Chapter one

CG-pov

My first four years of life are nothing but a living nightmare, seeing my mother used drugs and be used by a multiple man are not a sight to be seen for a child as young as me. The day the crack whore died is the day I start to live.

Grace and Carrick Grey are, god sent to give me a second chance to have a happy life and stable living. I finally have a food, toys, a bedroom and parents that loves me with my adopted siblings, Elliot and Mia.

But thing changed when I hit my teenage year since I can't stand to be touch without lashing out to whoever dare to touch me. Meeting Elena Lincoln changed the direction of my path, she teach control through BDSM.

I graduate top of my class and accepted in Harvard but the second year of my college I drop out and started my own company the Grey House.

Since we stop our arrangement she's the one who is providing me submissives but then one night changed that when I saw the most alluring and beautiful creature I've ever seen.

I was on a business trip in Detroit and I was so fucking tense so I decided to visit an exclusive club.

Anastasia Steele, she's working as escort/submissive to get through college and life. No living relatives, her parents died when she was 10 years old since then she'd jump from foster home to another.

At first I'm paying her for her service while I was staying there after a week of being with her almost every night, I offer her a proposition to be my contractual sub and fly her with me back in Seattle. She agreed and within a month she's living two floor below from my penthouse in Escala.

Elena is not happy about it and try to convince me to put her back to Detroit but I don't know but I feel so drawn to ana that I couldn't let her go and let someone else to have her, the thought of another man touching her or fucking her got my blood boiling rage and want to kill someone who would dare to touch what is mine.

After I told her to fuck off and mind her own business she leave me alone and never say anything.

Until I realize that I've fallen in love with my submissive. Ana is beautiful inside and out, I started to build her self-confidence and help her with her education. After a year of being together I proposed and got married after a month. I thought that we are going to be happy but no its not that easy. We just celebrated our second wedding anniversary when my world came crashing down on me and bring me back to hell that I've came from before she came into my life, I didn't know that she will be the one who will put me back to the deepest dark of the world.

It's been four years but I still remember the day that kill me like it was yesterday. We are in my parent's house with my siblings and a few of our closest friend celebrating my 29th birthday and our pregnancy when Mia said that she has something to show us. We turn to face the giant flat screen of my Parent's it was a slide show throughout my life since I was a kid to my wedding day. But instead of picture of mine, a video show up, and the main character is my wife with another man. It's Jack fucking Hyde he is Ana's boss in SIP.

They are in a bed fucking each other with my wife tied up in the bed post. I couldn't breathe and I didn't remember what happened all I know is I see a fucking red and my mind is blank.

I never held a hand on woman unless you're a submissive but it was there choice and they love the bite of a cane, whip and belt.

I remember grabbing ana's arm and drag her outside of my parent's house.

"how could you" I hiss

"Christian please listen to me….. he was threatening me" ana cry

"I should of listen to Elena… I thought I could change you and give you a better life… but I guess once a whore always will be a whore…. Now I see that baby is not mine" I was just starting to accept the idea of being a father.

"I want you to get out and never come back…. Or I would throw you in jail and take that baby of yours away from you" I yell my hold on her arm got tighten until she cry out in pain.

" . ! and never come back" I push her hard that she landed on her ass. For a sec I feel worried that it might hurt the baby but seeing her over cloud any feelings I have for her.

I turn away from her and stomp back inside my parents house and I forbid my staff and family to help her.

Since then I never see her or heard from her, she didn't came back to penthouse. I don't know what happened to her or if she's still alive.

I came back to the lifestyle I know and become more heartless dom than before and I always choose who looks like ana.

It's been a week and Elena still hasn't found me a new submissive and I'm try of her. I went to her house to pay her a visit and went straight to her office. Her door is ajar and I hear her talking to phone but that's not what it stop me from opening her door.

"oh Jack I told you our plan is going to work… he threw her out like a garbage and never look for her… now I got on tight leash on Christian Grey and he doesn't know that his beloved ana is innocent" I feel sick to my stomach.

"yes.. he didn't believe her when she told him that you threatening her to oblige to you" Elena laugh her sinister laugh.

"well say hi for me to her pet whore" she hang up and saw me standing in her open door.

"what the fuck is that?" I ask stopping myself from killing her.

"darling…. What are you talking about?" she stutter.

"I wont ask you again Elena" this time I grab her neck and hold it slamming her to her wall.

"what the fuck did you do!" I scream and I see her eyes starting to black she clawing my arm.

"Mr Grey" Taylor and sawyer came barging and trying to pry my hold on her neck.

"sir your killing her" taylor say

"I don't care… she's the reason why I treat my wife so horrible" I didn't realize that I have tears running down my cheeks.

"sir if you kill her we wouldn't know the whole truth" I know his right.

"mistress" we gasp and I see a boy who looks like to be a fifteen years old.

I turn back to Elena who is pale as ghost staring wide eye to the boy.

"I'm such a fucking fool!" I yell at her

"I should of listen to ana when she said that you just used me" everything ana told me about is true.

"Christian he needs it just like you" she say.

"start talking Elena or I would call the authority" I coldly say to her.

"when you told me about Anastasia and saw you with her I knew from then that you fallen in love with her…. But I didn't do anything not until I met Jack and learned how much he hates you" elena starts talking.

"then I thought that you will get tired of her but then you proposed to her and got married!" she hiss.

"but then coincident that she apply and got hired in SIP…. That's where the plans start…. A month after working there… Jack started to blackmail your precious Anastasia" I keep my distance from her to prevent myself from killing her.

"what kind of blackmail?" I ask

"jack knows that she's a whore before you met her…. And he kill you after he exposed you and her past" she smile like remember something.

"the video on my birthday?" she just look at me smugly.

"well that video is true… but your beloved wife is under influence of drugs…. He drug her so she wouldn't fight" technically he rape her… my ana.

What the fuck have I done

"where is he now?" I go to lunged at her but Taylor move fast and grab me.

"oh I remember how you threw her out without hearing her" her evil laugh can be heard throughout the house.

"call the police Taylor" that stop her from laughing and stare at me.

"you told me you wouldn't" I smirk

"I didn't say anything" she smugly smile at me.

"then say goodbye to your Anastasia" I turn on my heels and pull out my phone.

"Welch I need you to locate a call from Elena's phone and background check for my wife" I say

"give me a ten minutes sir" I hung up and I hear the siren.

I see the police officer drag Elena out of her house and the boy is wrapped in a blanket.

"Grey" I snap not checking who is calling.

"sir the location of the call is from Detroit" my breathe hitch.

"exact location" I have bad feeling about this.

"is…. Your childhood address sir" I feel my knees got weak.

"Taylor call Steven to prepare the jet we're going to Detroit" I say and we walk to my SUV after we give our statement to the police.

"what about the update background of Anastasia?" I ask

"I already sent it to you sir" I can hear a but

"but sir…. It seems she's vanishing nothing changed from her old background… nothing" what the fuck?

"find her do what you have to do to find her" I bark and hang up that phone.

I don't know what situation we're going to see or what going to happen but something is for sure.

Jack fucking Hyde is a dead man.

I'm going to find you ana and I will do anything for you to forgive me.

I hope I'm not too late.