No… I won't give in.

Welcome it… do not fight it.

NO! I… will… not….

Give in.

NOOOOO!

…Ands that why I'm making another story. You may be thinking, don't I already have enough stories to work on? I know I do, but it's really hard to do that when you have more cancerous ideas floating in your head. Don't worry; I'm sure it will be fine. What's the worse that can happen?

Anyway, in this story, Natsu leaves the guild when he has had it with their insults at him and their abuse. He makes new friends, they learn some secrets, and will do anything they can to protect their world from any that dares to harm it. This takes place before Tenrou Island. The pairing will be Natsu with both Hisui and Sayla. Interesting I know, or not, it's up to you really if you think this is an interesting pairing or not.

Now you may think that with Natsu meeting new friends, you may be thinking, "Wow, he's going to make original epic characters with their own unique powers and not based off of anyone", I'm not… because I'm unoriginal. You'll see them when they appear, though you may not recognize them. It's fine though, I'll be sure to describe them and all of that.

This will have crossover elements, but if you know me by now, you would have expected that. There are also different things from canon as well. Enjoy, or not, I don't care you all have you're opinions.

Everything belongs to their respective owners.

Chapter One: Leave it all behind

It was a normal day at the guild like usual. Natsu and his team had just return from a mission they have completed. Currently, Natsu was being himself as he fought with other members of the guild. Gray was one among the members Natsu was brawling with.

"What did you say stripper?!" Natsu shouted at the ice mage.

"You heard me fire face!" Gray responded as they continued to fight like a bunch of idiots.

"Ugh… why can't they keep quiet?" Lucy groaned as she was getting a headache from their fighting and shouting.

"It's just who they are Lucy." Mira replied to her as the white hair female cleaned another mug.

"I know, but I wish they would quiet down at least. Especially Natsu, he's always the loudest of them." The blonde admitted to the white haired barmaid.

"Well, I guess you have a point." Mira agreed with Lucy at that part.

Currently, Natsu and Gray were still fighting each other, as Natsu unleashed a fire dragon's roar at the ice mage who managed to dodge. Unfortunately that same fire dragon's roar hit Erza's precious strawberry cheesecake. Her eyes were now wide and teary as her food was now burned to a crisp.

"M-My cake…" The red haired woman stuttered as she then sat up, rage in her eyes. "Who did this?!" She demanded, making everyone scared, though you can't blame them.

Everyone pointed at Natsu, who was now trying to convince the red haired that he didn't meant to ruin her cake as she marched toward him. His pleas went unheard as everyone cringe at the beating the pink haired male got from the angry Erza.

Eventually, she was satisfied as the beaten form of Natsu laid before her. Natsu had bruises all over him as she walked away.

"That's what you get for ruining my cake Natsu. Learn more control." The red haired woman scolded him as she went to the Guild's kitchen to get another strawberry cheesecake.

As Natsu was struggling to get back up, everyone else laughed at him for getting punished by Erza, shouting things at him while they laughed.

"You should be more careful Natsu."

"Seeing you get beaten was hilarious."

"That's what happens when you get too annoying."

They kept doing this as Natsu managed to get back on his feet, at least somewhat. While he didn't show it, he felt like he was going to break down.

'Why?' Natsu began to think to himself as he managed to get to a table where no one was at, where no one would look. 'Why do they always do this to me?' The pink haired male thought to himself in a depress mood as he sat at the table. 'They never do this to anyone else, why am I the exception?'

This always happened to him as he tried to calm down and not shed a single tear, or else someone might see him. Ever since he joined the guild, he was always treated rather horribly compared to everyone else. It was even worse for him since everyone always seemed to treat him like trash. Because of this, he always felt depressed. Even back when he was a child, he felt like if he didn't meet everyone's expectations or if he didn't do his best to behave himself, then he was pretty much worthless. This mind set simply got worse when Igneel left him to who knows where the fire dragon could be, as Igneel seemed to be the only one who cared about him, aside from…

Natsu shook his head; he didn't want to think about that either right now. If he did, then he would surely break down on the spot. No matter what he did, even when he helped protect and save everyone, they all still treat him less than the worms in the dirt. The pink haired male only wanted to be accepted for who he is. Why was he the one that had to be force to change while everyone else was allowed to be themselves? It doesn't help when people talk bad about him, even when they think he wasn't listening, just like earlier when he heard Lucy and Mira get on him about being loud.

Natsu prepared to get back up, as he didn't feel like being at the guild hall anymore. He then started to leave, and no one, not a simple person, seemed too noticed. That, and when he hears some of the other members talking about him in a negative way again, hurt his already damaged heart.

Eventually, he managed to arrive back at his house. As he entered the house that he built for himself and Happy, he laid down on the couch. Already, he was thinking about the same thoughts from earlier once more.

'What did I do to deserve this?' Natsu bitterly thought to himself as he began to feel more depressed, 'I tried to make them happy, I tried to behave, I tried to not be destructive, so why is this till happening to me?' The fire dragon slayer asked himself in his mind as a couple of tears threatened to fall from his face. It wasn't like the pink haired male didn't try to control his magic. It was just destructive in nature, though even Igneel once told Natsu that his flames seemed to be more destructive compared to other fire users and fire dragons. He tried to contain the damage he causes; he didn't mean to destroy anyone's homes or anything like that. Natsu also tried to behave himself as well, but with how everyone else acts normally, he wanted to be normal like them. Yet he's the one they always get on for behaving bad. Like as if he was a dog while everyone else were his owners or something.

Natsu then thought about all the times they tried to help his guild and others. He tried to make them happy, and he tried to protect them and save them. And yet, despite all of that, they made him feel worthless. They yelled at him, they insult him, and they beat him. What does Natsu do? He simply puts up a fake smile, a façade to make it seem like it doesn't bother him.

'Is this all I'm good for?' Natsu thought to himself once again, unable to stop the tears from going down his face this time, 'Am I only good for being a punching bag for everyone? Do my feelings not matter to them?' Natsu couldn't take these thoughts as he began to silently sob a little as the tears went down his face. He tried to wipe them away with his arm, even though it didn't help much as he kept crying.

This went on for a couple of minutes with Natsu silently crying to himself as he lay on his couch. After he calmed down somewhat, a new thought came to him.

'What… what if I left? Would they notice? Would they even care?' These questions filled Natsu's mind as he sat up on the couch. Maybe… maybe it as for the best if he left. No one would care. No one would miss him. In fact, the pink haired dragon slayer thought that they might even be joyful that he left, if they noticed of course.

'I want to be free to be who I am; I don't want to feel like this anymore.' Natsu thought to himself as he got up from the couch, and headed to his room. He won't take this anymore. If they don't want him, then they shall get their wish.

After a couple of minutes of getting anything he needs, he looked ready to head out. Where the pink haired male plans to go though, he doesn't know. Looking at one side of his room, he saw all the things that he kept from his missions to help remember all the times he had with the guild, his memory wall. Natsu shed another tear, knowing that he may probably never see them again. But it's for the best; Natsu now realized that this wasn't his home. He may never find a place he can call home, he may never find a place where he could be himself and truly belong. But better to be alone and free, then stay with others and feel like a piece of trash that no one wants.

Natsu exited the house that he may never see again. He knows that Happy will be fine, the blue exceed can stay with either Lucy or Lisanna maybe. He was hardly around anymore anyway.

'Well… only one thing to do.' Natsu thought to himself as he put his hand where his guild mark was. Looking away, as he couldn't bear to see himself do this, he burned off the Fairy Tail guild mark off. Once the deed was done, he began to walk away from the building.

As he arrived at the hill overlooking Magnolia, he turned to look at it one last time, believing that this might be the last time he will ever see this town.

"…Farewell, everyone." Natsu quietly spoke to himself, as tears went down his face once more as he walked away from the town, walking away from Fairy Tail. A new chapter has started in his life, as he left his old home, leaving it all behind.

And that's that. So what do you think? Good? Bad? Want me too kill myself? Let me know.

Next time: Enter! Ragtagg the Warrior.