They escaped reality that weekend.

"H-Hello Boss?"

"Ch-Chrome!" The new(actually old) van he was driving, swerved on the highway.

Ever since that day. When they first made love, they were avoiding eachother, he couldn't bare it, and she couldn't handle the guilt. Chrome would of been lying to herself if she said it was unintentional. Boss for the most part was a confused wreck. It had been many months since then, and many times his heart shattered. Many times they secretly repeated the sin.

His heart would skip in the few moments they shared. It wasn't many. A fleeting dream really. In those moments he never wanted to wake up.

It was summer vacation and he was taking a dive. He needed to get away from Namimori. He honestly needed to get away from her. His heart would break every time her and Mukuro would show up to an event together.

He told himself it was a mistake. Every single time he gave her himself. Every single time she would use and abuse him.

When he woke up the fist time they confessed their passion, she was gone.

He was broken. As he was the next time. The second time. The seventh time. He was utterly devastated, because after every time, she would go back to her real boyfriend, and look happier... after every single time she sucked away his love. A love he willing gave to the wrong person.

"What are you doing here?" Tsuna straightened the vehicle. Cars honked at him for his almost crash.

Chrome crawled from the back of the van to the passenger seat and clicked on her seat belt. "I wanna go with you. Where are we headed?" So naturally open when they were alone. Her honest self, only with the treasured solitude she shared with Boss.

He hated himself so much. 'Not again. Please not again. I have to atleast be faithful to Haru. I hurt Kyoko-chan so much, I can't do the same to Haru. I think I can marry her one day... but I-.'

"I-I don't know? Any suggestions?" He hated himself, because he loved seeing Chrome be honest. He hated it though because it was a real illusion of her. It was his real illusion of her. It was their reality.

"I never been to a theme park."

And it tugged at his heart, because around every one else she never gave a true opinion. She always relied on him to keep her happy.

He smiled. "Let's go then." 'Sorry Haru...'

She smiled with that smile. A smile, that could never be taken away from him. He wished that it was enough to keep being able to suffer through this. He wished he had the strength to ignore it. He wished he could always see her this happy.

It was the middle of the night. They had a fun day of cotton candy and rides. The ferris wheel was her favorite. He asked why. "Because it's not scary, like everything else in my life. I feel safe up here in the sky, with you."

After that answer, he gave her all his love. Again and again.

They had parked the van next to a ditch, hidden from view. The radio was playing a tune that became their song.

"~Oh Tsuna~"

He was kissing her neck, her nails buried into his back.

He gave a thrust, he held her shaking thigh as she climaxed.

She was breathing heavily on the floor bed of his van. He wrapped his arm around her loose hair and head, keeping her in a firm, protective embrace. She nuzzled her nose against his neck as he nibbled on her ear, stroking in and out at a slow loving pace.

Her hands traveled around his strong body. Her lips tenderly let out warm gasp against his neck, causing him to shiver.

They cuddled after several climaxes.

"Just be here when I wake up?" He pleaded this time. She gasped with guilt. It slowly turned into that smile. "I will Boss... but you understand that this is only a dream, right?"

He blinked back his swelling eyes. He choked it out but admitted. "I know, but Chrome, I lo-"

"Please don't. Today was the best day of my life."

"-...Ok."

Tsuna sighed out. "You remember that day, when we made love in the van?"

He asked her. They were alone, walking through the University hallways to get to class. Gokudera, Enma, and Mukuro had left together.

She was so quiet.

"Yes." Why are you asking?

He could read her body language. Her own way of speaking.

He ruffled his hair with a monotone rythem. "I don't know, maybe wanna get away for the weekend?"

"Boss." I would love too, but-

"O-Oh, It's ok, I understand."

"What about Cidney?" You like her don't you?

He narrowed his eyes. She rejected him, and had the nerve to ask about a recent fling. They had gone on a few dates, but Tsuna had been dreading with guilt. After every date, Chrome knocked on his door at night. 'Only to ask how it went.' He hated how easily he could toss aside his morals for her.

"I do... Oh I know. Let's go on that double date. You can show off your boyfriend." He nodded with a fake cheerful smile.

"...Ok, I'll talk to Mukuro about it later." Excuse me.

And she walked ahead of him. Tsuna felt a guilty pang. "Nagi wait." She stiffened, he used her name. She ignored it and kept walking.

She was not in class when he arrived. He bowed his head. 'I'm such a mess.' He hurt Chrome, he was cheating on Cidney, he was a Mafioso struggling in college, and he barely talked to his family because he couldn't face them anymore.

He was a failure...