Hi guys! Recently I've finished watching Diabolik Lovers, though I searched its manga but couldn't go with its games, so, I've decided to wait for its next season. Though it is completed bloodshed story, but I've decided to add some others colors in it too, beside red. Almost everyone is psycho in the series ( except Yui) but still I like Ayato's character, due to his personality and hidden care. So, I've decided to write something on his inner feelings, must tell me, you like it or not. And I should write more or not. Thanks to everyone who takes time for reading this. English is my second language, so sorry for mistakes.

Disclaimer: I do NOT own Diabolik Lovers, neither Ayato.

Love? It was simultaneously foreign but familiar word for Ayato Sakamaki. If someone utter this word for him, few weeks ago and told him that one day, he'll be victim of this hunter, he would never believe the teller, or might be killed him.

This word is only brought pain for him because he never felt something like love or near this feeling.

He was never loved by his family. Three of his brothers were his half brothers, who never care about him. He neither care about them. His own brothers had not so much affection for him either. Kanato always had twisted mind and Laito was always thinking about women and blood.

Well! He never was different from his brothers. But the most painful thing was that his parents also didn't care about him.

He had not a good relationship with his father. His father was always on the business tours, or if he was at home, he never bothered to give any attention to the triplets whose mother was unloved by him. On the other side, Cordelia behavior was totally abusive towards him. She never cared about his feelings. The only thing, his mother cared was to gain the throne of Sakamaki, which she could get by making Ayato successor.

His relationship with his family never was ideal, but i should say abusive.

As a result, he also didn't care about anyone in his life, beside his triplet brothers. Though, he never said it aloud, but he little bit cared about them. But it was also not ideal brotherly love, but at least, it was there. He never expressed his true feelings to them but instead he insulted them by calling insulted-nickname to express that he was annoyed by his feelings towards them.

His life was also not ideal. The past life with his mother, left marks on his life and his psyche. Specially on his feelings, where he thought, he is only one strong and special in this world. Back part of his mind, always thought about mischievous things, which brought everyone attention towards him. No matter, how much he insulted his brother, but he loved to gain their attention. Despite his mischievousness and arrogance, he loved himself to being such a devil.

But his shallow life turned out suddenly, when someone very special came in his life.

She was one of the sacrificial brides. Yui Komori came in his life.

He was the first, who saw her, but his welcome was not welcoming.

And he also was the first, who bite her, but at the same time, he seemed to lost control when she was drawing in the pool. He couldn't control himself and kissed her. Though, it was not his first kiss, he was naturally pervert, so he did kiss and more than kiss with many girls. But that kiss was very different from those 'things'. After that, he started to feel slight changing in himself and his feelings. Specially, towards the sacrificial bride.

He got angry when he got to know that Shu bit her. He didn't understand why couldn't he stand with this fact that anyone could bite or touch Yui other than himself. He knew that, sacrificial bride was for every brother, but he couldn't help himself to get jealous with everyone which came near Yui.

He started to consider her, as his possession, though he knew he couldn't take her for only himself.

Though, he sometimes, invited his triplets to enjoy her blood with him, but still he was possessive freak for her.

He knew, he was hurting her, but he couldn't himself to stay away from her. Neither, he could understand his own feelings.

But day by day, he was attracted towards her. He wondered how beautiful she was! (beside the fact that, he called her flat-chest) his predatory eyes scanned her every moments. And sometimes, he felt annoyed to think that how much soft and fragile she was. Why didn't she fight for herself. Why was she so kind? But at the same, he adored her for this reason.

He loved her to be timid and fragile, so he could protect her from the outside world.

But at the same time, first time in his life, Ayato felt afraid. Afraid of losing her.

After so much time, he started to feel alive. For vampires and specially in the case of purebloods, long life is just a curse. And after her arrival, he started to feel alive and he inwardly loved this feelings as much that he didn't want to lose it.

But he knew, soon, she would die because of Awakening.

But his fear was unleashed when his uncle tried to steal her and she stabbed herself, just to protect himself.

He remembered her last words. "I'm stabbing myself because I don't want to hurt anyone because of me"

Yes! She said "anyone" but he knew that something was in her eyes which was saying him that it was only for him.

That time, he realized that, how much miserable, his life would be, if he lost her.

And when he poured the medicine in her mouth by his very own mouth, he amazed that how much alive himself was!

He loved the feelings of her lips on his harsh ones.

He loved the feelings of his body below him.

He loved the feelings when she stirred and her Sherbet pink eyes tackled with his emerald greens.

He loved the feelings of her heartbeat next to his diabolic heart.

That time, he realized he loved to be like that.

He loved herself like that, vulnerable and below him.

He loved her very own being, alive and in his arms.

He loved her.

Ayato Sakamaki loved Yui Komori.

He didn't care about the audience, he took every moisture of her lips before leaving them.

"A..ayato..kun" Yui stuttered but he put his index finger on her lips.

That time, he didn't want anything beside hearing those special words from those beautiful lips which nectar, he took.

"Say 'you belong to me'"

He wanted nothing but to claim her.

He didn't care about what his brothers would say or what anyone say about his relationship with her. He just wanted her and her only. Similarly, he also wanted her to be his and his only.

And he only got rest, when he would listen from her own mouth that she belong to him.

"Ayato-kun... Wh...what are you.." Before she could complete her sentence, he gulped her lips again.

"Just say, you belong to me" he repeated his question with authoritarian.

His brothers were watching the show with boredom expression on his face, Subaru, Shu and Reiji left the room already, only his triplets were present but he didn't care about them.

He touched her cheek with his palm and put his forehead on hers, eyes fixed on hers.

"Just say it Yui... You don't know how much I was afraid that that bastard snatch you from me"

He took her hand and put it on his chest where his heart was beating very fast.

"Just say it Yui that you belong to me! Otherwise I don't know if it will be stopped"

He felt Yui's breath stopped for a moment to listen his words.

He saw a tear, slipped through the corner of her left eye.

He gulped the tear with his lips.

Before he could repeat his question again, he felt Yui's hands encircled his neck and pulled his face towards her.

Before he could ask anything, he felt her lips on him again and the simple lip lock turned into passionate kiss.

After few moments, both disentangled themselves from each others.

He saw smile on her face and felt his lips upward into smile too.

He again pulled her in his arms and whispered in her ear.

"You belong to me"

And this time it was statement, rather than question.