UPDATED CHAPTER!
Hey guys, thanks for the awesome reviews and one not so nice review but those don't bother me anymore; I'm like a seasoned vet ignoring lame-ass people lol. Some of you were confused and some of you understood me making Maura the "bad guy", it was a twist on the different stories that make Jane the "bad guy" when it comes to their relationship. So it was just a change in the roles that's all. Hope you enjoy the new chapter.
Jane and Maura
Jane starts to wake, feeling someone or something is starring at her; opens her eyes to find Maura is looking at her.
"OMG Maura; that's creepy; how long have you been watching me sleep?" Jane asks.
"I only just woke up a few minutes ago; sorry; I didn't mean to startle you." Maura says with a chuckle before sobering up and putting on a straight face.
"I hate that I put that look on your face; even when I promised I would never do that. No; don't say anything; I know I hurt you Maur." Jane says sitting up in against the headboard. "I know I ask for one night; I know i don't officially live here; I can start getting my things out of here." Jane says sounding defeated.
"DAMN IT JANE!" Maura screams.
"I need you here; I'm not kicking you out. I'm the one who hurt you; yeah you said some mean things; but I'm the one who pushed you in that situation." Maura says moving to straddle Jane's lap; so she isn't able to move; even though Jane could easily pick her up.
"Maur-
"No Jane, you listen and you listen well" Maura says interrupting Jane.
"It was an awful mistake on my part; I messed up our relationship; I'm the reason we haven't spoken in 2 weeks. I know saying I'm sorry doesn't really do much to make you understand how truly sorry I am. You don't have to be strong right now Jane, I know you're hurting; I'm hurting because I hurt you." Maura says tears starting to pool.
"Yes, yes I'm hurting Maura; you did hurt me. I'm not an innocent party either. I said something I clearly didn't mean, I didn't let you explain that night. I was just so bullish and set at being pissed that I didn't care what I said; and that was wrong of me. I truly am sorry baby; I miss you and I love you so much; can you forgive me?" Jane asks Maura; holding Maure with both hands resting on her cheeks.
"Of course I forgive you Jane; I forgave you that night. I wish you hadn't gotten in that car; but when you did I knew I really screwed things up. I want you to know that; I didn't continue my evening with Marco, my parents or the party. I couldn't continue anything; because I lost you. I'm sorry I didn't force an invitation, I'm sorry I didn't tell my parents about out relationship. I love you and I love our relationship and our family. I so wish I did, but I don't have the relationship with my parents; as you do with your mother." Maura says letting her head drop, looking down in between herself and Jane.
"Maura; I'm so sorry I jumped to conclusions about your parents and should have let you explain. I know you don't have the greatest relationship and the same for Natalie. I know a little about it but I still threw it back in your face; for that I'm sorry baby." Jane says lifting Maura's chin to kiss her.
"Again; I already forgave you baby. I want you to know, that I want you to meet my parents and I want them to know about our beautiful relationship; if we still have one that is." Maura asking in a round about way.
"Baby, look at me; Maur look at me. I want this, I want you and I love you. Yes, we have somethings to work out; of course we do. I'm willing to work on us and become ever greater together than before. I would love to meet my greatest fans to rival our young Natalie; haha your parents. Though I'm not sure how they will receive me after what they may have witnessed a couple weeks ago." Jane says chuckling a little into Maura's shoulder.
"I'm sure they didn't see much; but it wouldn't matter either way. I don't care what they have to say; if I'm happy; and I am; then that's all that should matter. If we need to; we can publish an article in the news about our relationship; so there is no confusion as who we are in a relationship with." Maura says holding her hands up on Jane's shoulders.
"Well if you need to; but I don't care anymore. As long as I know, and you know and everyone we love knows; then I'm fine. The world and the hotty totty society will find out when and if they do." Jane says moving her hands to Maura's hips and squeezing.
"Mmmm, ok sounds good to me J-Jane" Maura stutters in agreement as Jane is massaging her hips and waist.
"Maur, god I miss this; I miss you and how you feel against me baby." Jane says moving her hands up Maura's back.
Maura moves her body closer to Jane; her body clearly missing the contact. Jane and Maura start kissing, hands moving up and down bodies. Janes removes her t-shirt; leaving her tank top on but removes Maura's silk pajama top leaving her with nothing on top. Maura shivers from the cool air introduced to her skin. Jane basking in the sight of a newly topless Maura on her lap. Jane bends down slightly to take a hardened pink nipple in her warm mouth. Jane is trying to devour as much of Maura's breast she can in her mouth; Maura encouraging Jane by weaving her hand through her curly hair.
"Janie; oh god I miss this so much; I need more. I'm so wet for you." Maura says grinding her pelvis on Jane's hard abs.
"Fuck Maura; I love how wet you get for me; how are you baby?" Jane asks kissing Maura up and down her neck while her hands are massaging Maura's breasts.
"Mmmm let me show you." Maura says takes one of Jane's hands and leads it in between her her legs into her underwear.
"Fuck; you're so wet baby; god I miss how you feel. Let me just adjust my hands so I can feel that pus-
"Mom! Cindy and I are gonna- Ahhhhh" Natalie says realizing what she has just walked in on.
"Omg, omg omg, are you two serious" one can hear Natalie says as she walks further and further away from Maura's bedroom.
"Oh god, baby girl; I'm sorry" Maura says throwing on Jane's t-shirt that was nearby.
"I got her; I need to apologize to the other leading lady in my life; I did break a promise to her. You hop in the shower and cool off; I think its for the best anyway. I don't want us to reunite in our intimate ways quicky, only speaking to each other after 2 weeks." Jane says moving off the bed and towards the bedroom door.
"I thinks that's fair; and I agree with you completely. I guess my body missed you as much as I missed you; go get your girl. I'll see you down stairs, hopefully; don't let her be so mean." Maura says on the way into the ensuite.
Jane walks into the hallway and hears voices; guessing its coming from Nat's room. She gets there are can hear quite clearly a emotional Natalie talking to Cindy about her and Maura.
Knock Knock
"Good morning girls, hey Cindy; Natalie can I talk to you downstairs for a minute.
"Ummm sure; Cindy do you mind if we go downstairs; we can make breakfast after we finish talking" Natalie asks.
"Hey Coach, yeah totally just yell up stairs when your done and we can start breakfast." Cindy says hugging Natalie just before she got out of bed.
Both Natalie and Jane walk downstairs; both wondering how this talk will go; both hopeful that it will ends in happy tears and hugs.
Jane and Nat
Jane and Natalie make it down stairs and walk towards the breakfast bar in the kitchen. Both Jane and Nat take a seat on the bar stools, and neither are facing each other. Jane deciding the quietness has gone on long enough, starts the conversation.
"So, sorry you walked in on me and your mom this morning, I know no kid should see that." Jane says trying to crack the tension with a joke.
"Really? That's all you have to say Coach Rizzoli." Natalie says sounding upset.
"OK I deserved that, I'm sorry Natalie, I know I owe you an apology I'm just not good at this, especially with a teenager. "How about you talk and tell me how you are feeling and we go from there." Jane says turning to look at Natalie.
"You wanna know how I feel, really how I feel? When you didn't come home for nearly 3 weeks, yeah I got to see you at work and at practice sure; I felt sad. I felt like you forgot about me, yeah you and mom were having issues, but you said you would always be there for me. I had Coach Rizzoli but I didn't have Jane Rizzoli; I know you aren't my ma but I thought that just maybe-
Natalie doesn't finish her thought; she starts to cry. Jane has tears in her eyes threatening to fall, she goes to hug Natalie but Natalie gently pushes her away.
"No! I don't understand why you didn't want to come to the house, or try to work things out with my mom? I know its adult stuff but it was like I didn't matter in this equation. Nonna says were are a family and families fight but they still love each other. If you still love my mom then you would have stayed here in the guest room and we could have worked through things together. I felt like I wasn't enough to make you want to stay at least in the house while you and mom worked things out; clearly you still love her and just didn't know what to do." Natalie says sounding exhausted.
"Nat baby, of course I love you and you are more than enough. I didn't want you to see your mom and myself like that. My mother is right; we are a family and we will fight; I just didn't know my place. No, I'm not your Ma but that doesn't mean that I don't love you like your mine or that I don't think about us becoming a permanent family. That's all I think about with you and your mother. I was deeply hurt about the events that happened and I just didn't know what to do. I don't have the right to stay in the house because; I don't live here but that really isn't an excuse is it?" Jane asks bringing her hand to Natalie chin to lift it so that they are looking at each other.
"No it isn't" Natalie says.
"I don't want to feel abandoned again, it happened with my father when he didn't care when we broke up our family. I don't want you to go-
"No! I'm not going anywhere, we are going to work through this rough patch. Yes, it will be difficult because your mother and I still need to talk and work through some things. I want you to listen and hear when i say this; you listening Nat?" Jane says looking Natalie square in the eyes.
"Yes, I'm listening." Natalie replies still with little tears in her eyes.
Jane places a hand on Natalie's cheek. "I'm never going to leave you, you understand me; I love you too much and I love your mother too much. If I have to, god forbid we ever have a fight like this again; I'll take you with me. Ha ha. I'm sorry you felt like you werent enough and I made you feel like how your father made you feel. I never want to hurt you like that again, ever. I love you so much baby girl and I hope you can forgive me." Jane says still holding on to Natalie.
"I love you so much and I forgive you. I think I could forgive you even more if you get me a Audi Spider like yours for my birthday." Natalie says giving a Jane a hug with a smile.
"Ha, almost got me; your mother would kill and then I would be breaking my promise." Jane says pulling back from the hug to look at Natalie.
"What promise?' Natalie asks.
"Always being there for you." Jane says hugging Natalie again.
"Ok, ok that was cheesy but I love it. I love you." Natalie says when they break apart.
"Haha I thought it was sentimental Come on lets get started on breakfast, you go get Cindy and I'll go get your mom. Natalie?" Jane says to Natalie; both at the bottom of the stairs.
"Yeah?" Nat replies.
"I'm glad we could talk and be ok and on good terms. I would have felt awful not knowing your feelings but I'm glad we are ok. OK enough mushy stuff; I feel like a girl haha come on." Jane says hanging a arm around Natalie's shoulders.
"Haha yeah wwaaaayyy too mushy for the morning tI'me." Natalie says before walking to her room to get Cindy.
Both smiling knowing that things are going to be ok, better even.
(Hope you like the updated convo)
Hey, so wrapping up the sadness; they apologized woohooo. Throwing in some Natalie as promised; of course cause everyone is a fan of Nat. I hope you guys enjoyed the chapter; and know that we all want the same in the end.. RIZZLES! Short chapters no one likes i know; but i feel like to much pressure to crank out long chapters then i end not wanting to write; so bare with me please! Love you all, OR.