Human Desires

Prologue

His hands, rough and callous, rubbed up her stomach to her aching breasts as he drove himself deeper and harder into her.

"Feels so good." She moaned as she scratched down his back, looking deep into his dark orbs of lust for her.

"Yeah, your sweet pussy feels amazing." He grabbed her headboard while pounding harder into her.

She clutched to her chest while screaming his name at the top of her lungs. "Jacob!"

She gasped and threw herself to sit up, clutching her chest. Why did she just have a sex dream about her best friend? She had never had a sex dream before.

She didn't exactly have an innocent mind, but she never dreamed about sex. She wasn't an idiot either. She knew Jacob Black wasn't a boy anymore. He was all man and a hot one at that. She never knew rippling pectorals were something she found attractive until she first saw him without his shirt on.

She had to fan herself anytime she thought about Jacob's physique.

She turned on her light to see it was three in the morning and Edward was missing. This shouldn't have surprised her. It was his hunting night.

She thought about her vampire boyfriend for a moment before her thoughts led to the dream she just had. Suddenly, those two different subjects blended together.

She had hoped one day Edward would have enough control that they could have sex, but she had to think about it. Every time they got into a heavy make out session that left her flustered, she never felt the hardware between his legs stiffen from it.

Not even once.

She thought it was because Edward was a gentleman, but now she had to second guess herself.

Edward was one hundred and nine years old. He was a vampire who had no heartbeat and this brought forth her realization.

Edward could never be sexually active with her because he was a vampire. Blood pumping is what was needed to get an erection.

She was very intrigued by sexual education when it came up in school so she knew a lot about sex without ever having it.

She would live for an eternity as a virgin if she became a vampire with Edward.

She would definitely not die as a virgin, that was for sure. She had to figure something out, but she loved Edward. She knew she wouldn't betray him by being with someone else like that, but she needed to talk to him about this.

She needed to let him know how she felt about this that had now been brought to her attention.

"I didn't expect you to be awake." She looked to her window to see her handsome boyfriend, hair tasseled, and a lovely smile on his lips.

"I was just thinking." He walked over and sat beside her, taking her hand in his. The cool temperature of his skin sent a shiver through her, but she gave him a small smile so he would know it was okay.

You never feel like that when Jake touches you. Her inner voice said to her.

"What were you thinking about? It wouldn't have anything to do with your friends on the reservation, would it?" As soon as Alice saw Bella's future disappear, Edward had raced to her, making sure she was alright.

"I had a dream about Jacob, but that wasn't what I was thinking about." Liar! She scolded herself before sighing. "Edward, I need to ask you something." He nodded a little, paying close attention to her.

"I'm an open book. Ask away." She gulped, afraid of his answer.

"Is it physically possible for you to be...sexual active...since you're a vampire?" She looked to him and she could tell she caught him off guard, but he quickly recovered, clearing his throat.

"Honestly?" She nodded and he shook his head. "I don't even have those types of urges like I did when I was human. Why are you asking?" She gulped and took her hand back, standing up.

"Edward, most girls my age have already been through that at least once. I haven't. You are the only guy I have dated and I have never been the way I am with you with anyone else." He gulped and bowed his head.

"I know where this is going, Bella." She wasn't even sure herself if she knew where it was going, but he cleared up her mind. "Bella, you disappeared from Alice's vision on a mostly permanent basis. It happened while we were hunting and that was why I raced back here." She gasped before her arms dropped to her sides. "It doesn't take much from what you just said and what my sister has seen to know where this conversation is going. Whether you realize it or not, your very human needs and desires have already driven you away from me and soon you will be in that wolf's arms." He moved to her and wrapped his arms around her waist, smirking down at her. "I want you to know something, Bella." She nodded and he continued. "No matter what, I will always be here for you as your friend if nothing else. You have made life worth living just by being around." She gulped and he kissed her forehead before he disappeared.

"Don't I get a word in?" She didn't feel like her heart was tearing apart like the last time he ended the relationship. She wasn't sure how she felt about it.