Summary: Laurens never died in the war. If you had read my Lams version of 'That Would Be Enough' this is continued off that where Laurens comes back to Alex while Eliza and Angelica was away. They continue their relationship but Johns father finds out and doubt is rained upon them.

Say No To This- 'Think Out Of This'… Suggested by guest by the name of, 'TimmariFallAngel'.

[Burr:]
There's nothing like summer in the city
Someone under stress meets someone looking pretty
There's trouble in the air, you can smell it
And Alexander's by himself. I'll let him tell it

[Hamilton:]
I hadn't slept in a week
I was weak, I was awake
You never seen a bastard orphan
More in need of a break
Longing for Angelica
Missing my wife
That's when an old friend John Laurens walked into my life, he said:

[Laurens:]
I know you were right about this
I'm so sorry to bother you back home
But I don't know where to go, and I came here all alone…

[Hamilton:]
He said:

[Laurens:]
My family's doin' me wrong
Beatin' me, teasin' me, mistreatin' me...
Suddenly they'd up and gone
I don't have the means to go on

[Hamilton:]
So I offered him a loan, I offered to walk him home, he said

[Laurens:]
You're too kind, Lex

[Hamilton:]
I gave him thirty bucks that I had socked away
He stayed a block away, he said:

[Laurens:]
This one's mine, Lex

[Hamilton:]
Then I said, "Well, I should head back home,"
He turned red, He led me to his bed
Let his lips spread and said:

[Laurens:]
Stay?

[Hamilton:]
Hey…

[Laurens:]
Hey…

[Hamilton:]
That's when I began to pray:
Lord, show me how to
Make sense of this
I don't wanna
Make sense of this…
But my God, he looks so helpless
And my passions saying, "Hell, yes."

[Laurens:]
Whoa...

[Hamilton:]
No, show me how to

[Hamilton/Ensemble:]
Make sense of this…

[Hamilton:]
I don't wanna

[Hamilton/Ensemble:]
Say no to this

[Hamilton:]
In my mind, I'm tryin' to go

[Ensemble:]
Go! Go! Go!

[Hamilton:]
Then his mouth is on mine, and I can't say…

[Ensemble:]
No! No!
Say no to this!
No! No!
Say no to this!
No! No!
Say no to this!
No! No!
Say no to this!

[Hamilton:]
I wish I could say that was the last time
I said that last time. It became a pastime
A month into this endeavor I received a letter
From a Mr. H. Laurens, even better, it said:

[Henry:]
Dear Sir, I hope this letter finds you in good health
And in a prosperous enough position to put wealth
In the pockets of people like me: down on their luck
You see, that was my son who you decided to

[Hamilton:]
Fuuuu...

[Henry:]
Uh-oh! You made the wrong sucker a cuckold
So time to pay the piper for the pants you unbuckled
And hey, you can keep seein' that gay guy
If the price is right: if not I'm ruining your life

[Hamilton:]
I hid the letter and I raced to his place
Screamed, "How could you?!" in his face
He said:

[Laurens:]
No, Lex!

[Hamilton:]
Half dressed, apologetic
A mess, he looked distressin' , he cried:

[Laurens:]
Please don't go, Lex!

[Hamilton:]
So was your whole story a setup?

[Laurens:]
He didn't know about our letters!

[Hamilton:]
Stop trying
We need to hide up!

[Laurens:]
This cannot be any better! (sarcastic)

[Hamilton:]
We are ruined...

[Laurens (Hamilton):]
Please don't leave me with them helpless (I am helpless — how could I miss this?)
Give him what he wants and you can stay with me
(I really need you)
Whatever you want (I will save you)
If we pay (I will)
We can stay!

[Laurens (Hamilton) {Ensemble}:]
(Lord, show me how to think out of this) {Think out of this}
Tonight (I don't know how to get out of this) {Get out of this}
('Cause the situation's helpless)
Helpless
(And my love is screaming, "Hell, yes.")
Whoa!
(No, show me how to get out of this) {Get out of this}
We just can't say no to this… (How can we say no to this?) {Say no to this}
(There is nowhere we can go)
{Go! Go! Go!}
(When his mouth on mine I do not say...) {No!}
(Yes) Yes {Get out of this! Think!}
(Yes) Yes {Think out of this! Think!}
(Yes) Ye-ye-yes {Think out of this! Think!} (Yes) Yes {Think out of this!}
(Say no to this...)
(I can't give up on him…) Can't give up on this
(There is nowhere I will go)
{No! No! No!}

[Henry:]
So?

[Hamilton:]
Nobody needs to know…

Authors Note: I was dreading this suggestion! But I managed to change it so it wasn't that bad. Anyway, like I said at the beginning, this was a suggestion so be free to leave another one if you want!

-L.E-Rae _x_