Hachiman x Saki chapter 3

Girlfriends and indecent things.

Before getting into today's chapter I just want to say thank you for your reviews, positive or negative I will take them all. About this chapter, this follows the events of chapter one, that means this is the official "second chapter" oh and maybe the M rate will be necessary after all… Hope you enjoy.

Hachiman's POV

"Ugh, I could barely sleep last night."

I woke up pretty early in the morning, feeling really tired. Pretty obvious if you consider yesterday's events.

"Hey Saki…"

No response.

Well better for me, I really don't want to deal with another shameful event. Trust me you don't want to know what happened.

Welp, better get going before tempting the Romcom gods any more but I guess that doesn't matter at this point.

As I get out of bed I feel something pulling me in…

"Sigh*…"

"Idiot"

The girl doesn't sound too happy.

"Yes Saki, you need something?"

"Stay a little longer with me, I don't think it's the big deal after what we did yesterday mr. Boyfriend."

This girl, seriously.

"…Sure."

A little explanation is demanded I guess, to make it really short.

I slept with Saki.

FLASHBACK

"Chu*… Hey Saki"

"mmhm?..." Our lips part, she has this really erotic expression but I can't help but feel something is really off about her.

"I know it's a bit late for this but I demand an explana- NHMMN!"

"Kiss* lick*… Come on Hachiman I'm sure you want more, you've started kissing me back too…" She says with glistening eyes.

Guh! Critical hit, if you talk to me with that voice…

No, something is definitely wrong here. The few seconds I could see her face were more than enough to notice a certain expression of sadness too.

"Saki we need to stop this, you're not being yourself here…"

"Tch... Like you know shit about me…"

Saki then grabs my face with both hands, she looks straight into my eyes with a dizzy expression on her face and proceeds to kiss me again.

"Kiss* You really know nothing about me… Just bear a little bit more okay?

"You're not listening… Kiss*"

"Slurp* Stick your tongue out… lick*"

Ok, abort, abort.

No matter how tempted I am to succumb to the pleasure, this is wrong. This feels like I'm taking advantage of her moment of weakness, no, I'm definitely taking advantage of it. I'm sure this is her way of "paying me". I'll get this over with.

"Eh…? Hachiman?"

I take her confusion and proceed to grab her by the shoulders and stare into her eyes, this time analyzing her face in depth.

"What is it Hachiman?"

She really is beautiful but it is not the time for that now, the more I look at her face the more I realize in what state she is.

She is definitely suffering.

Something has happened to Saki that is making her act this way, not only that but every time she mentions my name it seems she was doing it out of sheer obligation.

Her brother contacted me while Komachi was taking care of her, he told me that Saki apparently quit her job but that days before she had been arriving home at really late hours, even more than usual. The only thing that occurs to me knowing this idiot is that she enslaved to work to earn extra money.

This could be the reason why she collapsed, but even then I do not think she would kiss anyone just for taking care of her for a few moments. If so then why did she do it? .

"Sniff*…"

"I'm no good after all…"

"Eh…?

Without realizing the girl I had grabbed by the shoulders began to cry. Way to go me!

"Saki!"

Without thinking twice I hug her really tightly.

"H-hachiman… Sniff*"

"Shut up."

I have no idea what kind of things she's been going through but the only thing I can think about now is to comfort the girl in my arms.

Not many years ago I went through something similar and my sister of all people was the first to realize. I will follow her example…

"I know you won't tell me what what's really going on, will you?"

"I can't imagine this will make things any easier, but this is all I can do."

"Hachiman, that's…"

"Are you tired?"

"I'm totally fine."

"Are you troubled?"

"If you're this nice to me, I'm gonna fall in love with you. When you… I mean, like that…"

"It's been rough, hasn't it?"

"… Sniff* It was rough… it was so painful, I was so scared, I was so sad… I felt like dying…"

"Uh-huh."

"Sniff* I tried so hard! I was desperate. So desperate to make my family's life happier… It's the truth… I've honestly never tried so hard in my entire life!"

"Yes, I know."

"Because I love my family, I want them to be as happy as one can fucking be… Sniff* because it was so important to me!"

"I was so desperate to make my family proud, I was so scared… I was so scared! I DON'T WANT TO EXPERIENCE ANYTHING LIKE THAT ANYMORE!"

She begins to cry in my chest, I let her expel everything she had accumulated.

I'm genially concerned about this girl, she came out of nowhere but this feels right for some reason. It's been a while since I've felt like this for a girl huh?

"Feeling any better?"

"Sniff* Yes, thank you Hachiman" She says giving me a genuine smile.

… She is so beautiful.

"Hachiman?"

"Oh, sorry. That's really good to know Saki."

Wow, it's late. The clock in the room indicates that it is 11:00 p.m. better let her rest, I'm sure she is feeling really exhausted after letting all that out.

"Well I'll let you rest, if you need something just let me know okay Saki?" I pat her in the head and just as I'm going to my room…

"Wait…"

Of course, this happens again.

"Yes?"

"U-uhm, I cn' spp ane tnight"

What?

"Sorry, can you repeat?"

"I-I can't sleep alone tonight!"

Oh, so that's all? Shoulda said it clearly, woman. I'm pretty sure she doesn't want to feel lonely.

"Ok don't worry."

"Gasps*" Her eyes suddenly are filled with expectation.

"I'll ask Komachi right away, she must be about to go to bed though but I know she'll understand."

"NO!"

"W-what?!"

"I said no, i-it has to be you…"

"Me?! Why would you evet want a guy, me at that, sleeping right next to you. Even I have my limits you know Saki? You're asking to be touched."

I'm obviously joking. Hopefully she takes the bait and feels disgusted, after all I'm really good at making people hate me.

"I-I wouldn't mind if it was you…"

… Ah I get it, this is one of the classic Rom-com gods traps. The next morning I'll end up dead right?

"Saki… I was joking about that you know?"

"A-ah, YES OF COURSE, Who do you think I am hahaha…"

THEN WHY DO YOU SOUND SO DISAPPOINTED?!

"Haaaah, o-okay Saki. I have no idea what you expect to gain from this but if it's what you want then fine by me."

"S-sure."

We both change into our pajamas in separate rooms of course and proceed to go to bed.

This whole situation is really fucking awkward, we found ourselves trying to sleep, both of us looking at opposite directions,but it's impossible. I turn to her and try to break the ice.

"Sak…"

Before I could even finish saying her name she embraces me in a tight hug and kisses my forehead.

"Thank you for everything Hachiman, maybe all of the school think you're an asshole with no heart but that's not true at all. You're a really kind asshole."

"I'm I supposed to be flattered by that, woman?"

"Hehehe, but it's the truth."

"I'm not complaining, thank you for your words Saki you really are something else."

"Say Hachiman…" She suddenly sounds really serious.

"What do you think about me?…" There's some nervousness in her voice

Crap, this is one of "those" situations right? Where there's never a good answer, I better tell the truth if I want to stay alive until the morning

"Well I think you're an idiot, you say you want to help your family but you're doing nothing more than worrying them, not only that but also got one hell of an attitude, I'll give you this, you're really determined and strong-willed I really value those traits."

"Is that so…" She sounds really disappointed.

"Well that's just the beginning."

"Eh?"

"These last hours I discovered things about you that would never have thought that you had in the first place, you really do love your family above everything else, and I know this will sound counterproductive to what I just said but you're willing to sacrifice yourself for their good. My opinion of you has improved that's for sure and I gotta say… Y-you're really pretty."

"I-is that so…"

The room then is filled with silence, we just stare at each other in the darkness, waiting for someone to make the first move. I guess it's my turn, she did started this and I warned her about this so she will have what she deserves.

I touch her butt.

"Kyaa!"

A cute sound comes from Saki's mouth, hoh that's really unexpected. Wait is she really okay with this?

I take a glance at Saki's face, She looks at me even more passionately than when she was kissing me, the only difference is that I could no longer see sadness in her face, only expectation.

"Saki I don't think I can stop myself from here…"

"It's okay Hachiman, I want to do it with you as well. I love you. Kiss*"

"Kiss* I guess I love you too huh?"

"Hey, what's with that half-assed answer huh?"

"O-oh sorry, I was kind of talking to myself there. It's been a while since I've felt like this for a girl so I found it really strange."

"I-I see…"

"I will say it once again, I love you Saki… uh"

Fuck, I still can't remember her last name. Really fucking good Hachiman!

"Kawasaki. It's Kawasaki, Hikigaya Hachiman."

"Ugh, sorry."

"Seriously, you better remember it this time okay? If we are going to be… you know…"

"A couple?"

"Hmm-hmm" She just nods, how cute.

"Well, shall we start where we left off?"

"S-sure…"

BAM!

"NOT IM MY GUARD!"

A little sister suddenly enters the room, ruins the mood and then leaves just like that. Thank you Komachi for leaving my virginity intact, I will make sure to do the same thing for the rest of your life.

"I guess we don't have her approval." I say while ruffling Saki's hair.

"I guess not…" Again, disappointment is the only thing I can hear.

"Don't worry, I'll make sure you "pass"."

"It kinda feels like a mother that doesn't wanna let go her child to another woman huh?" She says laughing.

"Sigh* It sure does, well I guess we should just get to sleep."

"Yawn* Yes, good night Hachiman."

"Good night Saki."

We sleep while facing each other this time, both with smiles on our faces.

END OF FLASHBACK

We both just stay in bed staring at the ceiling, this in itself may sound ridiculous but it feels somewhat pleasant.

"Hachiman" She is the first to talk.

"Yes?"

"What do we do now that you know… we are thing."

"I'm gonna be honest, I don't have a clue. I never expected to get a girlfriend any time soon you know? For now I suppose we should just tell others about our situation, at least that's what I read from a manga. Either way we both don't know many people so I don't think there's going to be any school drama or stuff like that."

"The school is cancelled for 2 weeks though, the whole town is covered in snow so I don't think we have to worry about that."

"Say Hachiman, are you really fine with a girl like me? You don't have to trouble yourself, I know this is going to get you more trouble at scho- Ouch!* I flick her on her forehead

"Idiot don't think of yourself that way, I already told you that you're amazing didn't I?"

"But..."

Flick*

"Ouch!"

"It's already 9:00. a.m. We should get up now before Komachi wakes up and starts rampaging."

She just nods and we both get out of the bed.

"Want to take a shower?" I ask politely

"W-w-what?! We haven't even done it you perv-ouch!"

"I MEAN IF YOU WANT TO TAKE IT FIRST"

"O-oh, okay sure"

15 minutes pass

It looks like she is going to take her time there, I better clean this room in the meantime.

30 minutes pass

Jesus she really does take her time taking a simple shower…

An hour pass

Is she okay?...

Hour and a half…

Okay, she may be in trouble now. Did she fall maybe?

Kyaa!

SAKI!

I run to the bathroom, the door is somewhat open I take a peek but something stops me…

"Hachiman! Not there!"

…

"You're so wild! Don't stop!"

…

I can pretty much see everything, did she left the door open on purpose or what? I'm not complaining she is my girlfriend after all, it should not be a big deal if I see her a little bit more.

She just continues with her "act". I've only seen this in pornos but I gotta say, the real thing is really different, she also has a great figure, I almost feel blessed.

"I'm coming!"

Hoh let's see this. Don't judge me okay? It's only natural I feel a little curious about my girlfriend's… desires?

"Hachiman!... ah?

"…"

Eye contact.

I guess I opened the door a little bit more than I should…

"E… eeek!? GET OUT YOU PERVERT!" She then throws her clothes to me. Honestly not the best defense against someone peeking on you.

"S…Sorry but man do you have a good body."

"GET OUT!"

"Okay, okay."

As I close the door I face my imminent doom, Komachi is right there…

"Hey Onii-chan mind explaining what I just witnessed?" She says with a scary smile.

"By all means, yes. But first, look at that!" I try to run to my room but Saki is there waiting for me, not looking pleased…

I got interrogated for a full hour, they both took turns asking really stupid questions like "Who did I love more, my girlfriend or my sister? Or if I had something with both Yukinoshita and Yuigahama" they enjoyed torturing me and they got along just fine, after all of that ended Komachi just said:

"I approve of you Kawasaki-san! Take care of my stupid brother 'kay?" and she left.

"Really… you two are really scary when put together."

"That's what you get for being a pervert…" She is still sulking after all.

"I'm sorry okay? I thought you were in danger, you took your time there after all."

"How much did you see?"

"If you're referring to your body then pretty much everything."

"You really are the worst…"

The rest of the day passes without problems. We're both in my room I'm playing a videogame while Saki's reading a novel I lent to her in my bed.

"Say Saki."

"mmhm?" She seems very concentrated on the book.

"After things get better wanna go on a date?"

"Sure."

Well she took that better than I expected.

"Where do you want to go?"

"I was thinking about dinner at night, sounds good?"

"O-okay."

That was easy, I must be a pro at this then. It's already really late at night, her brother called her to see if everything was right. After she finishes the call Saki comes to me.

"Ne, can we sleep together again today... Don't get the wrong idea! I just want to cuddle with you, no pervert things okay?!"

"Sure…"

I'm sure this will turn to a routine…

We change to our pajamas and go to bed.

"Good night Saki."

"Yes, good night Hachiman."

I promise I will make you happy.

Author notes: Hello again! If you manage to read all of that then thank you for taking your time, I actually did a Re:Zero reference there if you didn't notice. Anyways as I stated before the M rating is necessary after all, hope you don't mind that. Well that's all from me, see you next time!