Hey, everyone! Long time no see!

So yes, this is just an author's note just to explain a lot of stuff, including why I stopped writing this and just never picked it up. Until, like, now.

Well, mostly because of myself. I was held down a lot by myself because there were key moments I had to have to make the story be a good story, I guess. I felt like in these moments, they were supposed to be what made or broke the story. And I just couldn't write it. I knew what I wanted the story to go through, I knew what I wanted the characters to go through, and I knew that I needed to make them right. But I felt like I was writing them completely wrong, I wasn't doing as much to make the scenes as powerful or cohesive as they needed to be for the entire story to work.

So, then I got a little scared I guess, and I never looked at this story since.

And then after awhile of thinking, I thought I should go back and just continue the story, try a different angle, and hey, maybe I would like it? But then I went back and I read the first chapter and, holy cow, it was pretty terrible. Like on a scale of bad to the worst thing I've ever fucking read, I would say it's pretty fucking terrible. I thought maybe I could go along with it, convert some of the ideas that I've had for this story, and shape it into what I've already written. I could edit it up after I was done with it, and then move on from there. But then I figured that I might as well make it as good as possible since there were, and I mean, so many mistakes on all of my chapters. I'm not gonna lie, I cringed. Like, a lot. And none of you kind readers deserved that.

So, here's what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna post this and then go back to edit up the rest of the first ten (I totally forgot I had written that much) chapters and then continue on the story if that's alright with you guys.

I am so sorry for disappearing for like a full year, and I can't guarantee anything, but I can tell you I will try my best to update and edit this story frequently.

Many of you have probably left and forgotten that this was ever made, but for those who can give me another chance, thank you.

I love you all so much and hope you enjoy the story!