Summary: Alternative Universe where everyone goes to the same normal high school, however, this school has cabins for students without homes and abusive families to rescue them. Nagisa has been dating Asano for months now, but how will this change once Karma lives and sees how Asano truly is with Nagisa? First Asano x Nagisa, then possessive! Karma x Nagisa (A lot of warnings inside)

Author's notes:
WARNINGS: Mental illness, violence, abuse, fighting, and domestic abuse. (If anymore I will mention here)

A request from Shiranai Atsune. This is my second fic of these two, and I've never written about Asano Gakushū before. ;w; In this fic, he's going to abusive to Nagisa- hurtful with words and possibly abusive. There is probably going to be a lot of fighting/violence from these three.

And there's violence in Nagisas and Karmas homes, which is why they will be boarded into the school grounds.

If you would like me to add something or take something out of the plot, I would love to hear this feedback!
I'm very open to ideas or new requests.
I drew my own fanart for it if you'd like to see: DA - hellyeahyummyyaoi - gallery. I'll eventually make it into the icon.
Anyway, I hope you enjoy and review!

It was the last period of the day and Nagisa sighed... Oh, how he dreaded to do maths. He just wanted to be away from his mum already, it had been weeks since he submitted the application! Nagisa couldn't put up a front and pretend to be this smart in front of everyone, anymore.

It didn't help someone in his class always had the last say… His eyes glanced to the boy beside him who was Akabane Karma. Karma wasn't really paying attention anyway, the redhead was doodling over his book. The bluenette, unfortunately, shared most classes with Karma as if you were in the same tutor group it was granted your normal classes would be with them and of course, Karma was one of the brainy ones like Nagisa should be.

But luckily his beloved Gakushū Asano could come and assist him whenever he needed it.

"Attention, attention class. This lesson we are gathering in groups of three. There are problems here we haven't cracked before, so the additional help will ease you on." And with that Nagisa could feel his face giving a smile, he felt his boyfriend's hand touch his back as everyone in the class had to find their own partners. Asano took the empty desk beside Nagisa's and pulled it to be next to him.

"Well, at least there won't be any struggles after this class!" The strawberry blonde scoffed, and put his hand in Nagisa's. These two were the talk of the school, Asano being the most popular and well, two boys had the girls squeal. Nagisa wasn't popular, to begin with, but his determination and cute looks made him stand out and before Asano knew it he began to fall head over heels for him.

Their teacher started to hand out the papers and Asano turned to look at the girls who were too nervous to come over. He smirked at that, gesturing them over and Nagisa pulls his hand to face him.

"Stop that" he joked but Asano knew he was being serious.

Asano was going to talk about how they should encourage them but a chair being pulled and scraped across the floor interrupted him. They both looked at the… boy? Oh no… Nagisa sighed to himself thinking this was the worse.

The girls muttered amongst themselves but didn't really want to get in the way of the three. The tension in the group was so thick it could cut the air, and though Karma was popular for looks and his bad-boy personality, they knew not to get on the wrong side of him.

Karma didn't really care. He didn't want to be paired with girls and pissing these boys off may be worth his while. Plus getting kicked out of the lesson would be preferred. He snickers to himself "Something wrong, girls? Or cat caught your tongue?" He teased as his eyebrows wiggled.

Asano sneered in his pride because he wouldn't give the time of day to that boy and continued to look through the paper. He knew these two didn't get along, but because he was never there to witness it, Asano was rarely involved. But if he did there would be trouble.
Nagisa thought to himself if this was hell, he didn't want to die. He hid his face in his lover's shoulder to ignore the boy.

Karma leant back so his chair rested against his desk behind him, he lounged out and had no intention of helping Nagisa, but instead watch and hear him struggle up close.

The strawberry blonde went on to explain the question out loud, as he knew Nagisa didn't even want to look at the paper. "So what can you tell me to start it off?"

"Well its BIDMAS, right? So that's.. um, Brackets. Indices.. uhm.." The bluenette was slowly becoming flustered in his frustration but determined he wanted to show Asano he had taught him well. "Multiplication.. um, addition and subtraction? So, therefore, we need to start with Brackets!"

"Aw~ How cute, Nagisa-chan can't even keep basic things in his head!" Karma cooed at the two boys, chewing his pencil to scribble over the work papers every now and then. He was easily finished before they were both done, apart from the last question on the back.

Asano smiled giving the boy a pat on the head for doing well. "But first you must write it down to remember it, right?" Although his words were nice, there was something in his tongue that didn't sound right to Karma.
I mean.. he didn't care about the Nagisa, but Gakushū was being patronising, which in itself annoyed Karma.

"Kawaaiiiiii~~~!" The boy squealed like a girl and chuckled at his own jokes. The couple made their own way through the paper, whispering about the questions and the answers. Bored and wanting this to be over, Karma did lean over and glance over at Nagisa's work as he noticed he had actually done the last question. He was surprised the boy nearly managed to do it. The redhead knew Nagisa struggled by the amount Asano came over and how many questions he asked the teacher every lesson, but that made it worthwhile to tease him.

He was going to ask a question about it until he heard Asano snap slightly. "But you haven't done it this way, we talked about this. You'll lose marks if you do the equation your way." Nagisa just simply nodded and crossed it out to do it again.

Asano started to explain where he went wrong compared to how he did it himself, and Nagisa scurried to write notes and do it correctly. Nagisa just understood these actions as an act of kindness and took every bit of advice on board.

Something struck in Karma, he wasn't sure what it was… Since he was sat normally, he took a glance into the blue orbs that were dazed by panic... and possibly pain? Why would he be feeling that way? Karma felt his eyebrows furrow, maybe it was because of all the emotional shit from home, but Karma quickly worked it out and showed the strawberry blonde the same way Nagisa did it but corrected it where he multiplied wrong.

"There's no right way or wrong way to do maths, surely someone as great as you would realise that.." Karma looked away from the two, his hands resting behind his head. And the other actually spoke up to him.
"No one asked for your opinion, did they? I just want the best for my sweet pea, and considering I'm the top of the class here, we don't need some B-classed idiot in our way. Do we, Nagisa?"

The bluenette shocked at the comment, quickly buried his head on the desk, his hands over his ears. He didn't want this, not now… It hurt. I already told you mum hurt me this morning. Don't make this about you... Nagisa silently thought and didn't even pay attention to the conflict, his mind started to slip into anxiety...

Swear words and threats were thrown back and forth. "If you hadn't noticed no-one wants you here" Asano manipulated every word to make the redhead feel like shit in the argument. If anything it made him angrier because Karma never showed emotion. Neither did he unless it came to the bluenette.

"If you're so sure of yourself, show up behind the bins. I'm so sick of listening to you speak." The math teacher came over and nearly sentenced two detentions, but Karma was already at the door sticking his middle finger up at the boy, spitting his last words.

Nagisa didn't even know what to say at this point or how to feel, he could feel his lover's fingers tracing his back to relax him. If this would have happened at his house I could pretend this never happened. But I can't... His head was turning into a downwards spiral.

Unable to tell what Nagisa was thinking, his boyfriend was calming the situation with the teacher to assure himself he wouldn't get dentition. Luckily, this was his speciality: manipulating and getting what he wanted.

Why would he out of all people defend me? Why did he suddenly have the nerve to care? Why do I need to be shown up like that? Am I an idiot of the class? Why? Why? Silently the illness and his emotions started screaming at him irrationally. No one stood up to his love, neither did Nagisa because he saw the result if he did.

Their relationship was a manipulated one and a vicious circle to Nagisa. It went from softness and the kindness Asano never showed anyone, teddies and chocolates to bad grades and punishing him. If anything the poor boy gravitated towards the blonde to get the same 'affection' his mother gave him at home. Obliviously to it, he was in love of course.

However, Nagisa knocked the panic from his face and smiled to Asano once he was finished with the teacher. "Thank you, that was sweet of you, for standing up for me~!" The boy admitted, pretending this time. Though emotionally he was weak at times, he was still able to act in front of anyone. He did it for his mother, he can do it whenever for a lover.

"Well, of course, anything for you." His hand went from the boys back to run across his jaw to then caress his face gently. The entire girls from the back 'squeed' as if it was a dream come true of how cute the two were being. It was like a prince and a charming to them. Asano placed a kiss on Nagisa's cheek in response. "I know you don't like conflict, but it's okay I will sort that brute out" he reassured, hoping that'll help the situation.

However the bluenette desperately needed some fresh air, they were on the top floor so at least it's only a run down the hall. There was a good quarter of a lesson to go, and he knew the best decision was to lie for the bathroom. "As long as I don't have to watch. Y'know me!" he laughed lightly before mentioning... "Excuse me, but babe I need to go to the bathroom. Bad timing I know, but my guts like to play up!" He laughed at his immaturity. And Asano got the teacher's attention for him.

Excused for the bathroom, Nagisa made a walk past the classroom before it turned into a jog to the doors to the outside. Without knowing, he was at Karma's spot but he was hidden on the school roof.

Karma nearly laughed at the predicament as he heard someone come through the door, no one came up here.
But he was faced with the bluenette who went to sit down, deep breathing to himself.

Nagisa was easily able to hide his panic attacks and anxiety from anyone. He suffered from them severely, the 'guts' trick was masked as a way for the tutors to know he was in pain. Unfortunately, still living with his mother, which should be changing soon, she didn't want to diagnose Nagisa with something she couldn't see.

I mean, not even Asano knew about this yet. He didn't want anyone to see it, he didn't want to be weak… These thoughts plagued Nagisa's illness:

"You're weak"
"You can't defend against him, you can't defend yourself against anyone"
"You're pathetic"
"You can't achieve anything"

In a loop it went round and round in his head, it could take at least half an hour to get through it all. This was Nagisa's first time dealing with it at school. The emotional distort of his mother shouting before he left for school, people fighting, and getting things wrong easily triggered it. He collapsed on the floor, trying to catch the fresh air. At least the air was preventing him from fainting. Nagisa was making undistinctive whispers to himself to try to calm down and stop his heart racing.

Karma noticing the strange behaviour trying to assume... Nagisa was trying to sleep…? That was it, right? He furrowed his eyebrows and didn't actually want deal with this... His start and night were much the same as Nagisa, expect Karma stayed out all night and didn't sleep. But as much as he wanted to call himself a bad person and walk away, Karma wasn't.

And his hatred was mostly based from Asano, he fucking hated the popular kids. They always had the attention of some sort and their heads were so far up their asses. I suppose if he had met Nagisa in a new light he could try and ignore that, but this kid was so like him, he hated it. The redhead could tell he had a shitty life like his own but he was trying his hardest with that stupid smile on his face. He picked on bluenette to try and shift the act, he could see how damaged he was in those crystal blue orbs. It was disgusting, and though Karma teased him to death, got very close to him and pranked him, he probably wouldn't ever hit him.

It was an ongoing battle whenever he looked eye to eye at Nagisa, and Karma knew the bluenette was obvious to why he felt this way.

But at this moment, his body was moving on its own. He could tell this was something private, something he had to suffer with by himself. Karma would hate to it admit it, but he wanted someone to do the same with him as he was for Nagisa.

With no feelings against or for the other, he ran over and looked at Nagisa. The bluenette was in a puddle of tears, he could tell he was struggling to breathe. As much as he'd like to get the great lover of his, he didn't have time. Karma got down to his level and whispered kind things to get rid of the bad, occasionally adding a
"breathe"... "You're living for a reason"… "Please fucking breathe"... "You can do anything if you put your mind to it"… "Like this, do it with me"… "One two, in. One, two, out. One, two, in".

Nagisa's hand instinctively grabbed Karmas to reassure himself someone was actually there, and as time moved on he felt himself slowly drift back to reality. He sobbed silently as the thoughts were replaced with kind ones, with his eyes closed he couldn't tell who was talking to him.
When he eventually opened his eyes, Nagisa noticed that person was gone without a trace. Though Karma wasn't gone, he was hidden quickly to watch the boy get up and get himself back together again.

Nagisa didn't know what to make of it, or who that person was. He whispered "thank you" as he tidied himself up with his phone like a mirror.