Sometimes things happen. Sometimes they don't go how you want or expect. Sometimes..., there is no talking. Sometimes it's for the best, even if you can't see it right then. Sometimes...

Things hurt. But I can't cry. Not anymore. It's not worth it. Nothing will change. What's done is done. Even if I still love him. It's over. I've moved out. Completely.
It hurts. I'm alone. Again. I don't mind being alone..., not really. It's just nice to have someone. Even if it's just for a night.

I don't know why I bother writing this. It's not like anything will change. No one will read it. It's my personal writing. It's funny. Breathing Slowly by Crossfade came on as soon as I turned on my music. An apt song, no?
Of course, after that, Kill Everyone by Hollywood Undead came on. An old favorite but not one that's listened to much anymore. And then, Amaryllis by Shinedown came on. A beautiful song. One that makes me think of Itachi...

There for you by Flyleaf came on next. I sang softly along with Lacey. The words were so true... Unbelievably so. I want him still. But it has only been almost a day since he told me...
Maybe it gets easier..., I don't know.
For now, there's no talking. It's over and I need to accept it...