Chapter 1

1984

'What did I just do' Olivia thought to herself as she layed in bed naked next to a man that was 19 years older than her and was married and worst of all had kids. No the worst part is that his wife and kids were out of town. She just had sex in there bed. Olivia felt dirty she had to get out of that house, out of that bed. Just then the man next to her started to stir.

"Olivia?"

Oh no.'Think Olivia come on' She thought. She needed out.

Olivia started to get up. She needed to find her clothes. The first thing she found was her shirt.

"Thank god" Olivia said as she put it on.

She grab the rest of her clothes and went into the bathroom to dress herself. She looked at herself in the mirror she looked like hell. Her head was pounding, she was hungover.

"Oh my god." she said rubbing her hands on her face.

She opened the medicine cabinet looking for advil or something to help her head. She finally found some ibuprofen. She washed her face with cold water. She started going through drawers looking for a comb so she can look somewhat looked at the clock it read 11:47am.

"What day is it?" she said to herself.

She opened the door quietly to find the man out of bed getting dressed.

"Olivia I had a great time last night, maybe we can do it again sometime." he said.

"Mark it was nice, but we can't ever do that again. You have a wife and kids you can't just throw that away." Olivia said wanting to leave.

"Oh come on Olivia I'm not throwing that away i'm just putting that aside for now." He said with a smile on his face.

Ok now Olivia really need to get out there.

"Ok yeah sure, but do you happen to know what day it is?" she said

Mark went over to the bedside table and pick up his watch and said " Friday why?"

"Oh no my mom is going to kill me. I have to go now." Olivia said running out of the apartment and down the stairs going out the front door of the building. Realizing that she has to go back home to get her book bag to go school, but also realizing that school gets finished in only a couple hours so what's the point. She starts to walk home. It takes about 15 minutes, Mark's house was 10 blocks from her's. She finally gets home and her mother is not their so she has few hours.

She takes a shower and get's into clean clothes. She goes to the kitchen and opens the 's no food so she goes and opens the cabinets no food. 'The only thing in this house is booze.' Olivia thought to herself.

"WHY IS THERE NO FOOD IN THIS HOUSE!" Olivia screams.

Olivia goes into her room to get her wallet and looks in it. It has 38 dollars in it.

"Well I guess i'll just go get food from the store." she said

Olivia leaves the apartment goes down stairs and walks out of the building. She walks a few blocks before seeing the grocery store. She sees her best friend since 1st grade bagging groceries. He sees her and says "Hey Livvie Lou, what are you doing here?" he said.

"Hey Steven what do you think i'm doing, i'm getting some food." she says smiling

"Yeah ok Liv see ya after my shift." Steven said

"See ya" Olivia said walking into an aisle

She picks up some food that she can make at home and walks to counter and pays for the for the food.

"That will be $ 22.39 ma'am." The cashier says

Olivia gives her the money and takes her bags for Steven.

"Thank you Steven." she says

"No problem Liv." Steven said

At The Apartment

Olivia gets home and puts the groceries away and she makes herself a Peanut butter and jelly sandwich with a Tab cola and some California Raisins. She goes to her room does some homework that was due today. When she was doing her math homework there was a knock at the door. She went to go answer it.

"Hey Livvie Lou." Steven said cheerfully

"Hey Steven what are you doing here?" Olivia said confused

"Well I thought you would want to hang out, do some homework and Gossip some."

"Oh how could I say no to that. Come on let's go to my room."

Olivia and Steven were doing homework and talking, but a lot more talking than working.

"So Olivia I have been dying to ask this ALL weren't you at school I was so bored without you today." Steven ask

"Well I was doing something last night and I woke up late, so I just decided not to go to school today." Olivia said avoiding the question

"Oh come on Olivia don't do that to me Olivia." Steven said in a whiny voice

"Steven just drop it please I don't want to talk about." Olivia said Sternly

"Is it your mom again Olivia I keep telling you to come live with me. My mom won't mind she loves you." Steven said seriously

"Steven I swear it's not my mom so please just drop it please." Olivia said With pleading eyes

"Ok fine I'll drop it but this conversation is not over liv." said Steven

"Thank you Steven." Olivia said

"So...how about weather huh Livvie Lou." Steven said in a weird voice

Olivia laugh and they counted that night Olivia's mom came home yelling for Olivia. Olivia quietly told Steven to go out the window to the firescape. Olivia's mom barged into Olivia's room just as Steven got on to the firescape

"Why did the school call me,to tell me you didn't show up Olivia!" yelled Serena

"I-I'm s-sorry mama." Olivia said crying

"Oh stop crying now Olivia and tell me!" said Serena slapping Olivia

Olivia now sobbing said "I-I sl-slept in I-I'm so sor-sorry mama please don't hit-hit me!"

"Just stop it Olivia! You are disgrace to me and this world! I wish you were never born! You make my life hell!" Serena yelled at Olivia slapping her hard.

Serena walked out of Olivia's room slamming the door hard. Oliva Crawled into bed sobbing holding her cheek.

"I-I'm sorry mama." Olivia whispered