It's been a week since she left the Jedi Order and she has never felt so alone. The streets of coruscant never felt this lonely. She was always here with someone, happy and smiling, but now all it gives is painful memories. Everyone she thought cared for her, in the way a Jedi can care for someone, betrayed her. They really believed that she could do something so horrible. The Jedi Order was her life ever since Master Plo Koon brought her.

She had nowhere to go and no money to help herself. She needed someone to talk to and she knew she couldn't go to her former master. He was already heartbroken from her leaving. She could sense it as she defended down the stairs. Him and Master Obi Wan we're the only ones to believe her. She expected everyone, especially Plo Moon to believe her, but no. They gave her to the Senate and did nothing to help her. They stripped her of her rank and watched as she was out through a trial for crimes she would never commit..

Padme. She can help me.

Padme has been one of Ahsoka's greatest friends. Even though the Jedi Order forbid attachment she felt like Padme was her family. Her sister. She was always there for Ahsoka and she tried to be there for Padme, when she wasn't with her former master.

Padme's apartment was in the upper levels of Coruscant close to the Jedi temple. She hoped that she wouldn't run into anyone. She couldn't face anyone after what happened. When Ahsoka got to Padme's apartment, she felt a familiar force signature. It wasn't Anakin, but someone else close to door opened and she was surprised to see him standing there.

"Little 'Soka," Master Plo Look stood at the door, Padme behind him with a small smile on her face.

"I, uh." Ahsoka didn't know what to say. She wanted to be angry with him, let all the anger she felt towards the council out on him, but she couldn't. She could sense how hurt he was. Ahsoka wrapped her arms around the Jedi master. Plo hugged her back, both of them embracing each other.

"I'm sorry little 'Soka," he said his voice low. Although Ahsoka couldn't see it due to his mask, she could tell that he was crying. "I should have believed you and tried to fight for you to stay in the order, but I didn't. I let you down Little 'Soka."

"It's okay Master. I wanted to be angry with you, but I just can't. I forgive you."

"Thank you Ahsoka. And I must ask for you to stay in contact with me when you finally decide what you wish. Even if it is through Senator Amidala."

"Yes Master. I promise."

"I will leave you two. And Ahsoka if you ever choose to come back to the order I would be more than happy to let you back, regardless of what everyone else says." Ahsoka knew she would most likely never come back to the Jedi order, but it was nice to know she had people who would allow her back into the order if she chose.

"Thank you master."

"Thank you again senator," Plo told Padme.

"You are very welcome master Jedi." Padme said as master Plo Koon left the room. "Hello Ahsoka" she embraced the young girl in a hug. "It's been very lonely since you left."

"I think I know what you mean," she told her. "I'd you don't mind me asking what was Master Plo here?"

"He had a feeling you would be coming by here today," she told Ahsoka. "He told me how he felt after you left the Jedi. He said that he was the one who found you?"

Ahsoka smiled. She remembered the day Master Plo came to Shili. It was after and attack and the village was destroyed. Ahsoka was under a piece of scrap metal. When she heard people she was quiet. If it was the people that attacked, she didn't want them to be found alive. She heard someone coming closer and quivered in fear. "Hello young one, I am master Plo Koon. I'm not going to hurt you little one."

"Since then I've been at the Jedi temple."

"But how did you end up in the village?"

"My father took me there and abandoned me. He didn't like that I had strange powers as he called them. He took me without my mother or older sister knowing. They probably think I am dead."

"Oh. I'm sorry Ahsoka. I didn't know that."

"It's okay. As a Jedi on wasn't supposed to speak of my past, but I'm not a Jedi anymore. So I guess it doesn't matter."

Padme placed her arm around Ahsoka and grabbed her hand. "Ahsoka, this is the chance for you to go and be happy."

"But I," she paused and smiled she knew what Padme meant. "Lux." She mumbled.

Padme smiled. She knew the two had feelings for each other since the first time they met on Raxus. And she was the only person to tell what happened on Carlac and how she felt seeing Lux on Onderon with Steela. "You're not a Jedi anymore so there is nothing stopping you."

"How do I even know he'll be happy to see me? Or if he still has feelings for me?"

"Trust me." Padme had already contacted Lux, but he didn't tell him what happened. Lux couldn't stop talking about how much he missed her. "I want you to take these. And get on the next ship to Onderon." Padme gave Ahsoka one hundred credits to get to Lux. "I still want you to stay in contact with me no matter what."

"Thank you so much Padme."

"You're welcome Ahsoka," she said giving her a tight hug. "And I know it'll be hard, but please talk to Anakin soon. He misses you terribly." The day she left Anakin cried all night in her arms and reminisced on all the memories they shared. All she could do was comfort her husband.

"When I am ready I will," she told Padme. "Until next time Padme."

"Goodbye Ahsoka."

Ahsoka left her apartment ready to see Lux. She was terrified but excited at the same time. As a Jedi she could never express her feelings, but she was free to feel. To love. Ahsoka boarded the ship to Onderon, ready to see what her new life had to offer.

Hiya peoples of the internet. It's midnight and here I am. I've been binge watching Clone wars and I got this idea. I never wrote well published any fan fiction on here. Anyways I really hope you like it!

I like how Ahsoka and Plo bond so I decided to add him in this. It's different cause I never see anything like that. And Padme and Ahsoka sharing a sisterly bond instead of mother daughter. Padme is like Ahsoka's human diary. Although Ahsoka doesn't know Padme and Anakin are married. And I'm a big Luxsoka fan! They are absolutely adorable!

Next chapter: Ahsoka arrives on Onderon. How will Lux react?

Until next time! :D