed (but had to promise not to come in her mouth) and she did this several more times over the next few years. He never knew she was sucking me off. He thought I was just a nice guy. Unfortunately, I could never find a good way to watch them and this was well before affordable video cameras.

This one event forever shaped my fantasy life. Since then, virtually every fantasy I have ever had revolves around sexual blackmail or non-violent rape. I am not a violent person and have no desire to torture anyone, cause bloodshed or do anything that will leave permanently scars. However, paddling and whipping with a belt for training purposes do play a major part in my fantasies.

Several years later, while I was in college, my best friend and roommate at that time was a guy named Grimmjow. He was one wild and warped guy. He was very popular with the girls, and had a huge cock, I'm guessing 9" or so. His favorite weekend sport was to get young college girls drunk and take advantage of them.

On more than one occasion, he would bring an already drunk girl home to our apartment and keep filling her with booze until she passed out, then invite me to tag team her with him. The girls never knew I had fucked them, and always assumed they had consented to sex with him.

This was not as fun for me as blackmail, because I enjoy the girl knowing I have power over her, but it did allow me to fuck hotter girls than I could have got on my own. Grimmjow probably could have fucked these girls without getting them drunk, but said preferred it that way because he didn't have to worry about pleasing them and could fuck them in any hole he wanted.

We talked about how great it would be to have a slave girl to fulfill our every whim, but it was mostly fantasy talk. We never really seriously talked about it.

My experience with girls since then has been them acting like little spoiled bitches that flaunt their bodies, but look at me like "There is no way *you* are getting any of this!".

We'll see about that... BITCH!

I haven't decided if I am going to upload the chapters either it will be by what he does weekly (short chapters) or everything he does by the month (Long Chapters)

Also check out my other fanfic's

The Blacker The Berry

The Color Orange

The Hook UP

And a one shot

My Dad Brought Home A Black Girl!