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Summary: Kairos(n.)- The perfect, crucial moment; the fleeting rightness of time and place that creates the opportune atmosphere for action, words or movement. Lola didn't know what she had been expecting. The Elric brothers had been her heroes in her past life. But now… they were just two freakishly talented kids in need of guidance. Guidance Lola wasn't sure she'd be able to give.


Mary stared down at the being she had just given birth to in disdain.

She didn't hate the child necessarily, but she felt no emotional attachment towards it.

Mary knew that she'd be a horrible mother, no doubt about it. She was too impatient and too much of a perfectionist. The child would undoubtedly grow to hate her.

Besides, there were things that had to be done after all. Places to go, people to cure.

The conflict with Ishval was starting to pick up, and doctors were needed now more than ever.

Children needed a stable home. They needed the chance to make connections. Mary loved her career and she wouldn't be able to give that up for a child she hadn't even wanted.

She looked down at her… child curiously and vaguely wondered what it would end up doing with its life.

She didn't fully understand why, but she felt a bit disappointed that she wouldn't be around to find out.

She cradled it slowly as it let out a loud cry.

Mary just stared at it, finalizing her decision.

As soon as she was strong enough to travel, she would give the child away.

She rocked the baby back and forth as it quieted down.

"Now." she whispered softly "What to name you."

The baby stared up at her with big round cinnamon colored eyes that were identical to her own. At that moment she did feel some affection for it, if only a little.

"It's a shame your dad isn't around. If he was I'd just dump you on him." She stated matter of factly, caressing the baby's cheek.

The child looked up at her and gurgled.

She spent the rest of the afternoon hugging the baby close to her. Wondering what her next move would be.


The moment Sara opened the door she was met with mischievous brown eyes and a crooked grin.

"Long time no see Ridley, or should I say Rockbell now."

Sara squealed and immediately engulfed the woman in a hug.

Mary grinned harder and returned it full heartedly.

"I was so worried about you!" Sara scolded. "You didn't even come to the wedding."

"Sorry Rockbell, I'm sure it was beautiful," she stated as she gathered herself together.

As Sara ushered Mary to come inside, a small tuft of red hair broke her out of her musings.

Brown eyes stared up at her warily as she clung to Mary's dress, she couldn't have been older than two. Freckles seemed to dot almost every inch of her showing skin.

Sara looked down at her before slowly turning to Mary. Mary scratched her cheek.

"As you can see, I've been a little preoccupied." She stated while laughing nervously.

Sara just stared at her before moving wordlessly to the side. Mary walked in slowly ushering the child behind her. Sara smiled down at the child and ruffled her hair.

Sara and Mary sat across from each other before Sara broke the silence.

"So Mariam, tell me everything." She demanded as she stared at her sister in everything but blood.

Even though she wouldn't admit it, Sara was a bit hurt that Mary hadn't even bothered to call. Her hand ghosted over her stomach as she looked at the girl. She wondered if the girl would get along with her own child.

"What's her name?" Sara questioned softly.

A prideful look came over Mary's face.

"Lola. Lola Alice Graham." She prattled, appearing very satisfied with her name choice.

Sara sighed and shook her head.

"Yuriy is going to freak. I can't believe you out of all people had a kid." Sara mumbled.

Mary looked down at the girl, and her features softened.

"I was working at central," Mary mumbled "It just… it just happened, Sara. You of all people know that I didn't want kids,"

Sara nodded her head solemnly and looked at the girl in question once more.

"What do you want me to do exactly?" Sara questioned, already knowing the answer deep down as she stared at the child.

Mary stared at her and dropped a small suitcase on the floor.

"Look after her for me? Please." Mary pleaded, her brown eyes shining. "I… I can't do it anymore,"

Sara stared at Mary cooly and turned her attention to Lola. The tiny redhead was curiously looking at one of Sara's old medical books. She seemed completely oblivious to the conversation happening near her.

Sara's hand ghosted over her stomach once more, and Mary took note of it.

"Sara… are you with child?" Mary questioned slowly.

Sara nodded, and a tentative smile came across her face.

"I… I don't agree with this Mary. But I'll look after her for you," Sara promised, as a look of determination filled her blue eyes.

Mary grinned once more and called her daughter over. Lola toddled over, causing Sara to gush at how adorable she was.

The redhead looked at her mother lovingly, and it caused Sara's heart to clench. She loved Mary, she truly did. But, she couldn't help but think that she was being incredibly selfish.

Mary explained the situation to Lola, and Sara's heart broke at how resigned the girl looked. She smiled at her mother and patted her arm as if to let her know that everything was going to be okay.

Tears streamed down Mary's face as she gathered Lola in a hug, and Sara turned her head away from the scene.

Mother and daughter stayed that way for a while. Eventually, Mary raised herself from her seat, and she gave Sara one last glance.

"Take care of her," she said calmly as she made to leave. Sara called after her.

"What about Yuriy? Pinako? Trisha's about eight-month pregnant right now," Sara stated desperately.

Mary froze for a moment but shook her head.

"I'm sorry Sara, that would only make it harder,"

"You just got here!" Sara called out as Mary walked away "Promise that you'll at least write,"

All Sara got in response was a thumbs up.


Author's Note: I've started another story! It's my first non-Harry Potter fanfic so I'm pretty excited to start writing this. I've recently got into FMA again, so I might update this story more often. I don't have much else to say right now, except I hope you guys enjoy this story.

Questions I have for you Guys:

What do you think of Mary? Do you understand her decision?

Do you guys have any questions for me?

P.S. I hope you guys enjoy this story.