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APOV

I sigh as I crash onto my bed and glance at my watch just as my open laptop starts ringing at me from the table. I quickly get up to answer it and couldn't help the smile that spread across my face at the site of the two beautiful faces beaming back at me from the screen.

"Mommy!" Madzie beamed as she saw me, bouncing up and down on Christians lap.

"Hey Princess." I smile at her my heart aching because I miss them so much, I've been on this tour 6 days already, but it feels like a lifetime since I got to hold Madzie and be in Christians arms and I still had just under a week to go. "have you had a good day?"

"Yeah daddy took me to the park, and we fed the ducks at the pond, then we had a ride on the horse and ca..." Madzie babbled happily away about her day. Christian just watching her happily only butting in to add details here and there. My heart swells watching their bond grow and aches to be with them. "… we miss you, when are you coming home?" Madzie asks. She has a little countdown chart we made together before I left, that she can cross off each day to show her how long until I'm home; but she still asks every time we speak.

"I miss you both too, its 6 more days then I'll be home." I smile though my heart aches even more when I say it.

"That's forever." Madzie pouts clearly not liking my answer.

"How's your day been? you fly to Georgia tomorrow, right?" Christian asks clearly trying to change the sullen mood that had washed over our conversation.

"Today's been good, we have one more signing in the morning then we fly to Atlanta, Georgia in the afternoon." I smile at him as I know he know my itinerary off by heart. It's scary how much I miss him considering we only got back together a few days before I had to go away, but he is always on my mind and I long to be wrapped in his strong arms. We chat for a little longer before it was Madzie's bedtime. I sign off, check emails then get ready for bed, I know I should probably eat something, but my stomach is in knots from missing them so much. I make a note to never go on tour without Madzie again, and if possible, Christian too. I sigh as I close my eyes and let myself drift off to sleep remembering the night before I left for the tour.

Christian wraps his arms around me from behind as he nuzzles and kisses my neck. His fingers start to roam under my top along my stomach making me smile. I turn in his embrace and we're kissing passionately, my fingers pushing his top up. He breaks the kiss to let me pull it off before his lips are on mine again. He gently pulls up my top, over my head. He kisses my lips then trails kisses down my jawline to my shoulder his fingers of one hand pushing the straps of my bra down as he kisses, as his other hand find the clasp of my bra and unhooks it, letting it fall. His lips are on mine again, butterflies in my stomach are now doing somersaults as my hands undo the button of his jeans and gently pushes them down with his boxers, he breaks the kiss as he steps out of them, so he's standing in front of me in all his glory. His fingers quickly undo my jeans as he starts kissing me again. He lowers me onto the bed then slowly starts trailing his fingers gently down my body following them with gentle butterfly kisses. My body is alive with sensation and need for him as he moves further kissing my stomach, as he pulls my jeans and panties slowly down. "You're so beautiful." He breathes onto my skin before kissing me on my stomach and moving slowly up my body, sucking and teasing my breasts. My body arches at his touch…

BEEP! BEEP! BEEP!

I wake with a start as my alarm bursts into my dream just as it was getting good. I sigh and roll over to shut it off. With my heart aching to be with Christian and Madzie I quickly get up and ready.

I sigh grateful to have finally landed, I check my watch as I half listen to the conversation, hoping I'll making it to the hotel in time for my usual skype chat.

"So, it's just the one signing in the morning tomorrow, right?"

I turn and look at Charlotte and Brittany as we pull our suitcases through the airport, "Yes tomorrows your easy day." I smile at her kindly and she laughs, "We actually get time to use the hotel facilities" I laugh

"We should so book a Spa treatment." Brittany smiled.

"Oh, that does sound lovely." Charlotte sigh smiling.

"Unfortunately, I can't, my mom lives here and I promised I would visit," I smile as we finally making it to the arrivals bay, "But you two should definitely ge…"

"MOMMY!"

I freeze midsentence at the sound of the voice as my head snaps towards the crowd waiting to greet the passengers, just as a I see Madzie run out of the crowd towards me. I drop my suitcase and catch her in my arms. I hugged her tightly as she clings to me. Christian cups my face and kisses me loving as his other hand goes to my waist holding me close.

"What? What are you doing here?" I breathed still stunned

"We missed you Mommy!"